thought this song was pretty cool

so far, so..

my lifes changing mayne, big changes.. a second from loosing my mind n spazzing out, but at thee same time my girl keeps me content.. mostly from wilding out would be music, but i haven't been recording like i used to should be, problems been preventing music from being made, everything always gotta be a problem with someone, no good news from no one who hits me up, always some bullshit, & i'm pretty tired of it.. my home don't feel like a home, so i stay gone.. Motivation seems to be leaving my crew. Got me thinking i wanna quit rap some days, but i rap so dope tho, like why would i quit, when i know i can emerge n go down as one of thee biggest superstars of all time, shits wack dude.. Questioning myself on whether i wanna fall back or snap outta tha doubting n do what thee fuck i gotta do.. this music shit is wack tho, promoters be bullshitting, can't go to thee studio or record when i'm really feeling like recording, people i know be looking at my like i'm different cus my raps are actually cold.. most of tha time i don't even like telling people i rap cus i don't be wanting to see thee look they gone make n they always ask me to hear somethin, then i play a fucking verse n blow they mind, everything changes when they hear you cold, like why wouldnt you just believe i was dope when i fucking told you my shit was cold, like.. do i look like a mothafucka with wack raps! i been dope with whatever i wanted to do in life, was super cold in basketball when i wanted ta go to tha nba.. GOD blessed me with talent, but he always gave me stress to come with it, i'm not complaining, but i didn't ask to be a rapper, shit just happened mayne.. n even tho i don't be recording as much, i feel like batman, just looking at ALL dese rappers make all these songs n try n get on EVERY blog n website n they songs just be dead average, i guess like people settle for what they can get or thee people they know don't really wanna tell them tha truth.. i'm just guessing tho, but shits still funny to me mayne. I be seeing niggas praising these undope songs like for what? cus they "on", if shit aint hot, shit aint hot, for example.. kid cudi isa dope rapper, but ever since his mixtape, he been droppin mediocre songs, excluding "sky might fall", but people actin like everything he's doing is dope when it's not.. i gotta force myself to like his newer music & i only do that cus i'ma fan n i thought he was gonna be different.. i see some similarities with me n him tho, so i hope i don't get like that when i'm on.. being that i don't just leave this shit completely, cus i am feelin close..

Get stoned for fun

Light joint here

Got my license today, shits official.. So official i had to blog about it. haha

she wrecked this ho lol

Legos are dope haha

Wu-Tang Lego: Da Mystery of Chessboxin' from davo on Vimeo.

& i'm already caught up in this bullshit smh

sooooo for my girl..

A cold look

winter time makes my dreams come true

this some dope shit

Apollo 13 Musuem. Dope shit, monsterrrr

i understand this dude, rebellllllllllllllll

I hear ya homie, but i don't wanna kill people tho lol, only kill em with words.. Thee people who have problems with me suffer everytime something good happens for me.. with everytime i go home n sleep with my girl, to doing a show, to driving round town, etc..fuck em mayne

soooo i got my car now x my dad tells me houston has alot to offer, now i can see that i can move around when i want too.. I think he just doesn't want me to move outta Houston yet on my own becus i told him i was gonna move to cali ina couple months, he wants me to stay out here for awhile longer i'm guessing.. OH! VEEZY UPDATE! I'm getting a sound engineer degree so if any rappers want engineering of their songs x direction of project, holla at me.. it's NOT free tho, but we can speak about prices depending on what your looking for for your music. Also, i'm working on making beats, some real dope sample type shit for my mixtapes since i'm tired of hunting for beats x i know whut i want my beats to sound like so i'ma make em like fuck it, why not.. Just to let my fans now that i do have songs written to form up at least 3 mixtapes, but i'm putting 4 together tho.. On Group Therapy session, i'm striving to make all thee beats on there, on some extra dope shit.. Only thing taking so long with thee music is i'm gettin a new mic so my vocals can be right, gotta make sure everything i release is thee best shit you've heard.. don't wanna short hand ya, but it's worth thee wait i promise, i been killing shit!

Dope fucking video

Didn't expect it to be a single but.. it's fucking dope!

i hope you know..

i relate..

My new music is gonna be crazy btw, i see why eminem did relapse, but i'm doing "Group therapy session"

