"We want love, not lies"

Respect

Killlllllleddddddd it!

One up for the stoners

Only releasing this to my blog.

Turnt up freestyle. Download here
I wrote and recorded this yesterday (still feels like today). Wrote this in like 10 minutes before i had to bounce to my sisters crib. Recorded it in 15 mins n set out.. Just some fun facts.. Valentine LIVESSSSSSSSSSS

I feel like Veeology paved a way for my music lane. So, i'm not gonna deprive myself of that. I do ALOTTA songs for fun that i don't really let people hear cus i just use em to excerise my brain ya'know. Complexities of myself, facing bleak society, broken heartedness (yes, it's a sympton) personal issues, all that kinna shit is really what i'm bout. Alotta shit just don't interest me. I don't care for cars, i'm good with my shitty taurus even tho it's pretty dope to me. I like technology, new inventions, studio equipment, apple products, weed, positivity, moviessssssss, etc. I hate being around people i don't connect with, even tho that leaves me lonely alot now, but fuck it, rather feel comfortable than be with a person that feels they need to talk every second of the time =/. I'm very conversational most of the time, if i let you in that is. but i'm rambling. I'm justa rapper, personals don't matter.

This is fucking awesome!

The shit people tell me out the blue be much needed news most of the time. Like fans, that is. Shit people tell me, and show to me. Makes me wanna drop new music to em. Valentine LIVES next month

Lupe Fiasco Mixtape Download

Download here

had to.

"Dream Girls"

Download here

Valentine LIVES talk.

Lupe Fiasco: it's funny cus i think like this.

MTV Shows

Mixtape is called, "Enemy Of The State: A Love Story"

Dawg, i did not know the cleveland show was this hilarious!

I play the guitar badly n freestyle.

Shit i like to do in my downtime from Van Solo on Vimeo.

"Niggas can't fill my shoes, better yet my socks"

I'm just unhappy without you. Think i just had one of them days where i realized i lost you. Crazy

French Playboy

You don't know shit about the grind.

I posted some things on my twitter today, so i'ma just post em here.

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"The people that struggle with me will be the people that shine with me."

"You can talk about what i go through and things i don't have, but time does NOT stay the same, it always changes. Member that"

"Stay away from me if you embarrassed to struggle. You can stay JUST where you at, for the rest of your life."

"I never had that given life."

Bassicly what im saying is alotta people are afraid of struggling, so they say alotta bullshit about me. I'm not the type of person to wanna worry about being late for work, losing a job, filling out job apps. I like doing what i want, when i want, and making things happen. My whole life growing up, i've been seeing the same shit. Same niggas doing/talking about the same meaningless bullshit. Still broke, still without a car, still with they moms or grandmoms, still going to the club tryna get hoes. Same ol same ol BULLSHIT. That life aint for me homie, i want better for myself and the family i care about. I don't really care about some people in my "family". It's only a few people i'ma help out when i get up there. I don't get nor expect support from my "family" so i hope they don't expect shit from me. Cus once i'm in, i'm gone. One of the whole points of me doing this is to leave this place. The city is dead homie, people out here don't even accept me. I'm having a daughter soon, i don't want her to want for anything. I don't give a shit about these other niggas. Besides my mom, my brother, and few of my homies. I don't really care about you, so you can stay the fuck from round me.

I did a verse for this dude and i'm really feeling it. So i'ma give it to yall.

Download here

I dedicate this song to my ex.

Here's a clearer version:



Not bitter or nothing, just saying. The lyrics are EXTREMELY TRUE

"Southwest airlines"

Another off Valentine LIVES. I like Houston today so fuck it haha. Download here

Good day Houston

Off Valentine LIVES. Download here

Cudder.

KiD CuDi x Cudi Zone x Miami from Mandon on Vimeo.

Dom Kennedy.

Maestro Knows - Episode 5 (Dom Kennedy) from Maestro Knows on Vimeo.

I'ma big Gym Class Heroes fan

Pac Div

TYGA "BLACK THOUGHTS" MIXTAPE

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Well.. That explains the Trending Topic today. I fuck with my nigga Tyga tho, he makes dope music. Enjoy

Lady Gaga "So Happy I Could Die"

Download it here

La Roux - "I'm Not Your Toy" (Dope shit)

She's one of my favorite artist right now. Like seriously, i'ma buy her album whenever it comes out.

