Valentines Day

P.S., i wrote a song called "Dear God" but never recorded it. This is the blog post for it. (Maybe)

2012-02-06T19:32:00.001-06:00

Its sad I have to spend this day with this miserable deceit ugly person. I know that makes me ugly to talk about a person that way (I'm no better) but its different. This is advanced demon bullying being don.e to me. The devil got me good. He's getting me good. One mistake man, one mistake. Whole life... sigh... internally. I have to end my life. I hate this torture and my mornings. They start off with vomit. Everyday,guess my self imposed ailment meant much to the outer world. I'm getting red faced by everybody. From all angles. Makes me wonder why I'm put as the bad guy. I never did anything to anyone. Never thought I was cool or went against people. I just stayed to myself and people always came with their own assumptions. I just don't know what's the point of this. Like why? God? Pa?pa. I'm good at not wanting to be read off well. People just think I'm mad all the time lol. I don't have enough to do anything. I think I might go get a donut from shipleys and read my kurt cobain book in there till It closes. Some day huh. I have to find a way back up. Soon my phone will be cut off and my tags will expire and my insurance will be off so ill be a paranoid driver in texas. These cops. Man. Next month, wow... am I really gonna let myself experience prison? Am I crazy. I keep thinking about the brightside of it like paying off the debts. And shelter. But its fucking prison fuck that. I want to lose friends. I can't keep up with people that I know. I'm backtracked. In my shit car I appreciate that's become trailer bed jenny. I need relief. A record deal? So I can start telling these apt clerks I'm a musician and not making up professions like a out of work acting con artist. I'm not the con artist tho, just the other. I'm at wits end now. Wits widow. I guess this could pass a conversation prayer to god. Lord bless me. Amen. I'm trying dear lord. Your son, Austen Vananthony Campbell.

2012-02-06T18:11:00.001-06:00

My life has become the typical american quote that in quote "got ruined by poisened pussy". Least I don't have aids tho. But oh the torture.

Vote for me baby!

2012-02-06T17:58:00.002-06:00

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Peace & Love.

2012-02-06T16:14:00.001-06:00

Worst day of my life. Fake year. Bad trip. I want to die today. Fuck this shit.

2012-02-05T21:15:00.001-06:00

Today. Well in 3 hours I'm 22. And I've never felt more suicidal in my life. I turned my life into a trap and the music is actually good. Pun intended. Good thing I still have a sense of humor. Cause this ho shit going on is in a binge state. Maybe I'm a crybaby or maybe just a man. I planned or more so thought to delete all my music off the web. Whoever has it has it. Now my career is a career and the songs I gotta do are for exposure only. I feel that tho. Ill just keep the crying work to myself which is my best work to me... but that's my opinion though. Its cool I can have one. I want to draw a lot now. I can't draw but I want too and paint. I figure my bad drawings will be more beautiful than somebodies perfect ones... I always like the ugly though. Wonder if that's the reason my life is the way it is now then. "Only God Can Judge Me" by Tupac screwed and chopped just came on and it makes me think about how I get it tatted when I was 15 unconciously and wondering the reason why I wanted to get it so bad. Guess I know now. Demons in my life, not just my head. Not just my head. Everybody in this moshpit is content with adolescent parents but this mistake that became a forced regret of mine is unacceptable to me. Maybe I'm constantly punishing myself because I can't forgive myself. At all. I disgraced my bad parents. Even tho they didn't raise me and hate me now I will forever love them for everything they did and didn't do. I forgive my father for telling me I'm not his son. And neglecting me. And teasing me about mistakes I make. And how he's never taught me anything. I forgive you pop, I'm sorry I didn't just know how life was. I been in a bubble of my own world my whole life. I never paid attention to my sorroundings and that's my fault. Its prolly the only reason I've been able to make it through, by distracting myself from it using imagination. Watching people fall from grace and give up on life daily. That's my life. My life is being in a suicidal demon house and hating myself for it. I gave up selling drugs a long time ago. Its been so buried I don't even put it in my music. I'm not proud of it. But I do understand my homies. Its just not my lifestyle. I hate what the media has done to the black minds. Black people use to be strong and about shit. Now everybodies beaten and distracted. I lost friends because I don't make enough money and have downfalls. But why can't y'all accept me for me, ima get money sooner or later but if I'm not getting it now I'm not suppose to have it. Simple. I'm not ashamed but I really am at the same time. I don't ask anybody for anything and I don't feel owed. I just feel took. Taken. Abandoned. Fierce. And hurt.

