Tuesday, June 30, 2009
You got it wrong if ya say our love is gone..
before you make thee BIGGEST MISTAKE of ya life, just give me a chance ta make it right [make it rightttttttt]
Awkward, WTF of thee day...
Sooooooo this is thee homeless man that pulled a fake gun out on me cus i didn't give him any money... Dude asked ME only, got om his knees, i had to tell him no again, he got up n fell, stared at me for a couple minutes...then pulled it out. Crazy shit, i held myself back from beating his ass for that bullshit, but...nahh
Monday, June 29, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
June 27th freestyle..
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Todays a holiday for Houston
R.I.P Dj Screw x all thee other Houston legends.. It woulda been dope having you spin some of my records, but don't worry screw, ALOT of people may not understand what i'm bout at first, but i'ma change thee game x thee way people across thee world look at a Houston or rather Texas artist, i got you mayne..
Friday, June 26, 2009
sometimes i look to my own words for encouragement..
It's kinda stressing
Waiting on ya blessings
When you knowing that they coming
But don't know when to expect them
Setbacks, are like set-ups
You get knocked down
So you can get up
Even better next time you aint falling
I was getting stronger
Everyday you aint calling
So look darling
Don't take it personal
If I say I don't give a fuck
About ya personals
I tried ta make up
You neva respond
den you hit me up
On yo timezone
Tired of waiting for ya
You lost your time
Sorry love but tha future is my present grind
I can't stay here n argue wit you
Waiting on ya blessings
When you knowing that they coming
But don't know when to expect them
Setbacks, are like set-ups
You get knocked down
So you can get up
Even better next time you aint falling
I was getting stronger
Everyday you aint calling
So look darling
Don't take it personal
If I say I don't give a fuck
About ya personals
I tried ta make up
You neva respond
den you hit me up
On yo timezone
Tired of waiting for ya
You lost your time
Sorry love but tha future is my present grind
I can't stay here n argue wit you
-veezy "a dreamers tuition"
i miss you t-shirt.
Purchase here
I really do miss love, find me when you can tho... I'll be there with open arms x open eyes, yeahhhh haha incubus is dope
i spazzed...
What is it with others
Who are judged by others
I am not my brother
I am not my mother
I am not my father
I am not my sister
Does that make thee picture clearer
For you stupid ass niggas, & bitches
Who always got some shit ta say
Steady slaying my name
Like they live by A, book
Thee bible they have NEVER read
But steady wanna use bible quotes all over my head
[Huh]
This Shit don't even make no sense
While I'm making sense
But Still aint making a cent
While these nonsense niggas
Steady making tha cents
Steady eating tha chips
Off tha plate I'm giving
While im watching on tha side
As tha nigga they fearing
Same nigga you hearing
Started there from tha bottom
Without a lame ass crew
Or a cousin who got em, on
No offense, but I don't have that shit
I see my dreams everyday
I'm tryna grab that shit
Until its over
when its over
Mean life is game over
Cus life is all a game
That's what they said ta me
Dis life is full of pain
N plenty other emotions
Yo problems aint my problems
Cus my problems is loaded
Loaded x focused
I needa get out this place
& when I'm rich
I make sure they all see my face, misunderstood
But these niggas don't understand shit
-
If you judge me,
Do you think your GOD..
Lemme know if I'm spose ta praise you..
Who are judged by others
I am not my brother
I am not my mother
I am not my father
I am not my sister
Does that make thee picture clearer
For you stupid ass niggas, & bitches
Who always got some shit ta say
Steady slaying my name
Like they live by A, book
Thee bible they have NEVER read
But steady wanna use bible quotes all over my head
[Huh]
This Shit don't even make no sense
While I'm making sense
But Still aint making a cent
While these nonsense niggas
Steady making tha cents
Steady eating tha chips
Off tha plate I'm giving
While im watching on tha side
As tha nigga they fearing
Same nigga you hearing
Started there from tha bottom
Without a lame ass crew
Or a cousin who got em, on
No offense, but I don't have that shit
I see my dreams everyday
I'm tryna grab that shit
Until its over
when its over
Mean life is game over
Cus life is all a game
That's what they said ta me
Dis life is full of pain
N plenty other emotions
Yo problems aint my problems
Cus my problems is loaded
Loaded x focused
I needa get out this place
& when I'm rich
I make sure they all see my face, misunderstood
But these niggas don't understand shit
-
If you judge me,
Do you think your GOD..
