Can you feel my love buzz?

Shraman Dharma.

The truth telling.. The positivity... The everything i'm turning into. It's reasons why i'm this way. Maybe from my childhood or maybe I just am. I honestly haven't changed since I was a boy. My music is the reflective extension of everything I really am, and also feel. Don't blind yourself with other people's false beliefs. Find what's best for you and use it to achieve. Success is defined by your own goals and needs. Don't let people's your never gonna change from this attitude towards you take over your mind. Take as much time as you need, be organized, be patient and appreciative of what you have. USE what you have, even if it's the smallest thing.. It's something.

Diamond. Diamond, Diamond.

My nigga Rizzy

Dave Canonnnnn

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The Xx - Shelter from Dave Canon on Vimeo.

Philly. from Dave Canon on Vimeo.

@DaveCanon_

There is no purpose for this pic.

Sky Out

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I gotta fucking go on. I aint the only one.

I'll never survive with dead memories in my head.

Radio Tv. Is Done.

Wow.... It's 4:07 in the morning and I just completely finished Radio Tv. Which includes me doing the tracklist. I'm super happy with it. It's real. It's life. It's beautiful words. I can't wait for people to hear it and I'd appreciate some shouts and feedback mothafuckers.. Do you need me or what? ha ha

My nigga CH. Best sampler rhymer in the world.

Humble request to stay alive.

Tryna break outta zones is the hardest shit ever. I sold my soul to myself, and I still believe in GOD. But now I believe he doesn't fuck with the earth, he just watches.... I member I said this line in this rap that was like "Eveythings backwards like life is dislexic" and that may be one of the truest rhymes I ever said.. Maybe not. I'm super tired of myself. People have ate me out just to spit inside me internally.... but I guess it's cool.... What can I do.... Nothing actually. I'm not gonna spazz. No. I'm not gonna spazz. I'm not gonna believe you. No, i'm not. It's really no suprise to be suprised by anybody, as cool as we can keep it is lost once we speak it. I have to be afraid of what I say and what I think... but you don't hear what goes on in my head. You only hear what I tell you. And I haven't lied about anything yet. But too be successful is to be a sustained liar and it's just not in my heart to be that way. Due to extreme adding up child support debt, I no longer can accept poverty. It's funny that now i'm 21 I actually do feel different. I don't feel like a boy anymore, which saddens me, but I have to be a man. Like I have to be. No matter how hard I work, nothings for certain. It's like people who work hard as fuck at their low income jobs and never move up for a second. I understand your pain, i'm going through the same thing with no pay. Oh, and the fact that i'm laughed at wherever I go, but that really doesn't bother me much. I've gotten used to the hate and pointed fingers. Calamity, Calamity, Calamity. I hope my fans and listeners haven't gave up on me... I'm watching... I'm sorry I have no clicks, groups, or gimmicks for you to say.. It's just not my thing... I won't apologize for my suicidal tendicies becuase it's so much shit going on in my life that you wouldn't even understand and I don't blame you or anybody else, but me.. Some of these things were outta my control and some were.. Crazy how a fucked up mindstate can really ruin your future. So my advice to everybody out there going through something, just don't go overboard, focus, be logical about your decisions and don't use your heart. Please DON'T ACT WITH ANGER. ANGER WILL KILL YOU. Just breathe, calm yourself and don't fall into the evil energy traps that are secretly all around us like snakes with posinous venom inside their devilish eyes and grins. I've seen the devils workers many times on this earth and it's not fiction. I didn't usta understand alotta thing when I was just problemless and unconciously happy. But now, I understand alot more. So if I succeed at committing suicide this year, don't feel sorry for me or cry. I'll finally have peace. Cause that's all I really want, nothing else. Btw, I don't have my gun yet and I am going to do an album before departure. Maybe 2 albums. To leave you with. It'll be nothing less than amazing. I promise you.

Interesting.

Things finna change, but whatever.

Sweetest Language sample.

I'm not scared. Light my candles, in a daze cause I found god.

Sober.

MGMT kinda Day

Snoopy, Snoopy. I don't Need No Bitch.

Humans are supernatural.

Nothing is real.

Asa Davis.

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Rihanna's Legs.

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Away From The Sun - 3 Doors Down

Dig me up from under what is covering the better part in me.

How is everybody? I think i'm fine.

Waddup, fresh out the shower.. feeling empowered... haha... its my blog and i can write what i want.

FAint

I Have Become So Numb.

Taylor Momsen

Honest

Marilyn Manson Quotes

“I fear being like everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control. I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society."

“Is adult entertainment killing our children? or is killing our children entertaining our adults?”

“Music is the strongest form of magic.”

“We live in a society of victimization, where people are much more comfortable being victimized than actually standing up for themselves.”

“When you're taught to love everyone, to love your enemies, then what value does that place on love?”

“Anybody intelligent enough to realize what America is, is not going to sit around and do nothing about it. They're going to be the same way that I am. They're going to be the same way our fans are. They're going to be pissed.”

“The burden of originality is one that most people don't want to accept. They'd rather sit in front of the TV and let that tell them what they're supposed to like, what they're supposed to buy, and what they're supposed to laugh at.”