Hatred for Hanna in the morning.

2012-02-03T11:29:00.001-06:00

Not to be pompous but that dirt bag should have you ashamed and thanking the moments with me. I wonder what this bitch was thinking when she went behind my back. I can't fret tho. I was rolling/tryna go with brittany but that didn't stick for too long at all. It wasn't gonna be what I wanted so I stepped out. Even tho we never really had enough time to have a real connection. Its okay though. I'm pretty sure it all worked out for the best. Hopefully she remembers how long my penis is and how deep I woulda been in her everynight had we... nevermind. As far as some of the others goes the thought of replacing Hanna just became pushed back because I lost interest in what she is when the other guy popped up she keeps talking about. Maybe I should tell her about my experiences as well? No. Whatever. Now I'm on this faithful lemme talk about you to the world tip and you constantly do me like "that". Ha. They would say. Everybody loves to laugh at you. Social networks got people afraid to claim they gfs and bfs in fear of not being able to catch prey when it all falls down. But it doesn't matter with me. These girls don't care. They probly want me more now. "Irregardless" as this comedy movie would say. I want peace. I want comfort. I want want want it all.

2012-02-02T12:30:00.001-06:00

Ina place where there is nowhere else to go but up. I hope to one day look at all these blog post and feel like I've accomplished something. Hopefully. I'm too hard on myself though.

2012-02-01T23:58:00.001-06:00

I wrote "I'm on it" (I'm just killing mixtape) with a refrence to my brother kevin who lost the love of his life to cancer. And I be complaining? Nah. We finna win. Car service. Bottle service. Private planes. Hotel suites. Passport stamps. Experiencing cultures and different types of people. Nothing can make up for a lost person cause people are more than everything. But all I can do is go hard to help my brother find purpose and move on. She will never be forgotten. Forever in our hearts. Forever. Listening to Chapter Two, Black King right now. Feeling uplifted again. "Ima champion! Ima BLACK KING! And I mean that shit! I mean that shit! And I mean that shit! I mean that shit and I mean that shit! I mean that shit! Yeah"

Truer Feelings About Life And Love (3 am music)

2012-02-01T23:06:00.001-06:00

Let's go back. Let's tell the truth. I need a somewhere to go. According to my gf and the state of Texas that's jail and a protective order which has cps calling about my daughter. But that's life right? Nah. Just a dumb bitch I happened to fall in love with. 6 months? Wow. I know one thing if I go to jail its gonna be HELL when I get out. Just outta principal. I miss Pimp C. I miss Dj Screw. I miss banging dip set getting money smoking weed and passing bitches to my niggas. The internet got boys afraid to speak in person ha. What happened to everybody? I member hating the internet and never getting on it ha. Boy how things change. I wanna talk to God. You hear me God? How close am I to this ending? How much longer do I have to be a failure. I don't hate or have a grudge against Houston, but I understand this city is not the same. What was once fun and trill is now just a pulpit for pussy niggas to get rich off. Its so hard down here. Its a trap, literally. Word to my dad stressing repeating to me over and over that I GOT TWO KIDS. Ugh. Some bitch has a child with me that I don't love? Is this life? Am I ignorant? I was. Not no more though. Child Support made me full aware of that. Now its fuck Texas and these ho ass judges n lawyers. Why should I have to pay somebody. If you wanna kill me, kill me already. Cause I obviously don't. Care. My mom knows me best I'm still a child myself and a baby. But L'eau calls me dad. Dada' to be exact. That still amazes me. How proud and happy she is just to be around me. She saw veeology cover today and just screamed dada dada so happily and I smiled in the front seat whilst my gf looked poorly astonished. She doesn't support shit. Its cool tho, even tho I support her and protect her. But lemme not draw a fake image. She pays for everything. Happy? Even tho, whatever. Fuck these models man. Fuck these rappers. Fuck these problemless people. I hate them all. Fuck everybody, For they all are so phony. I had it right not wanting money, but I want money. More so need money. Funny world right? I'm prolly just gonna ramble off cause I'm bored and have to sleep in my car tonight I hate this shit. Its hot and bugs are out in Texas. Crazy. I'm in a hotel suite one night and starving in the car the next. Worth the grind tho right? Ha. I might commit suicide on my birthday. I really want to. My brother would be so upset tho. He's right about me making it I know ima make it but its hard with all this ridicule and no help I'm always the one wearing the bruised shoes and I'm tired of it. I been looking for a job. No luck yet tho. I just wanna have like a 2 week heroin binge, justa leave life and gain some courage. I'm sorry lord I'm trying. They even hung Jesus ona cross tho.