They fucking killed this!

Download "Whatever U Want remix"

So it's cool to have sex with other dudes while you pregnant now? smfh..

I don't think i'm ever dating again. I'm starting to hate people, but i guess at least my ex girlfriend isn't alone. These hoes be proud of that shit too. Like, damn.. Your really not spiting me, your disrespecting yourself, the baby, and then me. Maybe it wasn't even to spite me tho, maybe it was just something she WANTED to do. Silly me being blinded by the sun.

Drake, Mississipi

Chipppppp, nigga

Download "Movie"
It's a bad ass track produced by Boi-1da
Follow chipper also at @chip216

Weezy

Spotted: Charles Hamilton

REVOK x CHARLES HAMILTON x KEEGAN GIBBS from Keegan Gibbs . com on Vimeo.

Behind the Scenes of Pursuit of Happiness for Cudder

My heart has the muscle effect

Meaning it breaks down to build up even stronger. I love you, and since there's a way for me to feel this way, there's a way out also. It'll start with a flashlight on my road to recovery to find my sun again. Something out there can bring me happiness again. Something waiting for me. Something that wants me to find it. It's prolly been looking for me all along, and i just been running away tirelessly chasing you. But, my feets tired. So, I'ma sit down. Learn whats good for me. Accept whats happened. Stop trying to force things i think or feel i want so badly. It's up to GOD what i get and when i get it. I've been a disobedient son thinking i can set a path in my life without you. I've been a foolish adam. I'm sorry lord, please forgive me. I realize the more you let something affect you, the more it eats away at you. Let it go, Let it breathe, if it walks, Let it leave. My worth isn't about what someone does with another person. That just shows me she was never really my girlfriend in the first place. It hurts because i really thought i had the one, but i'm grateful i'm in a position to move on. Don't know when my lifes gonna end, but my time here isn't over as i'm typing. And there's about a million other princesses looking for a king. So for now, i'ma just chill out. Be cool. Be peaceful. Make music about it. Live again. aaahhhhhh! Breathing Feels GOOOOOOOOOOOD

We were once a fairy tale

"Broken up, you can't put them pieces together"

Back at this pain again, with no way to distract this negative energy i have filled inside of me. It hurts when you find out things you already knew the answers too, just being told without having questioned the person who told you is invigorating. Now i'm right back where i was before.. hurt, confused, depressed, thrown off, low.. I have no clue what to do with myself. I have no friends to help me through this. I have no studio to record in. I'm forced to face my worst fear of having to get over you, the depression behind knowing what we coulda be, or better yet what i wanted us to be. I spent almost three years of my life with you, most of the time just wanting you to accept my love, before everything fell. How do i throw those feelings away? How can i find light within the darkness? How do i stop myself from killing the person you crept with, WITH our baby inside you.. It's not his fault tho. I just don't wanna feel like this no more. I don't wanna feel for you no more. I don't wanna stay bitter anymore. I'm tired of crying tryna hold myself together while i'm alone. My boredom leads to breakdowns. My breakdowns make me constantly tell myself theres no point in this life thing. What's the point of living justa feel the way i feel everyday.

I don't have a male ego.

Everybody got somethin ta say
And I don't wanna talk
I know I can leave
I'm only crippled in my heart
Met ya at the start
N I thought you was the one
Till I seen you had 2,3,fourrrr
Prolly even 5
You say alotta shit
N it was prolly even lies
2 years of Halloween
Neva took off your disguise
You played wit my heart
Even more wit my mind
And you know I fuckin hate
When I waste my time
The visions are all decieving
Kinda hate my eyes
You drawn up
You a fucking design
I shoulda Neva got involved
But that choice was mine
All that cheating
N I still let you pass through
God tried to tell me
I replied I didn't ask you..
Damn that's love
I just wanna say I'm sorry
To the man up above
I shoulda listened

OMFGOSH I HAVE TO GO TO PORTLAND, OREGON

The first weed cafe has opened in Portland, Oregon.

The United States’ first marijuana cafe opened on Friday, posing an early test of the Obama administration’s move to relax policing of medical use of the drug. The Cannabis Cafe in Portland, Oregon, is the first to give certified medical marijuana users a place to get hold of the drug and smoke it — as long as they are out of public view — despite a federal ban.

