Saturday, December 31, 2011
Thursday, December 29, 2011
"Indian Vibes" Mixtape Download
DWNLDHERE
Indian Vibes is about placement in my life. it's like thoughts of where i'm at now. i'm working on alot of other music, but i have to make time for myself ya'know to reconnect to my inner self and let me know i'm okay once again. to ya know, keep shit moving. enjoy this shit. spread it. i'm speaking trill even tho these ho niggas use the term so loosely. but y'all know me, or should by now at least. peace n love sun
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Monday, December 26, 2011
personally done.
going to silence. i've said too much over the past 3, 4 years. my life hasn't been real, just was imagination that i thought would last forever. done tho. peace sun
Sunday, December 25, 2011
hey.
merry christmas to the world. practicing higher self now. says the drunk version of me. dropped my daughter a present last night and aint even with her today. im so disgusting. a bad dad perhaps? i didnt take the bullshit for the sake of my family. hooray austen i guess. thats drunk text tho. im not gone say too much. enjoy your day
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Friday, December 23, 2011
eyes opened
man. shits crazy. time is fast. i miss l'eau, but the disgusting energy of shit going on just pushes me to a corner. fuck it tho. i can't keep up being in peoples good grace. fuck you. and all the lies you fabricate to be the truth. so thank you for the shame you pass. after last night, im done thinking people have good intentions. im the illest rapper in houston literally, niggas is crazy. i gotta stop accepting things without checking them fully out first. im bout to shit on y'all niggas. like im bout to make all these wack ass rappers in houston quit rap. fuck being friendly along with my X bitch. but thats just some i miss you shit, not you, but the you usta be shit. has to state that for another protective order comes my way. im stuck between not causing problems having a problem having a slight solution and not knowing what to do. i know what i might have to do. mondays the day i guess. not too much on that tho. im changing. becoming more cold than i was before in a different way. tryna see if i want to go to atlanta or look for a damn job. shit sucks sun cause i got work to do. choices man. plus i need a vacay on some lonely star shit. yo what is pain really? a mind thing? what is love? a temporary relief of pain from the outside world, a universe created only between the two of you which holds you accountable of all things downward in the future. kids fuck you up. suck the life out of you and still ask you for it all. but we're all kids right? haha. i wonder why people so worried bout other people. he broke. he dont got this. he blah blah blah. i am broke. poor. and hungry. excuse me all you comfy people. i guess thats why yall dont chase nothing... cause y'all so good and comfortable where y'all at. let these niggas tell it, they got it all hahahahahaha. niggas is crazy man. i cant grind with mothafuckers. fuck all this jealousy and temper tantrum bullshit, i only deal with moods from my daughter and her mother apparently. fuck all you other niggas, and bitches. i need to cut down my twitter followers on twitter. i dont talk to nobody. i dont dm nobody. fuck these people man. i dont need them. process one in the freeing artist i guess. blood in my mouth so i close it. dont open up a landfill. protect yourself at all cost. shit, shoutout to lupes words i never said. trill shit. act like you know, act like you know. word to my brother screaming y'all got a legend in this ho on the mic last night in the function. houston is dry with this wack friend game shit. by my friend, and ill help you out. word to all these dumb "models" fucking and getting naked for shoots. including my baby**ther. too cold tho. too cold austen. i cant feel anymore. ive accepted nasty reality and have just decided to live. fuck. i need a spanish bitch and a blunt, fuck i gotta stop getting rid of hoes for my old girl. i gave up some bad bitches man. lol, its no point in shit being secret now huh haha. stop it tho. stop it 5
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
women, are all we're ever gonna know of paradise on earth
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Cold
faded.... faded... faded... not a good look though. im chilling. the big lebowskis chilling. fuck these nggas. fuck these niggas ya heard meh. ha. im such a prince in the arms of darkness. fuck it tho. cause man im pretty haha inside joke but whatever. fuck my family b, y'all niggas gonna hate me harder when this shit pops. word to my *MmmmS loose pussy, both. character, i am. still tryna figure how to dodge jail. but i will prevail on my suicidal trail. stay outta my world b, you not needed no more. or wanted. im going to enjoy this moshpit as much as posible. im jamming you can by body language right now. so raw. 22, misunderstood.. already. now its tension in the air when im scene out. niggas hate, get off of my dick let the message relay. ha. i love my tough ass rhymes. guess i gotta change my style to be a pop star tho, but no lie its hard for me to lie and make popfly music. popfly hahahaha thats funny in itself but whatever. songs about partying, fucking hoes, and drugs, drugs drugs drugs. so interesting of a topic i guess. rap game crazy. i dont have enough money to be in it. fuck i dont even have enough to eat. i live by the beat til the end of the week like you live check to check. if you dont move yo feet then i dont eat so we like neck to neck. ha.
Monday, December 19, 2011
Realizity, 22.
