School and Rock

New name "Black".

God is dead

I guess we are all prisoners here of our own device...fareel

Fuck u Hanna

I wish i never met everybody who ever met me y'all are all jealous weak snobby little bitch useless creatures Fuck man. Girls.copy.my lifestyle then diss me dudes copy my raps wanna Fuck my exs then wanna smoke in my face and dap me Fuck this fake shit God is dead no hope

HAPPY could be a parting gift fareel.

Woosah woosah so I don't split nobody throat

T B W N N Ft. Asa Davis off HAPPY

A storm is coming.

Rihanna crush

Asteria // Right One With Lyrics

Lyrics:

cant handle the bars like im bout to die
wheres the oxy cotton candy for my mind
time is really evil when u living blind
without rich parents plus a cheating bitch thats on yo mind
this here grind is getting hazed
im too used to getting played
wash that out wit getting paid
from boppin bitches who lay cuz they know yo name
lost my flame came back like blanca
some of my niggas express wit tha choppas
down in texas niggas been on blades
now im tryna put them same blades on my face cut
slit my throat if i ever need hope
cus i reALLY need hope cus im SO fucking broke
and im getting pissed off wit every cigarette toke
niggas say dont smoke
cus u already dope
i dont pass my pain they just dont know
(oh)
u think im playing bout this suicide shit
gimme a gun and put the bullets in the clip
thatt’ll be the whole end to everybody shit
cus im center of the universe all wit a pen
everybody love me but i fucking hate them
i cant save them
my grandpa died off a heart surgery so how my heart gone try
shit i might be dead before the end of this rhyme…
u dont know where im at in this space and time….
all u know is my tweets
thinking u in my mind
-
got me calling for Asteria….
…
where u at
i cant find u
i need u
i love u
do you miss me
wheres god
where are u
where are us
…..
is u the right one?
…….
I iiiii
I will always think of you
why why why why
Why do I think of you
my my my my
I always think of you
i yai yai yaaai
ima always think of you
ima always think of you

Devil Mood

Im in such a bad mood right now this is unreal. Literally pissed off. Disgusted I want to puke to get this taste out my mouth and throat. Fuck

Raw

Biting Elbows - 'Bad Motherfucker' (Insane Office Escape 2) from Ilya Naishuller on Vimeo.

sun and moon

Happy Birthday L'eau Milan

12:58

Aint it weird how ya mom is ya only family member..... and she's gonna die soon. I'ma really be alone then. i'm scared. Fuck

New "StarFish" ep // Van

Sugar Summer // Up - Van Solo

Starfish is gonna be crazy as parapatharapper ha ha

New Music "Starfish" Van Solo Prod. Juke Ellington

Cold

C o m m e r c i a l f o r H A P P Y

Nirvana

HAPPY Pics (Photobook)

Just a quick preview of what's to come...... I might be HAPPY.

Well......... Soon

All Along

either its when im recording i feel like my true self. or im just feeling way better off alone. Looking forward to having my own house soon. can't wait to live by myself. cant wait for Happy to drop. cant wait to just move on to the next part of my life. where im not so broke all the time lol. i think i might be the only person who truly doesn't care what people think. nor do i need people, except my mom. everybody else likes to have the upper hand and leave you high and dry. but i get high anyway, knamean. and why is everybody so weird. everytime i go in public i see weirdos not enjoying themselves juust taking instagram pics and tweeting. i be smoking everybodies weed tho! they always wanna smoke me out lol. anothr smoker thing is like people have amnesia cus ive blazed mad weed with people so i hate when people act stingy with me that i constantly blaze my shit with no stress. fuck yall. u got cut. why cant i have homies? im alone like evryday. my best friends are acroos town and ones in san antone. another thing, u girls neeed TO STOP ASKING ME ABOUT HANNA. seriously. its fucking weird. losers. plz dont ask about my kid or what that situation is like either. i say what i want about it and lets just leave it at that. im open in my music so whatever you wanna know about me will be all on HAPPY. its kinda like a big catch up of what my life is and has been like for awhile. this ho is gonna be big. i feel like its the best shit i ever done. seriously. fav songs on HAPPY as of now, Lone... and Elephant.... Hooky is honorable for the truth..... but yeah... Lone and Elephant. I seriously been on Fire since like last week. I guess things do happen for a reason, mane.