2012-02-01T12:38:00.001-06:00

2012-02-01T09:00:00.001-06:00

Stop all my fears cause I'm hopeless. I hate my girl but I love her that's a damn shame. I hate how she can do anything to me and I just let it go. But she act like we spose to be even cause I be fucking hoes. Nah... that ain't shit. And ever since 08 I made sure I've been protected ever since. Since then problems have arose. I see the people she's let touch her and the people that's tried to talk to her in my mind. Ontop of that I'm struggling. I'm being carried without balance so I'm hanging on to nothing. Everybodies going their seperate ways and I'm searching for my way to go. I try to make myself believe that this part of the game is part of the game. But I be feeling more lost than most. Kevins gf died and it still bothers me. I feel like I shoulda died and she shoulda lived. I'm worthless anyway. She had purpose. Maybe that's not even for me to say or talk about tho. Good morning for this long stressful day. At least this blog post made me feel a little better. Sigh

"Love Lines"

2012-01-31T13:54:00.002-06:00

Love Lines Short Film coming soon. it's really a movie scene. be ready

2012-01-31T13:43:00.001-06:00

Suicide is the first topic in my mind when I wake up. Well after the I love me and beautiful morning thought. I wake up smile think about my life in depth and fall into suicidal comfort knowing I can end it. So if I'm not going to end it today I might as well try again. Harder

2012-01-31T08:06:00.001-06:00

Sometimes I just really wanna go off on people. Get the fuck outta my ear you not helping me. You not helping shit. Niggas just wanna dickride when they see me wit a "rapper". What kinda shit is that. Niggas don't fuck with me like that. Niggas just want the story. Niggas just wanna know they flights coming. Niggas just wanna watch. I can't get no fucking help, but they sholl is down for me though. Fuck that shit man. Teamwork make the dreamwork, but ain't no fucking team. Dev finally got me to realize that. He the ONLY person that's fully stepped up and doing shit towards the goal! I feel like straight cutting boyz out my life right now, but fuck it ima chill. Ima just keep my distance. Tired of fucking being helpless sun. I refuse this shit now. Get out my way if you ain't going my way

2012-01-30T11:05:00.000-06:00

Diamonds.

2012-01-29T17:28:00.001-06:00

Warranty. Warranty. Warranty. I do what I wanna do, say what I wanna say. "Diamonds" is a all out Texas hit. "Like it's 94" is monumental party song, but deep southside Houston way. I like my new style. Fuck if niggas feel it. I be on shit niggas catch up too years later. When I'm famous its gonna be a problem and I'm only saying famous because of attention span. But, ya'know. Hate when I'm jamming my shit and catching the vibe n niggas just there stiff. Fuck. It happens to everybody though, I seen Kanye in the studio with Terror Squad before he was on and niggas was being mad loud, disruptive and disrespectful while legend was tryna make a beat, song. Look where "Terror Squad" at now and look where Kanyes at. Do the math. Not a diss to terror, but... it is what it is. That's why I have no love for you hoes. If you don't respect my craft now fuck you. If you don't respect what I'm doing with the legend I am don't respect when you see me on. When you see your favorite rappers asking me for a track. When you see me on tv shinin. Wit dem diamonds in my mouffffffffff huu

2012-01-29T13:38:00.006-06:00

2012-01-28T22:20:00.001-06:00

2012-01-28T17:37:00.001-06:00

Wow I'm 6 days away before I'm officially 22. All I can think about is how hard my life has been over the past 4 years. Just everything. The act of being the strongest. The truthful music I've made that's become so painful to bare hearing me down like that... but its true. I'm not saying life isn't hard cause its hard as it is, but all this is yet too much. This is a horror flick. You have to be in my shoes to understand. I still have fears. I fear a lot actually. I realized I have to cut time out with people who hold me back. I still love *anna, but its not the same. Dud.... e... h.... I'm writing this post from *annas bed just thinking. Man, shit is fucked up. But I'm not sad about it, just exhausted as usual. She always reminds me of how bad things are anyway though. Don't feel bad that I can't show love to you cause I probly should kill you, but that's gods job. Its hard with the riducule, but interesting enough it seems like I'm finally starting to get my respect. Which is that I go the hardest. These other boys backwash. Houston is watching. That's tight. The stuff I have in the wraps is way into the direction I want to take my work. The videos I shot in atlanta are amazing. Met some cool people and built some new strong relationships. I guess now with what and who I be around I really have to watch what I say on twitter. Even though I really don't care cause et miine, I spend it. Ha. Thank god this kurt cobain came on. Well, my frito pie is here so I'm out for now. Peace