You have to be able to speak for yourself. You have to let things out. You have to be honest to sleep at night. I listened to "22". with a couple people last night and got scared. I always get these little frightens about listening to my music with other people just becuase of the way it is. It's sometimes uncomfortable when your around people that would really never say a thing your saying. The harsh realities of the energy and experiences I deal with. I'm the best when alone because I know it's what I want to sound like right now. More than that I just have to realize fuck what people think (again). This is what I want to say. I have to accomplish the mission of getting my visions out just the way I want them. Thats what being an artist is about. Even though I feel like a dumb stupid joke at times, i know what the truth is. So I say that to say that this 22 project is explicit. Very explicit. You have to go in a quiet room, put on headphones, and just jam. Words are tough. I'm saying some tough stuff. Just.. be ready
Sunday, December 18, 2011
22. (Meaning)
The 22 is also known as the master builder. It is potentially the most successful of all number and it can turn the most ambitious dreams into reality. The 22 has the intuitive insights of the 2 combined with the practicality of the 4.
22's have to be practical otherwise they waste their potential. 22's can deal well with a great variety of people and they are inspirational and intuitive, practical, self-confident, visionary, idealistic and have good common sense.
Like 11's, 22's have to work towards the realization of larger goals that are beyond personal ambition.
Career choices for 22s. - Business person, politician, entrepreneur, leader.
22. as i'm 21 currently turning 22 on 2/6/2012.
Symbolism:
I'm going to take myself to the highest plane in which I was created on this earth for. My higher truest self is going to seep out to touch the gods of the turning tide. I will be successful. I will become man. above all. above all. This mixtape/album will kill the liars and expose the truth from the God who keeps me alive. Live. Live. Life.
22's have to be practical otherwise they waste their potential. 22's can deal well with a great variety of people and they are inspirational and intuitive, practical, self-confident, visionary, idealistic and have good common sense.
Like 11's, 22's have to work towards the realization of larger goals that are beyond personal ambition.
Career choices for 22s. - Business person, politician, entrepreneur, leader.
22. as i'm 21 currently turning 22 on 2/6/2012.
Symbolism:
Represents the movement, the infinity.
Symbol of the manifestation of the being in its diversity and its history.
Represent the creation, which is the manifestation of the 21, according to R. Allendy. It is amongst other things the sigificance of the "principle of differentiation, 2, being added to the initial differentiation of the Cosmos 20 to subdivide the parts and to generate, by this means, the complex mechanism of the nature - 2 + 2 = 4. (...) With 22, we see the play of the opposite particular initiative - 22 = 11 x 2 -, to balance in the natural mechanism".
Symbolizes the end of a cycle, and for the man, the end of the obligatory reincarnations on the earth.
I'm going to take myself to the highest plane in which I was created on this earth for. My higher truest self is going to seep out to touch the gods of the turning tide. I will be successful. I will become man. above all. above all. This mixtape/album will kill the liars and expose the truth from the God who keeps me alive. Live. Live. Life.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Friday, December 16, 2011
I say this shit all the fucking time.
my energy mold is blue. not a blue light. more like a black so dark that it's blue, sort of purple. i've let myself down today. i will express forgiveness of the great dear lord we all have up above us. meditate my body. free my spirit. wash away my sins. it's just the overload im dealing with really. dead souls who don't ask no questions. yeah yeah, make me feel uncomfortable til my castle of comfort is finished. i get it. "niggas". i will awaken my mind and depress the depression behind me.
Thursday, December 15, 2011
My boy made Van Solo tees, cop one for ya boy vamily
Shits tight man to have support. peep the website. people are rocking em in the streets of H-Town. vansolotees.blogspot.com
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
early.
lot of stuff going on under the sun. morning. im up. kinda been up. but i dont want to overdo the sleep to kill time right now. looks like i gotta do something crazy. its sad tho.. how this monkey see monkey do game works, but i gotta protect myself i guess. gotta stop believing everybody intentions is good towards me. word to my fathers 3 day lectures. i feel weird. just an outsider really. guess they're used to me being in the hot seat so shit just be like i'm with you when nobodies against you, but when there's opposition i'm riding with them with trying to make you look/feel guilty. but i'm on your side.. whatever. game face. "blood on ya face, ya big disgrace". i'm up and alone so i'm going to catch up on some recording. god send a way, i mean a day.
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
8:26 Wednesday Night.
i'm tryna get it together sun. i'm tryna get it together sun. It's crazy how people get a spot and instantly start looking down on you. I really don't care about my family disowning me. I don't want love I have to work for... and i mean that literally. I recently see that I just want to be alone. My own zone, it's not even a turning back thing, it's just a realizity check. Once this dark moon passes and I finally see some light at the end of this devil forsaken tunnel I will be one again with the universe and happy. They will be the same. All I can say is, i'm sorry for not "working" consecutively for the past 3 years. who cares. wooptyfuckingdo, these niggas have and dont have a damn thang. i'm a 21 years old musician, 4 years is long enough to transition anything. the depressed sloth phase is over. I will provide my own shelter. I will provide my own energy. I will not be involved with the doubters, the naysayers, the praisers of money since they see it as higher than them. I will no longer accept. I will no longer accept. I'll let them feel oh so good about themselves while i'm deep in the muddiest waters of darkness. Underworld phase. You wonder why celebs don't help their "families" cause "family" only wants money. They don't care about your craft or what your going through personally. They just want that check. I hope my family starts up a successful business for pushing each other down. I don't need to be treated as a mook. i'm an open book, a shining star, a beautiful piece of art. my natural warmth can make the dead inside feel alive. Cause they're mostly dead because they can't understand or hop on the train of why people are like this. Nobody deserves to feel alone. its one of the worst feelings in the world. but, enough on that.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Monday, December 5, 2011
Sunday, December 4, 2011
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