“This club represents personal freedom, finally, for our members,” said Madeline Martinez, Oregon’s executive director of NORML, a group pushing for marijuana legalization. “Our plans go beyond serving food and marijuana,” said Martinez. “We hope to have classes, seminars, even a Cannabis Community College, based here to help people learn about growing and other uses for cannabis.”

The cafe — in a two-story building which formerly housed a speak-easy and adult erotic club Rumpspankers — is technically a private club, but is open to any Oregon residents who are NORML members and hold an official medical marijuana card. Members pay $25 per month to use the 100-person capacity cafe. They don’t buy marijuana, but get it free over the counter from “budtenders”. Open 10 a.m. to 10 p.m., it serves food but has no liquor license. There are about 21,000 patients registered to use marijuana for medical purposes in Oregon. Doctors have prescribed marijuana for a host of illnesses, including Alzheimer’s, diabetes, multiple sclerosis and Tourette’s syndrome.

On opening day, reporters invited to the cafe could smell, but were not allowed to see, people smoking marijuana. “I still run a coffee shop and events venue, just like I did before we converted it to the Cannabis Cafe, but now it will be cannabis-themed,” said Eric Solomon, the owner of the cafe, who is looking forward to holding marijuana-themed weddings, film festivals and dances in the second-floor ballroom.

The creation of the cafe comes almost a month after the Obama administration told federal attorneys not to prosecute patients who use marijuana for medical reasons or dispensaries in states which have legalized them. About a dozen states, including Oregon, followed California’s 1996 move to adopt medical marijuana laws, allowing the drug to be cultivated and sold for medical use. A similar number have pending legislation or ballot measures planned.

Pot cafes, known as “coffee shops”, are popular in the Dutch city of Amsterdam, where possession of small amounts of marijuana is legal. Portland’s Cannabis Cafe is the first of its kind to open in the United States, according to NORML. Growing, possessing, distributing and smoking marijuana are still illegal under U.S. federal law, which makes no distinction between medical and recreational use. Federal and local law enforcement agencies did not return phone calls from Reuters on Friday seeking comment on the Portland cafe’s operations.

ALL THAT REALLY MATTERS IF YOU DIDN'T READ THIS IS THAT IT'S AMERICA'S FIRST WEED CAFE!

Be my Valentine?

I never had one, you'd be the first =)

Gata

Dudes on interscope? Man, i gotta go meet these labels.

My nigga Johnny Poly haha

Pac Div "Whiplash" ( Young Black Male)

No words man.

Doooooooope

Clipse - Doorman Music Video - Til The Casket Drops Dec 8 from Malice of the Clipse on Vimeo.

I'm so ambitious

Alotta shit pisses me off about people around me. Like when i try to tell them wassup for me n they just ignore it, act like its nothing, play it off. Play a new song for someone and they ignore that shit. But yet wanna tell people i'm doing music, and i'm doing good, n shows n such n such. FUCK YALL. I know so many unambitious people and it leads me back to the reason why i don't hang nor care to be friends with any of these people. I never hit people up cus it'll just be that same convo. Fuck that bullshit. I'm not with it at all. I barely hear from my brother now. I never talk to my father. My mom is the only person that truly believes in me and shows interest. Which i appreciate the most. Everybody else just like seeing my downfall, they like when something goes bad, they like when a show isn't poppin, they like when i say/feel like i wanna quit this rap shit. Even my ex, which most might now. I feel so alone, which makes me wanna be alone, and go alone. So i gotta say fuck yall alot to myself to keep me up. I just gotta be all about me. I really see people getting cut out of my life soon. I'm creating my own oppurtunities, so why should i feel forced to make somebody else make it. If they aint doing shit for me. I'm tired of this bullshit. I'm fucking disgruntled right now so i'ma just end this post till i get my thoughts together.

it aint Nothing like a bad bitch..

Btw, this does not mean i like her music. I don't know how this bitch got on, but she needs writers. She look good tho =)

PMS 3 Cover!

Proud to say that i am on this legendary mixtape.

Don't judge me

Valentine LIVES is on the way

On some last night shit from Van Solo on Vimeo.

I'm having a girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Something like what i've always wanted, Kudos to me. I'm gooood now

UGK Ft. Slim Thug x Killa Kyleon "She luv it remix"

Nerd is awesome.

Why not

This dude really like him some Micheal lol..

Whoa! Good DREAMSSS