Pimp C

2012-01-27T19:47:00.001-06:00

2012-01-25T04:12:00.002-06:00

fuck im on some texas shit tonight. putting the rest of the drank in the punch. smokied a backwood. feeling good. bitch i might pop a pill.

2012-01-24T10:37:00.000-06:00

2012-01-21T20:55:00.001-06:00

2012-01-21T07:15:00.008-06:00

“I couldn’t handle the ridicule so on a Saturday night I got high and drunk and walked down to the train tracks and layed down and waited for the 11:00 train and put 2 big pieces of cement on my chest and legs and the train came closer and closer. And it went on the next track beside me instead of over me.” — Kurt Cobain

“So I became less manically depressed but still never had any friends, I hated everyone for they were so phony.” — Kurt Cobain

I started being really proud of the fact that I was gay even though I wasn't. - Kurt Cobain

I've always had a problem with the average macho man - they've always been a threat to me. - Kurt Cobain

“I'm gonna be a superstar musician, kill myself and go out in a flame of glory, just ike Jimi Hendrix” - Kurt Cobain

2012-01-21T06:11:00.004-06:00

2012-01-21T05:34:00.002-06:00

i just need the transformation back to my self. i love the dirty ol me. clean really. but my kicks be my kicks and my shirt be my shirt and my jeans be my jeans. pockets be low, making dumb mistakes, spending spending spending. fuck. im fucking up. so fuck my phone. i got time to do. or to kill. dont get too heavy on that tho. im thinking of videos to do. tomorrow, today i mean. stupid shit man. stupid shit man. i really might do it one night. all i want for my birthday is a pistol and some bullets.

i need this on a poster.

2012-01-21T05:22:00.002-06:00

kurt-cobain.tumblr.com

2012-01-21T05:10:00.000-06:00

2012-01-21T04:55:00.004-06:00

2012-01-21T04:52:00.001-06:00

2012-01-21T04:49:00.001-06:00

dont say nothing. just be patient and fix it.

thugger

2012-01-21T04:16:00.001-06:00

sing for me. i need a new girl. fuck

2012-01-21T04:05:00.002-06:00

woah just blatant.

2012-01-21T04:03:00.003-06:00

dope boy mayne.

2012-01-21T03:52:00.000-06:00

shades. dope.

2012-01-21T03:44:00.000-06:00

glory.

2012-01-20T08:42:00.006-06:00

I'm just on it. dropped I'm just killing in atlanta. got blue room on deck full of jewels. just gonna drop videos for it. just need a few things before i get that going. getting videos done out here in the A, meeting plugs, just working. just tryna stay focused, on the grustle making dreams come true. fuck it dawg. thats all i can say, fuck it. got me n rizzy new tape on deck. gotta finish that shit, shit just been moving fast and time been killed. got shoots for today and tomorrow tho getting these videos in. shit look like a movie scene.

Thuggin

2012-01-20T08:39:00.001-06:00

woah. underground cave. more shxt.

2012-01-20T08:16:00.001-06:00

Please Watch This Film

2012-01-20T06:09:00.000-06:00

2012-01-19T03:33:00.005-06:00

woah, thats not love. thats not love. thats never been love. thats been something else. that mad huh? thats everyday thats everyday thats everyday wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. im bouta get this money is moor than a saying for what we got going on. fuk that other shit. im driving bmw. word to gold grill. diamonds in my mouf. fuck it. you mad, fuck it. you wanna do dat hoe shit, fuck it. and with all the shit i coulda pulled but never did, just protected. you make yourself look like a stupid ignorant. person. fucking dumbass. but fuck that shit. it'll get handled, no worries. i guess the drugs got me shocked or something

wow can you say i need dreads

2012-01-18T01:21:00.001-06:00

im humble. im learning. im letting go. tide is turning my way now

2012-01-17T02:42:00.006-06:00

wow.

