Vamily no Family

In all honesty, I just want to do drugs and music. Let the others focus for me because I can't think for myself. I think about killing myself too much to. It's crazy what a difference a day makes. It's crazy how anger can kill patience. I guess i'm a patient.... but I'll be damn if I go to some damn outpatient program again, fuck that. L'eau I miss you, but I truly am not capable of facing your mother. she is my only fear. And who cares who knows, anybody who listens to my music knows anyway and if you don't listen to my music then why should I listen to you. and as far as him on you, enjoy your truth. I'm just in this booth with my mouth loose, Vanny.