Last post ever

Beauitful - Eminem. So on point to my life. Internet causes depression. But laptop therapy has been for months now. Peace y'all

Live and Let Live

Where?

Lonely and Sad

I don't get myself. Or my heart to say the least. Right now my chest hurts and eyes are draining. I don't love her, i know shes not good for me, i know she doesnt love me, when were together its all bad its not fun anymore its constant stress its new problems its worries, but man. I love her so much. I dont want to move on. I cant see my life without you. I put in too much work and time. I dont wanna just let it go. I cant front right now, im weak. I miss us so much. I cant beat this shit

DWNLD New Van Solo Mixtape "Lone Star" (EP)

DWNLD

Don Dhatta

I see why Cam'Ron strayed away from niggas tuff after the whole Dip Set shit calmed down. Niggas is too sus and ungrateful. Even bitches, people act like they have super amnesia yo. Nobody appreciates anything. We live in a age of not doing something amazing, but following trends and whatever the fuck is super meaningless, bad for you, and corny. R.E.M. - Losing My Religion
Like if I commit suicide and i'm happier, shouldn't that make you happy? I dont want this life or these problems anymore at all. Fuck rap too, I rather have my music like a lost treasure at sea that only a few know about. I don't give a fuck anymore. The world don't even deserve what's good for them. Earth will burn. God has given us so much for us to live in a backwards universe. And if he's mad at what i'm about to do. So be it. Can u imagine the best and worst part of your day being the first 5 minutes of waking up. First 2 minutes you see the sunshine and smile, and the next 3 the devil reminds you he runs this town. Damn.

About DIAMOND

Diamond sounds so much like an album that im afraid people wont catch on. It sounds like a Kanye West album if he was from Texas without sounding anything like Kanye. I don't think i've ever expressed myself on a level to where everybody can relate and I can still say what I wanna say. The Lone Star (EP) is nothing more than a warm up toning up the mood because once you hear DIAMOND, you'll understand it more. And maybe me more as well. My official first studio independent album is yet to come. All depends on how things work out I guess. I'm sick of stressing and if it doesn't stop i'm mailing my brain to each of the people that caused it and burying myself in the ground. Where I really wont have to force myself to get up. I really feel like my family would have less stress without me. It's like im always the center of attention even when I don't wanna be.