peace y'all

im hopeless. i really feel like theres no point in anything anymore. I need my fucking daughter man. I never thought I would actually want to kill somebody, but people man... smh. Im tired of people hearing me cry. on records and this fuck ass blog. peace y'all

haha listen to this

SXSW 13

I am performing. I'll be out there from the 13th to the 16th. Depending on how many shows I get, but that's so far already. Just find me. I'll give out places and times soon. I got 4 shows so far. Here's one show i'm on both days.

LISTEN

SAPPY

If i kill myself this month will I still be considered a legend? or too soon? I'm trying my hardest to make it to my shows for next months but mannnnnnnnnn everything is so pointless. And I just realized Heaven isn't real. So no Hell either, just energy. Where will I land. I still wanna hotbox wit God and play drums for Kurt Cobain.

If I delete this blog and my twitter and my tumblr will you still love me? Will you still search me? Will you still be happy when my videos appear on mtv and worldstarwackhiphop?

gosh i prolly sound like a cry baby all the time on the internet lol. i think my twitter gives the wrong impression. and my blogs. im not even showing half of half of me. feel like i need to take all my info off the net. I guess im not "g" enough or "bout that life" enough. whatever that means. lol. ahh the stupidity and simplemindedness never fails to depress me. i sang this rock song i made up called "blah blah blah" and it goes like this

we all want love

blah blah blah

we all want sex 

blah blah blah

we all want freedom

blah blah blah

we all want money

blah blah blah

we all need jesus 

blah blah blah

go hear me sing it on vansolo.com

oh, and btw... isn't it interesting that this video has over 5 milli views lol smh

I lowkey don't wanna rap no more. Don't even feel comfortable in public no more. What are people seeing in me that I don't see in myself. i'm lost. Its weird cus I can go do a show or interview no anxiety at all, but just hanging out I get yancy. weird blood.

Hi baby

escape

bra (nsfw)

Lol

Aye

New Tape, Feb 6th. Support. Spread word. Sounds like Veeology, but you didn't hear it from me.