2012-01-16T05:57:00.002-06:00

Kurt.

2012-01-16T03:28:00.001-06:00

2012-01-15T01:06:00.001-06:00

Modern Family

2012-01-14T23:44:00.001-06:00

2012-01-14T22:07:00.000-06:00

im just working man. im writing raps right now.

tight.

2012-01-14T16:59:00.000-06:00

Zoe Saldana

2012-01-14T16:49:00.003-06:00

Paula Patton

2012-01-14T16:46:00.000-06:00

Fade City DWNLD - Rolls Royce Rizzy Ft. Van Solo

2012-01-14T16:09:00.002-06:00

Download (HERE)

Bogota Talk, Bogota Walk

2012-01-14T13:03:00.001-06:00

"Im Just Killing" Mixtape DWNLD

2012-01-13T11:43:00.002-06:00

Click This or This

another over the night done in 8 hour project. fuck with me.

2012-01-11T11:52:00.001-06:00

dark side of the moon

2012-01-08T23:42:00.002-06:00

letting the tide turn. all along by kid cudi being played now. i dont know the answer so hopefully i'll find one. my life has been so intense and dark in the past 4 years. its really taken a turn from the boyish me. i just have to be smarter and serious. i just have to handle business. still thinking about what is this all for and taking one to the head, but only time will tell. things change. and im letting them. i let go of my beliefs. that was the first step. the most major one.

Walters the man ha

2012-01-08T19:35:00.001-06:00

Rizzy. Shot by Dave Canon

2012-01-08T19:11:00.000-06:00

Lotus Blossom Playlist

2012-01-06T15:27:00.003-06:00

Bang the Lotus

Lotus Blossom DWNLD Mixtape.

2012-01-06T00:00:00.002-06:00

Lotus Blossom (Click This) Produced by B.East

night screen

2012-01-05T23:43:00.003-06:00

tight.

2012-01-05T22:10:00.002-06:00

From tonight

2012-01-05T21:59:00.002-06:00

performing tonight

2012-01-05T18:16:00.001-06:00

Check Other Outfitters 2507 Bagby Houston, TX 77006
starts at 7

2012-01-05T11:53:00.001-06:00

Fireworks, i'm on this. Love helping my niggas

2012-01-04T21:33:00.001-06:00

Have to be the strongest I can be for the sake of my life.

2012-01-04T21:00:00.003-06:00

I just figured if i'm alone, I mide as well actually be alone. if you aint riding with me, I mide as well leave the seat empty til someone comes along who wants too. fuck these games. you want other things and people, that's fine.. but don't trap me and go out free. You know what I want to do. But this is what you made it. It is what it is. I was sucked into your games and the importance of my life was led astray. A demon in the form of an angel, what else could have made me lose it like that? made me make so many life threatening bad choices which would only leave me suicidal and with regret? that would make my whole family turn against me? that would make me hate myself in the process? I thank you... but i'm out... I gave you my all and I have nothing... Plus I owe you..lol... thats not a jab though. I'd rather just say this here than text your phone and fall back into the quicksand. I choose life

4 horseman.

2012-01-04T18:59:00.000-06:00

sadness has turned to madness

Work

2012-01-03T23:34:00.001-06:00

I'm banging Lotus Blossom. did mad work today. Tracks are done. Tracklist kinda done getting worked out. It's beautiful. Knowledge and rap.