Lemme know if I'm spose ta praise you..
on thee real...
Man i know lately like i been having alotta problems with people in my life.. People prolly feel like i'm mad at them, or wondering why i act thee way i act, & why i'm so down sometimes.. I'm not mad at anybody, i'm mad at thee way shit is.. I'm mad at not being able to pay my moms bills, i'm mad at not being able to feed myself everyday, even go see my son or make sure he don't experiance what i've experianced growing up, i'm mad at my brother having to go to thee navy cus he don't wanna be stuck here doing nothing, i'm mad at living below my means knowing it shouldn't be that way.. Yeah, i wrote dope songs all day x night, i'm fucking talented, but ALL that talent don't mean shit if people don't know i got that talent.. I been stunted on, played off, dished off, cheated on, put last, ignored my whole fucking life.. Bout three months ago, i told my dad i was depressed, he told me i don't have anything to be depressed about, i'm too young to worry about stuff i think about.. He don't understand that he don't give me shit, i don't have a job like he does, i'm not living comfortly... Now i'm not thee type of person to blame their problems on not having a dad around, i'm stronger than that, when my problem left, i really thought o myself what would i do to make it out this slump.. Without a high school diploma, or a pacific person who cares enough to get me involved in something that would help me out.. I started music, four months ago.. Now i'm prolly bout to be on with this shit making lots of dough, but it's so depressing where i'm at now sometimes i can't see that.. Thee environment where i'm at blinds up anything good, i just wanna leave this place.. I don't wanna commit cus i wanna help my people, my people need me to make it, if i make it, everybody made it, i'ma help everybody, mainly cus i don't wanna see people worry bout money, that shits wack, that shoudn't be life, shouldn't be all we know, all i know.. I know i be overthinking, & it shows, but it's just that i'm not thee type of person to be accepting of things.. I don't accept settling for a basic less life. I mean i know people with cars, high-school diplomas, & parents who will help them do things, & they still AINT doing shit, i don't understand that.. Like how you got everything you need to get out there n do something n you aint doing shit.. I can't be around that, if i had things most people have i would be doing more than i'm doing now.. but WITHOUT all that, i still get shit done den more people ever have.. I'm not thee type of nigga to wait for ANYTHING, if i want it, i'ma go get it.. I came outta nowhere with this music shit x i'm getting respected like i been seriously rapping, i'm finna be on fucking radios, stations i use to listen too when i was growing up x every other national radio out there, who woulda knew thee shy dude could do all that..NOBODY, I'm still amazed at some of thee shit i do x people i meet x just people saying my musics dope is still shocking to me, when i see people in person x they tell me my musics dope, i say thank you x dont really know what else to say when people dish my lines at me with a smile cus they think its so dope what i do on beats, i don't really know what to sa cus i'm not used to getting compliments, so i'm still learning how to accept them x say thank you ina better way, so i just smile x say thank you like a douche haha, but i'm learning tho.. I appreciate all thee love everbody gives me, that shit is dope, i really appreciate that shit more than you'll EVER know.. Damn it's 4 am x i got a million thoughts n shit running rapidly thru my head so i'm finna write some songs to sort my ideas out.. just hadda get that out, word to pink.. Oh, & pink is thee color of life..being that puccy is pink x thats where everybody comes from, whether boy or girl, so i say pink when somethings said thats really life related..therefore you have, word to pink
NIKKI DUBOSE
Sorry rihanna, but it's justa post... Oh, & btw, if drake even hadda chance of messing with you i KNOW i'm gonna steal you when i'm up there cus that dudes fugly, no hatin nor lie, just truth..you need veezy
Thursday, June 25, 2009
What you up too Veezy?
