A newton equation

Deciding to dissappear, i think tha best way i can feel better is to leave.. I mean like, lose contact with everybody i've ever known. Start off new with a past actually being a past. I don't need convo's from anybody, i'm fairly private as it is.. Goodbye to my mother, don't really care for my father, my brother been left, never was close with my sister, hope my son finds hope somewhere, thee unborn can't speak, houston won't exist to me anymore, tha world is unreal as it is anyways