Realizity teaching

2012-01-03T02:34:00.004-06:00

I have to announce that i am off binging. haven't smoked in a couple weeks now. I have been drinking a bit more, but i'm stopping that too. No more sex unless it's with my wife. No more denying the lord and the help. I'm going into abstinence cause disease isn't something i'm tryna come clean with. I have to slow down, i've got it all. I've gotten to choose any girl i've ever wanted. I've done alotta drugs. I don't need a buzz no more. I been in a cloudy haze and haven't been thinking straight. I'm drinking more water. I'm thinking more optimisticly. I'm looking more beautiful daily. Until a new girl comes along I can cherish and be faithful too, i'm deleting meaningless entries. I'm going into working out. I'm going back to basketball. I'm going back to track. I'm looking to stay working, for financial and music. I haven't been thinking, it's been a few bad thoughts here and there, but i'm okay. I see the sky, the future, where i'm at and where i'm going. I'm no longer going to watch. I'm going to enjoy. I'm going to live my life and stop punishing myself for the unchangeable. I'm going to see my daughter. I'm going to see my son. I feel more clear. I'm becoming water. I have no form. I overcome what everything is. I have been numbed by countless days of pain, hunger, and lust. I have not let the flow of life take place. I've tried to force the "my way" and that has been a fail. I have no idea what i'm doing at any time and I accept it now. I'm growing. Prolly why i take punches from these serpents tongues so well. I realize my life is on a bigger scale, I really have to be an example. I don't want to be in that stoner rapper lane. I think, and i think alot. Thinking is painful, but good. You have to stay on your job at all times. I'm not saying i'm quitting weed, but i'm quitting needing it. Just really learning about life. I will forever speak my mind, but I feel this binge phase of depression is over. I want change, so i will give hell until I get it. Not saying I don't get hurt by what I see... but certain things are being left behind for a reason. Sooner or later it'll be so far down the road that I don't feel it no more. I want to become man. I'm treating music as business now, not some crybaby talent show. I've ran a mock, I appreciate everybody whose fucked with me thus far, but I can't stay poor. I'm done being poor. I'm done with people being in control whether I eat or not. I'm done with hiding food so I can possibly get more tomorrow. I know that doesn't make sense but you have no idea what I go through. I'm done with these leeches. Don't take from me tis is what we can grant each other familia. no no negate, hello positate. positive, gimme gimme gimme. gimme gimme gimme

brightens up

2012-01-02T14:20:00.001-06:00

right on, right on.

2012-01-02T14:13:00.002-06:00

get ready for lotus blossom. learn about the lotus (click this)

Sayings.

2012-01-02T14:04:00.002-06:00

gotta ignore what people say. cause people say things they don't mean all the time. sometimes things are said out of anger, whether internally or external. sometimes out of happiness which goes the same way. and even sometimes out of comfortability. bottom line is, don't let things people say get to you. thats why I don't intake whats said to my heart. so say say say say what you want about me. cause me no give a hoot. baby baaaaaaaaaaby

offthephone.

2012-01-02T13:48:00.001-06:00

sometimes it makes me sad that my dad doesn't know how much i love him.

Trilly. Watch the fucking video

2011-12-31T14:42:00.002-06:00

Glad i hopped on this verse when i came home that night ha

"Indian Vibes" Mixtape Download

2011-12-29T21:57:00.005-06:00

DWNLDHERE

Indian Vibes is about placement in my life. it's like thoughts of where i'm at now. i'm working on alot of other music, but i have to make time for myself ya'know to reconnect to my inner self and let me know i'm okay once again. to ya know, keep shit moving. enjoy this shit. spread it. i'm speaking trill even tho these ho niggas use the term so loosely. but y'all know me, or should by now at least. peace n love sun

Rick James

2011-12-28T15:58:00.003-06:00

Rizzy

2011-12-28T15:58:00.001-06:00

Logos

2011-12-28T14:56:00.001-06:00

2011-12-27T17:09:00.002-06:00

personally done.

2011-12-26T13:31:00.002-06:00

going to silence. i've said too much over the past 3, 4 years. my life hasn't been real, just was imagination that i thought would last forever. done tho. peace sun

word. man.

2011-12-26T12:25:00.001-06:00

needs it own post.

2011-12-25T17:32:00.001-06:00

hey.

2011-12-25T17:12:00.002-06:00

merry christmas to the world. practicing higher self now. says the drunk version of me. dropped my daughter a present last night and aint even with her today. im so disgusting. a bad dad perhaps? i didnt take the bullshit for the sake of my family. hooray austen i guess. thats drunk text tho. im not gone say too much. enjoy your day

just tonight

2011-12-24T01:33:00.003-06:00

DURAN DURAN "GIRL PANIC!" VIDEO from Marsorama on Vimeo.

real nigga

2011-12-23T22:49:00.000-06:00

man, prolly shoulda put some lean in that shit.

shit is funny. houston is dead tho.

