Saturday, October 30, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
No Helmet in Space - Van Solo
This song is exactly where i'm at right now. A man abandoned by his peers and family in a strange place with nothing on him to blend him into society.. We face the world alone sometimes.. This is one of those times. I'm tired of tryna one up people I know. I'm tired of being in competition with someone I was madly in love with. Really what's the point of all this shit. It's ridiculous. When I make it, you'll just want me back and I won't want you. Especially after all i'm going through. The shit is mind-boggling. But they only see/say you changed... Of course you did, people just beat up my life, kick me down, down me, and shut me down.. They love when things go wrong for me on this grind. They love when things slow down. They love watching my struggle. But all this shit gone change. I promise, Life.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
Truthfully
You'll always lose in this life... But you'll lose more if you hold back what your capable of. Being afraid to succeed is being afraid to grow up. These past few months, i've been kicking music to the side... Dissappearing, missing shows, just not being interested in it anymore like I really am.. I noticed that alotta people I was around just really don't want it for me. Besides my mom that is.. So I just kinda gave in again.. But now I realize I have no choice but to kill this shit. It's my destiny.. It's bigger than me mayne... It's so many places I have to go.. And with that comes people I have to lose... If they can't help me fight my way through this journey than I don't need the company. When you feel and see yourself not living up to your expectations you'll notice who really cares about you. Just becuase your doing something wrong and things are wrong doesn't mean it's okay.. It means you need to fix this shit! It's not okay to slack or lack of anything. Especially in this life. I tell my story throughout music, but I need to take heed to my own words. It's stopping and i'm not stopping anymore.. If I lose everybody I ever knew then so be it. If that's what it takes.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Illumination.
It's amazing how much growing you can do in such short time... I know I never woulda been the partying, club, hit the bar type of guy so staying home alot was already my normal lifestyle. I like closed out spaces, where I can think and chill. I watch alot of movies of which I notice my life in, and where I want my life to be. For awhile, I wanted to hold my childhood inside of me.. But the light has shown it's bright face. I'm not a boy anymore. I'm not a man either, but it is time for me to be one. Whether i'm 20 or not, it's time. My mom is so amazing to me. It hurts me to think that i'm getting older and one day realisticly i'm gonna have to watch her die. So I fear.. I want to spend as much time with my family as I can.. But ultimately I have to hit the roads, chase these dreams which are becoming false realities. I know alot more than i've ever learned in more than half my lifetime. It's my turn to be the parent now, the brick wall, the floatie to my daughter... and the Beast of my family. I know people I care for depend on me to make this shit happen, tho they don't tell me directly becuase they don't want me to feel that pressure.. I know.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Purple. Honor
Purple. In Honor of all the kids, teens, and people who’ve committed suicide. I personally understand suicide. I openly talk about in my music. Tho i’m not speaking on it to advocate it, but rather disengage you from it. I feel if I speak on it, It’ll stop somebody, including me as I face my own troubles and life battles daily. I’ve been to that point and left that place of attempts, un-needed psychiatric homes, and therapist who don’t really understand you. I know it’s NOT or NEVER the answer.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Van Solo - Army'
Army by Vansolo
Van Solo - Army'
Here to motivate, break the chain of hate.. against ourselves and others. Our differences make us one. The same thing everywhere just wouldn't be life would it? It's time to change minds and priorites.. You should always put yourself first. Chase your goals and dreams.. Not others set for you. There's no strict way to making this shit work, just doing it is better than not
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Friday, October 15, 2010
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Friday, October 8, 2010
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Saturday, October 2, 2010
When angels leave, I fall again... (Time changes how you feel) - Van Solo
"When angels leave, I fall again... (Time changes how you feel)" - Van Solo http://limelinx.com/files/8918a01329504d7d79ef23cf48e0aec2
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