so alive, from death

back from thee DEAD, sorta-speak..lol It's been a rough week since i stated that i wanted to get my life together, been through some bullshit, had some new experiances, learned some things, & got a new plan x outlook on things.. I bought a car, i'm gonna be doing some music internships, getting more studio equipment, just more things to do to take my life to thee next level.. I'm gonna start making my own beats, mostly cus i hate waiting on people, & i know what i want my beats to sound like, so why not, ya'know.. I'm gonna keep myself busy, be wayyyyy more active than just writing music x going to thee studio n off to wherever i gotta go to for a show.. I will be working on my sound engineering so much that i might even getta degree for it.. It's a dope music school in berkely ca, that i'm thinking about going too. I'm gonna multi-task my shit to thee fullest.. Just get into everything i can to meet thee people i needa meet that can take my music to thee next level n get it out to thee masses..Cus once people heaar my shit, they LOVE me.. I'm back on good terms with my dad again, from thee fallout i had with him a month ago, i just gotta stand for what i believe in, even if it clashes with thee people i love.. They might not understand, but i do. I got all my problems under control, i'ma very strong person.. "Thee people who care" had an intervention with me worrying about my well being that was REALLY crazy, ended up ina mental home for like a night which was hell, but made me realize alotta shit. I was hurt cus i didn't needa be there, but i was real drugged up this past thursday night on some pills n they thought i was tryna commit..even tho i wasn't, my drug tolerance is just high. That place was fucking scary tho, i hadda crazy ass roomate, thee bed was small n skinny as fuck like a pencil n i was in thee emergency room for like 24 hours, i mean a room with no tv, justa bed x a camera thats watching your every move. I dunn really know why they was tripping cus they was asking me questions while i was buzzed n i was answering em all RIGHT, i was good.. Very upset that i had to go there, but couldn't show it nor feel it or else they woulda kept me there. Thee therapist knew i aint needa be there, thats why they let me out tho. N i'm writing all this cus i'm not ashamed. I'm not suicidal, i am depressed SOMEtimes, i have moodswings, i'm mostly happy, i get sad, confused, mad, emotional, etc.. Found out i got low potassium, so i get symptons from that..nothing major tho. I got my gf back, knew i could, so i'm tryna maintain a relationship with her, but it's very confusing cus i don't know if i should just leave it alone or keep at it.. Cus it's very hard & i usually come out with thee short end of thee stick with her.. but at thee same time, i'm never bored x when i am with her, i'm thee happiest, n thee love is ever so passionate as you can prolly hear through my music, i love her so much..it scares me. I guess it's hard cus it's worth it tho, thee good feeling she gives me is just bout as strong as thee bad feelings, so it's leveled. I'ma be working on two new mixtapes, which one is called "Group therapy session" in which i'm looking to getting mr. charles hamilton on it.. & sound for helmets. I'm really excited for thee group therapy session tho, cus it's gonna be dope relaxing, inspirational, informative, get you to understand shit you might not understand, emotional, triggering energy i feel type music! A certain level of dopeness is gonna be required to make thee cut for thee mixtape.. Thee only thing is gathering thee beats cus i got my topics down pat so i'm ready to write, just finiding my beats n all that good stuff. I'm going to hawaii next week to see my bro so yaye, haven't seen him in months so i'm very excited for that, gonna be out there for a little over a week, then i'm gonna come back n get to work, & i'ma work hard. Member, hard work is respected x GOD is always watching.. me too, cus thee skyyyyyyy i roammmmmm when i'm not homeeeeeeee

my theme song

Suicide for thee day

this is binah

this is dope

Lavish "Tops Come Down"

Getitheremayne

Prod by him btw, beat x dude is nice.. his homie B. Allan's on it too. N Lavish is only 16, ragee.

i wonder what thee movies gonna be like..

Merchandise already dropping for a movie thats 3 months away.

i must be getting known, cus "on" niggas dissing me smh

Checked my @replies on twitter to see wiz khalifa's homie n i guess a couple fans dissing haha, Some douche even posted a comment on my youtube page that i "stole" they song.. WORD! Super Good been out over 5 months now, nvrmind thee fact i know spitta n he got my mixtape, nvrmind thee fact he was giving props at thee show. I'm not thee type of nigga to run around tryna claim some fame off dissing people, by my music you should be able to tell that.. N if yall didn't steal it, why you hitting me up? You musta got confronted n got yo feelings hurt by somebody..sorry for that, dude. & btw, thee songs are completely two different subjects, but as for thee beat.. All they did was slow down my verse part hahahaha, nice, preciate thee promo tho

a good laugh

mannn..

Decided to move outta houston, just start a whole new life ya'know, i'ma go to school most likely or something.. still gonna make music prolly, but i just needa new place in life x i'm tired of feeling thee way i feel everyday so i'ma just take some time to put things in perspective so i'm cleansing myself of all thee things i feel i need, cus it's all in my mind n i just needa get it out. so if i dissappear i'm not dead, thats why.

i'm 19, how old are you? hahaha

Real words..

dope shots from a dope movie

feel like getting some fresh air in thee air x watching this move hahaha, thee pictures are even funny lolllll

didn't know he made this already

Like why?

This is thee Sears Tower, a place no human should go cus thats high as fuck on glass haha. 1,353 feet in thee air to be exact smh

hollywood

it's dope..

some san fran pics..

if i had my girl still, i would most likely move us to rightttttt there. but.. i'll just dream


this also made me think of my ex =/

legos in san jose

dope advertising

Bad thing about this aldo ad is that it makes me think of my ex..love sucks sometimes
i thought this was dope as fuck
i watched like ONE harry potter movie x it was dope..never watched any of thee others tho =/
thought it was pretty dope to see a sign i had on my blog in person

oh gosh yes =)

The CW has renewed Gossip Girl for a third season, which premieres on September 14, 2009. Best thing them assholes eva did since they cancelled thee game. but fuck that, gossip girl is my favorite x everybody knowssss

thee milf in weeds

Mary Louise Parker in Esquire, thee mom in "weeds". i never watched thee show cus i thought it was some dumb shit, but it's actually about weed..lol guess i shoulda just looked at thee title.

what you doing love..

Where are you without me? Metaphorically speaking, i'm speaking to you.