2011-12-23T16:42:00.001-06:00

eyes opened

2011-12-23T12:51:00.004-06:00

man. shits crazy. time is fast. i miss l'eau, but the disgusting energy of shit going on just pushes me to a corner. fuck it tho. i can't keep up being in peoples good grace. fuck you. and all the lies you fabricate to be the truth. so thank you for the shame you pass. after last night, im done thinking people have good intentions. im the illest rapper in houston literally, niggas is crazy. i gotta stop accepting things without checking them fully out first. im bout to shit on y'all niggas. like im bout to make all these wack ass rappers in houston quit rap. fuck being friendly along with my X bitch. but thats just some i miss you shit, not you, but the you usta be shit. has to state that for another protective order comes my way. im stuck between not causing problems having a problem having a slight solution and not knowing what to do. i know what i might have to do. mondays the day i guess. not too much on that tho. im changing. becoming more cold than i was before in a different way. tryna see if i want to go to atlanta or look for a damn job. shit sucks sun cause i got work to do. choices man. plus i need a vacay on some lonely star shit. yo what is pain really? a mind thing? what is love? a temporary relief of pain from the outside world, a universe created only between the two of you which holds you accountable of all things downward in the future. kids fuck you up. suck the life out of you and still ask you for it all. but we're all kids right? haha. i wonder why people so worried bout other people. he broke. he dont got this. he blah blah blah. i am broke. poor. and hungry. excuse me all you comfy people. i guess thats why yall dont chase nothing... cause y'all so good and comfortable where y'all at. let these niggas tell it, they got it all hahahahahaha. niggas is crazy man. i cant grind with mothafuckers. fuck all this jealousy and temper tantrum bullshit, i only deal with moods from my daughter and her mother apparently. fuck all you other niggas, and bitches. i need to cut down my twitter followers on twitter. i dont talk to nobody. i dont dm nobody. fuck these people man. i dont need them. process one in the freeing artist i guess. blood in my mouth so i close it. dont open up a landfill. protect yourself at all cost. shit, shoutout to lupes words i never said. trill shit. act like you know, act like you know. word to my brother screaming y'all got a legend in this ho on the mic last night in the function. houston is dry with this wack friend game shit. by my friend, and ill help you out. word to all these dumb "models" fucking and getting naked for shoots. including my baby**ther. too cold tho. too cold austen. i cant feel anymore. ive accepted nasty reality and have just decided to live. fuck. i need a spanish bitch and a blunt, fuck i gotta stop getting rid of hoes for my old girl. i gave up some bad bitches man. lol, its no point in shit being secret now huh haha. stop it tho. stop it 5

but why would it be safe for drinking

2011-12-23T12:05:00.001-06:00

incubus.

2011-12-22T18:21:00.001-06:00

Show tonight 8pm Houston. I'm performing.

2011-12-22T16:36:00.002-06:00

2610 Sage Rd. ToysnBeats benefit concert for the kiddies. super tight man. see you there.

woah

2011-12-22T02:11:00.002-06:00

lol, creepy

2011-12-20T21:25:00.000-06:00

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2011-12-20T21:06:00.004-06:00

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truly

2011-12-20T20:25:00.000-06:00

trill shit man. trill shit

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2011-12-20T18:11:00.002-06:00

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2011-12-20T17:35:00.003-06:00

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I'm all on this mayne. One of my og homies I grew up with. tight bro, tight.

Cold

2011-12-20T16:07:00.002-06:00

faded.... faded... faded... not a good look though. im chilling. the big lebowskis chilling. fuck these nggas. fuck these niggas ya heard meh. ha. im such a prince in the arms of darkness. fuck it tho. cause man im pretty haha inside joke but whatever. fuck my family b, y'all niggas gonna hate me harder when this shit pops. word to my *MmmmS loose pussy, both. character, i am. still tryna figure how to dodge jail. but i will prevail on my suicidal trail. stay outta my world b, you not needed no more. or wanted. im going to enjoy this moshpit as much as posible. im jamming you can by body language right now. so raw. 22, misunderstood.. already. now its tension in the air when im scene out. niggas hate, get off of my dick let the message relay. ha. i love my tough ass rhymes. guess i gotta change my style to be a pop star tho, but no lie its hard for me to lie and make popfly music. popfly hahahaha thats funny in itself but whatever. songs about partying, fucking hoes, and drugs, drugs drugs drugs. so interesting of a topic i guess. rap game crazy. i dont have enough money to be in it. fuck i dont even have enough to eat. i live by the beat til the end of the week like you live check to check. if you dont move yo feet then i dont eat so we like neck to neck. ha.

word.

2011-12-20T12:56:00.000-06:00

Ha, Tight

2011-12-19T22:22:00.001-06:00