Just tryna outshine the darknesses of my world.
Super tired of the abuse… super tired of
making up things to myself to cope for not having them… making up
fantasies, lieng to myself and believing them justa get through….. So in
all reality i’m still single and alone… but in my wishful dreams, my
girl for the moment becomes my girl… until they disappear. From the
magic earth just keeps continuing to bring. I guess i like it.. ah..
family court, ha… so degrading to myself to step in these such places
becuase certainly the states gonna boost what i do for my daughter.. ah,
what they really doing is making my daughter a prisoner tryna push me
far away as possible as they can cause all in all they don’t want me to
be a father. They just want money. So as i say in my raps.. “Before
these niggas make me sign, I have my name on that line, telling me when
i’ma father, and go and see my daughter, but wait.. i’m already father,
why is this shit being martyr? it’s retarded..” That’s what i mean… this
shit sucks and i’m tired of dealing with it… tired of waking up to it…
ah the joys of being me today. Btw, i made a health decision to not fuck
with knowing hoes… condoms or not.. bitches plot, and hoes are creepy,
really CREEPY. So, cut off your hoes.. they’re really fucking creepy. I
think i’m better off with masterbation and music work for right now. all
good. all vanny chess moves.
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