Female inquiry: =/

I never knew how much trouble girls can be man... I learned thee most shit about girls within these past couple of years, if you a dude, be careful my dude, a female can change you, & alter your life. They can lead you down thee wrong path in life, that will mess you up for thee rest of your life. Wear condoms with every braud, EVEN yo gal! cus you neva know... My brother went thru it with his downfall chick, & now i'm going thru it... Thee last braud i quit messing with got me in so much shit that i don't wanna be in.. For example, possible kid, almost arrested on child pornagraphy charges, assualt charges, WTF!!! I'm not that person!!!! I'm a very nice peaceful person, i lie sometimes becus i want thee truth to go away, but at thee end of thee day, thee truth comes out...So sometimes i just don't mention it till it does, & i don't deny it. But man!!!! I'm not this bad person that she was tryna turn me into... I swear after my first heartbreak with this girl i was really loving, things in my life have been going down since...Fucking up in school, My brother left, lost thee car, pregnancy, pushing my fam away, giving up on my self & my dreams... I stop talking to this girl for two months & it hurts like hell...no lie, but i realize now that them couple months was spose to happen cus it made me STRONGER. Thee fucked up thing was my ex was pregnant by me, but she started hating me for some shit that she got me into, pushed me away, & started messing with this dude i know that claims he's my friend, but i gotta brother, i gotta cousin, i gotta mom, i gotta sister, i gotta music team, thats my friends...anybody i didn't mention really dont mean shit to me. But anyways, she's messing with this dude to make me hurt n be jealous so she ends up getting an abortion.. Day after thee abortion, she runs back to me, my stupid ass takes her back ina hurry forgiving her for everything she's put me thru & thee 2 month break up. I did that cus i loved her. We going good for awhile & i notice this pattern, thee pattern is.. everytime we get too good n close, she leaves me, i let it happen a few more times n than i realize, i'm better than this dog, fuck this shit! i leave her alone for good, She wants to come back n after a couple weeks, i let her. SAME SHIT HAPPENS AGAIN. It's wayyyyyyyyy more to this story, but i dont feel like typing it all right now, i'm justa little pissed about whut just happen'd so fuck it...give yall more of tha story later, much love, & wayne was right when he said "alone is steroids cus it made me strong" =/