Organizing themes x ideas for two new mixtapes of my own i'm starting to feel i should work on [looking for beats, theme, title, etc] Thinking bout doing thee inspirational/positive music on one x highly dope out there shit for thee other one.. With not wanting to be looked at as a certain type of artist.. One i might call "Sound for Helmets", other one...i dunno yet... Also might be doing a collabo mixtape with my good homie GT Garza.. [monster/outkast shit dude] Getting together shit so i can do shows all around Houston, & Texas, clubs, promo events, etc.. "Super Good" is in process of hitting radios nationally soon, hopefully people respect thee song like i'm feeling they will.. Pretty sure they will tho, people needa new nigga to listen too hahaha Also looking to shoot a video for Super Good pretty soon, some really dope type shit, i wanna do some parts in cali x others in Houston.. Should be getting Jordan Tower Films to do it with me x get it on worldstarhiphop.com , So don't be suprised if you see it there..
but uhh, i'm always working, gonna be in thee studio ALOT, & playing basketball when i'm not.. Yeah i hoop now, shits dope n mind-relieving, & i'm superrr coldddd haha, i be killen on tha court..ask about me boyyyyyyyyyyy! hahaha
Just wanna drop some inspiration for my people, downs been happening ALOT lately, but i still keep it moving, unstoppable shit.. Anyways if anybody cares what i do un-musically, i saw transformers last night, shit was dope, epic.. Gave me alot of ideas musically, it's crazy what gives me ideas for music, cus like any x everything can, just by having a conversation with somebody can give me some shit to rap about.. Weird, but true.. I'm also going to start making beats, gathering up thee shit i need to do it, yeah i multi-task dudesssss, beats from van soon
Shoulda posted this yesterday...
Usa won! [i watched thee game is prolly why lol] x beat spain, Spain was 35-0 n about to break a record till USA broke they dreams..sorry guys, stop being so racist over there n maybe you woulda won.
& theme song for thee win....
beautiful day - Van Solo
They say No one Really Dies
R.I.P Mike Jackson... I'm pretty sure your in a better place... Peace be with you
Thee "Moonwalk" was always dope to me x @somewhatfresh btw
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Te amo hermano
Monday, June 22, 2009
felt so forced doing this lol
Plus i needa major haircut, i been running thee streets looking tough haha, can't cut my hair till before i'm leaving for cali on saturday, which means im cutting my hair on friday...& i will be posting pics of thee trip
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Needa learn how to find thee "G" spot?
Jaiya - The G Spot - The best home videos are here
Yourwelcome x don't be stingy guys..please her too
Child Support x Single Parent families [thee breakdown]
Lemme explain to you what child-support is....
chance - Van Solo
It's meant to be money to help thee child, & not just a jackpot for these bitches to get some extra-income from. Or power over a male, for choice to harrass him x send him to jail if he misses a payment.
Lemme explain why it's so frustrating for a male..
Say you x someone else buy a car, whether you both like thee car or not, but you buy it. Or better yet, say someone else used you to buy a car without your approval. Yall get thee car, you pay thee note every month, but you never see or use thee car.. While on thee other hand, thee other persons running around in what you paying for that you didn't exactly need or want in thee car YOU pay for, showing it off to everybody x bragging, n so n so.. But at thee same time complains that you don't do enough for thee car, not saying you don't pay thee note, but you just DON'T do enough for thee car.. As far as keep up, & cleaning it.. Your thinking wtf, i'm paying for this car, & i don't ever use nor see it.. It's actually to thee point where you gotta get lucky justa see thee car. So your frustrated x thee messed up thing is, if you don't pay, thee repo will not take thee car, but take you to jail if thee other person insist they do. Fucked up right?
