Pyramids Short I'm In

Prince Van

I had so much whiskey last night to fight all my demons and wash em out of my head and I woke up today feeling broken. but broken as in destructed. as in a beginning of my new beginning. im diving

The soul of the ghost is movin on. yee

Love Lines by me

weezy

New Vannie Track

"Cold Heart" wrote this morning. Rough draft version, but enjoy

I need to go out more

Perfect

Friend

I never wanted to break your heart. I just wanted a friend and I told you from the jump. My heart is in another place. It was when we met and it still will be while we were strangers. I just wanted what I wasnt getting from the person I love. That's my fault I brought you in. I understand you can't help how you feel sometmes, but I did tell you from the jump don't love me. I'm not the one for you. As I've told every girl that fell into my lap whilst a breakup was occurring and im out there alone. I had so many girls, but out of all we became friends. But it's really important to me to be discreet and after that shattered as I knew it would, that was the end of a friendship. For me, at least. Mainly because I'm not at the point to feel free with someone else. I don't know if im just missing the comfort of love, or just sick with all the time invested in someone who I thought I would forever be with...... Through all the ups and downs I always calmed myself to forgive her as she's forgiven me time after time. I really appreciated her for that. I wanted her to see that even though I do fuck up, it doesn't mean anything for me. I don't want these other girls. I can't be with them.... But now, you are these other girls and I guess you just wanna have fun and im too boring always talking bout death, and dreams of where I want to be and staying out of sight smoking watching movies tryna keep my mind mentally afloat. That's not for you.... You want the scene of wasted time. You want to be where them hoes be. Fine, I guess. I guess, friends came before me because I now wake up alone. Each and every day to grief. I miss you. The real you

I love no one but you, I have discovered, but you are far away and I am here alone. Then this is my life and maybe, however unlikely, I’ll find my way back there. Or maybe, one day, I’ll settle for second best. And on that same day, hell will freeze over, the sun will burn out and the stars will fall from the sky. — Lemony Snicket

pink matter, by me

Short

I have started filming for "A Midwinter Nightmare"...... Co-Directed by me. Mannnnn. Dream on.

wanted to fuck before i was fucking lol

shoutout Dome Apparel

shadow

"feel the seduction of the night
be a victim of what you wanna fight
keep living through lust as if its right
the blood is ya kryptonite
the rush is in the bite
it sucks becuz this isnt right
but ya justice fucks with you its plight
no one understands, its ya choice to run
sleep all day, to avoid the sun
come out, just to party in a cave
be at a industry party or a party called a rave
let ya eyes get starry from the haze, you hardly wanna stay
wanna party up in space
maybe there you can escape the mean mugs
a face will scream to get a taste of sweet blood
ima daywalker, but i dont bite
cus if i taste blood im something ya wont like....."

Stupid

I'm a human being and just because I rap doesn't mean I have to put up some front like im some big kahuna. When really im just an emotional boy who misses his father. I wish i knew my grandfather better before he died. He always believed in me and wanted me to be something specifically. He was so hard and strict on me about pursuing my dreams.... Maybe thats where I get my drive... iono.... i just remember drives to the hospital for two weeks and him dieng after that as I went to his funeral at 7 looking at him in his casket knowing I would be there one day. I think thats when my depression started actually. damn

Hi

as my life is destined to get better financially and I am once again busy with videos, writing songs, writing scripts, and finding work etc I ask myself.... is life worth living should I blast myself

Stacy Dash

We Love You Nena.

I am really feeling incomplete

want my fantasy lady.... 1000 dollars is more than enough for a pistol. if you never hear from me again its becuase I caught a serious case of writers block. I can't front.... I didn't know I really really lived for Hanna until I couldn't get a text back and a six degree of separation between the two of us at the dinner table. Major downfall, no studio to even crawl in and attempt to make myself feel (FEEL) BETTER. better. whatever, nevermind about that. im dumb. stop paying attention to me. i don't even want to be remembered. i dont think i will release any more music. im not interested anymore. i like acting more. its more straight to the point. ya'know. woah.(wait, they don't lov eyou like i love you) not wanting to live in this world without you is an understatement. smiles from a happy face all the devils i met in the past 5 years you did your job. goodbye

rape me

hey ya

its not worth it so i quit. dont contact me.

mane