Lithium: June 2011

Thursday, June 30, 2011

You'll Always know the reason why.

You left me there dying.... But you never let me go. You'll always know the reason why... Aint gonna let you go.

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

I was loving you like a child.

In the back of the woods and furnished fire,
it was me and two lovers,
Each one I desired... Required.. Inspired.... Wired... Wiiiiiiiiiiide
Losing my self soul, I just had to go hide.
Since pride got took when oncame the book, of very old chapters
Of my fathers past faster than mine, to eyes justa see where i'm going
Wait, I don't.. I don't know where i'm going
Slowing.. up... tryna be like, them...
But wait, i'm not like them.
Music and Love, a odd competition
Both requires ya time. Both requires ya life.
I wish it had took my life, talking to the suicide, voices of my past
That I had to outlast, at last, i'm alright
Just ina different, nother fight, i'm alright, I gotta be
It's only right. Alright. I'm dazing. I'm hazing. I'm amazing.
Pay attention to the statements. 2 Lovers, music and life
I love my life with her, but hate it at the same time.
Being broke aint fine, get fixed in time.
It's just loosing my life disappeared from my eyes.
On the road to darkness, solitude even around many, plenty
But you don't understand,
Either you haven't found yourself or you just too young man.
Young man I was when life got fucked
And haven't enjoyed nothing since
So my anger is the gift, the curse
When everything hurts, I just gotta go for mine
I just gotta swallow pride
Let things go, let it, let it show i'm letting go
Then I start to see control
And the wheel comes close.. close... closer... a lil bit older
A lil more focused... A little more open.... A little less lonely
Catch me in the crowd, showing my face
Making my name loud
With you i'm falling out, You see I die with one another
When I start to push music, I just be dying with my other.
When I start to please my lover, I be dying with my other, life..
Where music swears to provide, nights swear to excite, account swears to rise
Straight suicide, least it feels when it's right...
It's eitha, one or the other.. Love or superior other
And while my happiness is at stake
I know the legacy i'll take.
I haven't experienced a fight like this ever in my life
But everyday's just a battle of the war going inside.
I'll never run and hide, but I can't chase both.
I love you... I loved you... But I gotta let you go.

Waken

"Funny how relationships sail away, and i think i just got some hate mail today... This aint my day, and it just started, i'm so damn smart, but i act retarded.. My girl don't love me, just love to leave me. When i need her the most, she not being... Why we can't act like human beings, i go on the road, then you act like you feigning"

- Van Solo

But i was....

Bad Habits, I may die.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Poetry Jam Trailer Featuring me.

S.M.I. Poetry Jam Commercial from BAR Mag on Vimeo.

July 15th 8 P.M. Follow @TheBarMag for details and updates about it if your in Houston.

Drizzy

Drake ~ Marvins Room (Official Video) from OctobersVeryOwn on Vimeo.

Monday, June 27, 2011

Loooooooooooong overdue. Rip Dj Screw. June 27th

Raised on screw tapes, lean, and Houston music. Texas made me, i'm your baby. I'm your love. I love you. I'm your child. I'm your man. I'm your stage. I'm your star. I love you. I'm gonna make you proud. Much Love, Vanny.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

D-12 - Blow My Buzz

Saturday, June 25, 2011

On set today.

Deep Inside, i'm on my own and I can't see straight.

Exactly on time. Incubus. Promises, Promises.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Woah. Aelita Andre: The Four Year Old Artist

“What makes Aelita’s work so compelling is the lightness that pervades her work, a carefree approach that remains completely innocent of anything except those materials that lie before her. Colors are pure, forms unfettered, resulting in an immediacy and spontaneity that renders each painting unique. Yet underlying her free approach is a real attention to both composition and form, a testament to her intuitive artistic prowess.”