HAPPY progress

I'm going so hard on Happy. it's coming out great thus far. so many jammers bangers ya ya

2 dope ass songs real quick

Happy is coming

It really.... really.... really.... sounds great... so far..... and the process isnt even halfway done..... im going true. yee

just wrote this song about her.

rocky lemme roll
i am out control
i want you so bad
i can not go on
-
that ass make me write a buncha poems about it
dont know if my dick can go without it
u gotta attitude i guess im mad too
difference is i never take that shit out on you
im not ya punching bag  i mean that literally
thinking bout all the crazy shit u did to me
including court dates fucking niggas that i know
if u wanted other  niggas u just shoulda let me go
u keep me hanging on
like its a chance formed
i know its not
cus we get it wrong alot
dont think we can get it right
so im leaving tonight
fuck another fight lets just fuck live life
we spose to be partners not combatters in a fight
looking at each other like
now who got the upper hand
counting rubber bands never using rubbers fam
this that home base
this that love shit
this that that bitch is really all my drugs shit
i fucking hate you and i love you and the same time
so i constradict myself alot in my rhymes
and my twitter
but i know i never show ya picture
just said fuck ya the other day
thats just cause i miss ya
ima deal wit it since i cant deal wit you
pissed off at other niggas tryna get at you
this that slumdog millionaire bum shit
this that weezy beat riding in the trukfit
this that i love you shitx4
stupid bitch
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chorus

New - Getting There Produced by Flying Lotus With Lyrics

Alien in Houston
on my flying lotus tip
drunk right in the afternoon smoking tryna float the shit
flow aint making racks but still sailing on my motorship
that type of shit that make u wanna hop up on the boat again
listening to trap music pissed off at everything
never nothing to do
i feel like im the bored king
but still a board member been gone since December
and i heard i was spose to come back in November
another failed mission something to retry again
doing some shady shit that i prolly gotta hide again
disappointed myself letting hoes catch a attitude
bitch should be happy i even put her on this latitude
yall bitches been lame but this part of the game
where my stomach starts to growl
and the nightfall howl like the wolf i am
see me again
drinking at a party smoking weed wit my friends
to being home alone demons settling in
shit they been here for years
i guess its mortgage not rent
time well spent everytime im wasting my time
when i cant never find a reason like im losing my mind
giving up on this shit,
like im fed ex wit grind
and keep tryna tell myself dawg due time
a nigga gone shine
i need money how high
can these fucking xanays get me if i mix it wit lime
arita, senorita spot her spot her like a cheetah
all bitches is really cheaters
so im set right not to need em
shit everybody deceiving just lieng and selling dreams
on social networks the shit aint never what it seems
got yo ass mad like,
who done stole my dreams
when i said i was ashamed it was all a part of me
shit its surgery open heart giving my artery
knee cartilage wit this prayer
just listening to Roy Ayers
i feel alive

New Song Dirty Prod. Gambitt

DWNLD HERE

Just feel like rapping today so whatever. chea. john cena ho

New Song She's a Bitch Ft. Toro Y Moi

DWNLD HERE

Here Are Some Pictures of Me, Again

Listen to Lone Star Today

jam

67

lord of the sad and lonely - cudi

Happy DWNLD - New Van

Get it HERE

On my way

Lost my way again And it wasn't hard to do When I'm away from you It seems the meaning runs out of my life

Swept away again Like a sailor tossed on the tide How much longer can I hide The pain I feel with you out of my life

And we cut to ending...

I'm on my way home to you That lucky old sun will shine again On my way home to you Suddenly love's so MGM On my way home to you I'm going to make you mine again On my way home to you

It's a tragedy I can't believe I sent you away Now I can't even say How badly I need your love to get by

I guess it's gravity When you fly so high you will fall And now we have this wall of hurt And a feeling so hard to get by

And we cut to ending...