I don't commend dudes not taking care of they kids, but i think ALOTTA people don't really know how thee shit be for thee man in order to just judge him, shit..even my mom is included becus me x my brother NEVER saw any child support money, even when we asked.. I know my dad was pretty mad, but my situation is worse than his becus at least he loved my mom n they were married. But after thee divorce, i barely saw my dad, he dissappeared. Despite thee fact he don't think i'm his, i loved him cus he was my father x i use to feel comfort around my dad. Cus he was working x when he would come home, i would be VERY happy to see him..
Things change when your mom x dad aren't together, it's not that your dad doesnt care for you, it's just that in this evil world, courts are involved x stipulations.. Sometimes dads aren't even allowed to see they kids except for a couple hours ona weekend, while paying child-support, smh..
But people are ignorant about all thee bullshit involved in being a dad, maybe your dad even tried to get custody of you, but couldn't.. & it doesn't matter if you can provide a BETTER life for your child, it's VERY hard, almost impossible for a man to get custody of his child.. It's such a game, this life shit.. it's not right how shit is, but GOD said don't have sex till marriage so it's partly our fault, but i'm sorry GOD.. Why is thee lust for sex so strong? I don't wanna sin, but i got caught up in this thing called life down here.. I'm sorry, i wanna be a good person, but it's hard with all these things on my mind, alotta things are bothering me lord.. I feel used x disrespected alot by thee childs mother.. What do you really want me to do? I know you forgive, & i am really sorry for my sins lord.. Please forgive me, i'm justa soul tryna live as right as i can.. Cus i know i'm not perfect.
It's alotta things i can write to open up peoples mind about this topic x things people may not understand, cus i didn't understand alotta shit either till now that i'm experiancing them..i see why shit is tha way it is with dads, & honestly, it's not right. There are some EVIL women in this world, shit..thee first woman [eve] was evil, so i guess it was no hope for women at all, but i'm not saying theres no good women here. It's just that in America.. EVERYTHING IS ABOUT MONEY, & IT'S FUCKING DISGUSTING TO ME
How suprising that i'm writing this on fathers day tho..
I miss my lost daughter, i love you baby, i'm sorry your not here x daddy couldn't protect you..smfh
chance - Van Solo
POST VIA: http://dopexscience.blogspot.com/
Do not tell me happy fathers day, i don't have any kids.. When i have a kid x i'm raising him/her.. Then that's when you can tell me, untill then.. I'm nobodies parent, i just got bad karma x a bill every month for 18-19 years outta my fucking life. So do not say that bullshit to me. & my advice to every dude out there is.. Don't have kids in america, period.
Super awesome!!!!!!!!!
Like this song is so awesome! it makes so much sense to me! i feel like i think this about alotta people i know!
Black Light Tattoos
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Like seriously my nigga?
Aint even gone say words cus i might say thee wrong thing, but apparently niggas like my music
I'm not mad, but if you gone steal my single, at least tell niggas download veeology or something, cus i know you feeling my shit, & not just curren$y, wiz too, both yall niggas listened to my shit. Like damn my nigga, have some integrity. "Super Good" is copyrighted tho x ascaped, so i'm good. Just goes to show how these "rappers" are.
Friday, June 19, 2009
I knew he would!
2 0 1 2
In "2012," a large group of people must deal with natural disasters such as volcanic eruptions, typhoons and glaciers. The idea stems from the fact that the Mayan calendar ends in 2012, which could mean the end of the world.
The new movie is written and directed by Roland Emmerich, the man behind such large-scale films as "Independence Day," "Godzilla" and "The Day After Tomorrow." "2012" is scheduled to appear in theaters on November 13th.
Cure for boredom?
Thursday, June 18, 2009
& for ALL them...
Lost thee key to that shit when i was born.. "I was scared when i wasn't born for yall sake, but i'm here now, so you hearing great" -[DON'T SLEEP ON] VEEZY
Via: "Questionable" [dope song]
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