“I view my job as being someone who is supposed to piss people off. I don't want to be just one-of-the-guys. I don't want to be just a smiling face you see on television presenting some vapid kind of easily-digestible garbage.”

Marilyn Monroe wasn't even her real name, Charles Manson isn't his real name, and now, I'm taking that to be my real name. But what's real? You can't find the truth, you just pick the lie you like the best.”

I feel like someone who I wouldn't let my own daughter fuck, and I also feel like someone who, if I was that daugther, would want to fuck more than anyone else.”

Informative.

It’s important to remember that suicides are usually committed by people experiencing not just the severe symptoms of a serious mental illness AND a significant level of social isolation, but also a trigger or crisis that sends them past some point of no return. It’s a triple whammy most people thankfully never experience.

It’s also important to know that the vast majority of people who commit suicide seek help multiple times, and usually let someone know their plans first. That is, suicide is usually preventable but the support network often fails to recognize or take seriously the signs, such as increased depression or sudden mood improvement, giving possessions away, sudden excessive drinking or drugging, statements of hopelessness and helplessness, endless crying, isolating behaviors, and explicit threats of suicide.

It is understandable that some stand outside and criticize the choice to end one’s life; certainly anyone who has lost a friend, relative, or client to suicide knows that those left living often feel hurt, betrayed, confused, or angry at the departed, and these feelings are surely valid. Suicide is often a passive-aggressive act, and is by definition selfish – although sometimes people believe they are doing us a favor by leaving this world – and it especially hurts those who have tried to help and who have been there to support the suffering person so many times.

At the same time, if you’ve never been severely depressed, or never experienced auditory hallucinations every day for many years, or never felt or been utterly alone in the world, or if you’ve never been, for any reason, at the point of feeling your suffering and the suffering you believe you cause others would decrease if you were dead, if you’ve never experienced these thoughts and feelings then, yes, it is virutally impossible to understand how someone could make this tragic choice.

If I had to identify two *social* factors that contribute to our culture’s high rate of suicide (it’s double the homicide rate in the United States, year after year!) they would be:

1. Alienation of all of us, as individuals, from the group, ie: a hyperindividualistic society that expects personal acheivement at a high level from all its members, values an impossible level of material wealth and physical “beauty”, and discourages extended family systems, clan networks, etc – the traditional means of caring for one another. This is inhumane and unnatural.

2. The failure to honor all emotions; the tendency to dismiss “negative” mood states and alienate people who express them; a demeaning of “weakness” or fear and an overvaluing of violence, power, fame, status, sexuality, etc. This is unbalanced, unfulfilling, and unhealthy.

These, along with the prevalence of undiagnosed or misdiagnosed mental illnesses, and the over-reliance on medications to treat those illnesses when they are identified, have helped to create a society replete with barely functioning, unhappy, isolated people.

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Some of them want to abuse you.

I wanna live, I wanna love.

It seems to be that anything is possible

Crazily Dope

It's something

Manic scream of peace

Thank you

Jawn of the day.

Ode.

Got it done

Didn't know they had a video

It's my fucking birthday and i'm still alive fuckers.

I'm 21 today.... Last nights liquors still in my system hahaha but it's cool. I was screaming to people in the streets that I was in love and didn't give a fuckkkkkkkkkkk. And I really fucking don't. So if you love somebody, you should let em know. Fuck child support, fuck money, fuck your meaningless expectations, fuck your dad, fuck your past, fuck your family, fuck everything that fucks you up in the head in this miserable materialistic sick fucking world. I realized i'm ALIVE last night and the fucking world NEEDS me. So yeah, i'm in debt... yeah I didn't graduate high school... Yeah I don't work no fucking job.... Yeah people think i'm a loser.... But you know what?!!!!! I KNOW WHO THE FUCK I AM AND WHAT MY PURPOSE IS. I GOT SOMETHING BETTER THAN SCHOOL AND MEANINGLESS WORK. I GOT THE OPPURTUNITY TO STOP SUICIDAL PEOPLE, STOP MATERIALISM, STOP FAKE FUCKING FOLLOWERS, I'M NOT TRYNA CLONE PEOPLE TO MAKE MONEY, I'M TRYNA MAKE PEOPLE BE THEM! DO YOU FUCKING GET IT?!!! NO YOU DON'T, BUT YOU FUCKING WILL WHEN I MAKE IT AND TAKE THIS SHIT OVER. SO FUCK YOU IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME, YOU WILL FUCKING BOW TO ME WHEN THE DOG HAS HIS DAY. VANNY !

Fans are awesome.

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Did 9 of these songs today. Iono.. I just woke up zoning.

Look how beautiful my fucking daughter is. This is L'eau. The Greatest Truth.

Led by example.

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I really fucking love this mixtape. Download this, tell your friends, tell your mom, tell your dad, tell your grandparents, shit tell your fucking uncle. Anything can help me man, and anything is plenty. But on the real, they'll like my music too. I SEEN'T it! Fun fact, older people seem to see my music as MUSIC. People my age be quick to call me sad, but whats sad? Life? Fuck that. This is whats gonna last forever, and don't take my word. Take Kurt Cobains words. If I never make it in music in which I sometimes don't give a fuck, my music will always live on after my departure from moshpit land.