I'm on my way home to you That lucky old sun will shine again On my way home to you Suddenly love's so MGM On my way home to you I'm going to make you mine again On my way home to you

On my way home to you That lucky old sun will shine again On my way home to you Suddenly love's so MGM On my way home to you I'm going to make you mine again On my way home to you

I'm on my way home to you That lucky old sun will shine again On my way home to you Suddenly love's so MGM On my way home to you I'm going to make you mine again On my way home to you

I don't know why I'm so happy I'm sad

I Don't Know Why I'm So Happy I'm Sad I’m in trouble See’n double

I have been hurting for someone for so long Is it you Is it you

We’re like a seen from the African Queen We’re so slam bam We’re so yin yang

You had my heart followed And you locked it And swallowed the key

[Chorus] I came unglued the night I met you I felt my life divide by two You’d think by now I would know better Love is always blue

Your Laissez-faire And your long black hair Drive me crazy Make me lazy

Like poor little kitten’s I done lost all my mittens For you

[Chorus] I came unglued the night I met you I felt my life divide by two You’d think by now I would know better Love is always blue

Oh I Don't Know Why I'm So Happy I'm Sad But I am Yes I am Yes I am Yes I am

Oh I Don't Know Why I'm So Happy I'm Sad But I am Yes I am Yes I am Yes I am

Loves Fire

When I start to care Then I find there is no one there But I think of you And I know, we are something new

We get higher and higher Crazy blue Like St. Elmo's Fire Loves so sharp and flat That it's hard to know just where your at Now I know I want you I want you to be my woman Now I know I want you I want you to be my woman

Got the Werewolf split When the moon's full I howl at it But it's mostly fake I'm in love, with the love we make

We get higher and higher Crazy blue Like St. Elmo's Fire Loves so sharp and flat That it's hard to know just where your at Now I know I want you I want you to be my woman Now I know I want you I want you to be my woman

When my daughters full grown And she blows mean xylophone You and I stay tan In the sun down in Yucatan

We get higher and higher Crazy blue Like St. Elmo's Fire Loves so sharp and flat That it's hard to know just where your at Now I know I want you I want you to be my woman Now I know I want you I want you to be my woman

When I start to care Then I find there is no one there But I think of you And I know, we are something new

Lotus blossom don't cry

So empty like sky Without any sun Lotus Blossom, don't cry You and I were meant to be one And though we're apart It won't be for long I come to you In my song So happy we two Like sparrows in spring Lotus Blossom, it's true Me and you like bow upon string I live for the day My journey will end So I can touch you again And in my dream You are always there with me A Tahitian fantasy... But then the film just breaks And I wake... Lotus Blossom! So empty like sky Without any sun Lotus Blossom, don't cry You and I were meant to be one And though we're apart It won't be for long I come to you In my song

In the eye of the storm

You kill me with kindness. You call me "Your Highness." But When I get Blue I can never find you. The circle keeps turning The sky is still burning. I hear from my ex-On the back of my checks.

Chorus: But hold me awhile And I'll hang up my guns, mama I know I've been flyin' Too near the sun. We'll move to the mountains And make love to keep warm, mama Like two little birds In the eye of the storm.

This cloverleaf madness Just fills me with sadness. We glide on these streams Just postponing our dreams. The love that's inside us How come it divides us? It just ain't like Cole Porter It's just all too short order.

Just talking

I don't think I want to talk to anybody for awhile. I wanna finish learning piano and guitar. Establish income and claim my spot. Running is never really a grand idea and Ima get my teaching mg certificate before I Leave Houston. I think that's smartest. So everything can wait musically until I get that. Cus like Woody Allen said, I know what it is to starve. At least then ill have a regular job and can do jazz music on the side. I might stay in Texas cus houses are cheap, but I do love Cali. We'll see how it goes. I have this problem with people thinking I need them when I don't and thinking that will get you eternally blacklisted. Hanna hurting me has made me look at everything different so my view and tolerance for women is a little jaded. Can't lie. I might meet some beautiful girl that's cool tho, I always do. Maybe the next time I won't push her away like I did other girls tryna save something that wasn't meant to be. I Love jazz music and Weed. The two go together like peanut jelly haha. Be easy on my twitter and vansolo.com page. It's not what it seems. Captain Bumout signing out peace

Iono (wut it is)

Damn. I love you Hanna. That shits FuckEd up. Log off

Truth

I just wanna be with my baby mom in the lakes of olympia. instead i got money on my mind getting through a downtime. i truly for once can say i have no friends or fam just my mom by my side. all good doa. ima drop DIAMOND in a few days after i get the cover. drop ya boy some donations for the cd. it was made for my texas niggas, its different out here. ima get out this hole tho, with all my courtney love. peace

shoutout my nigga hodgy

Freshjive Moving Pictures - Holiday 2011 Collection Preview Featuring MellowHype from Freshjive on Vimeo.

It sucks that your better for someone else.

Sunday

Me saying Fuck you doesn't even sound right, but... Fuck you.

Ab soul - the book of soul

pink