About Me

When will the fantasy end and I become the big rock star I know I am inside and life. Lord knows its only so much weed and wine to conceal it. No healthcare, 401k, or pension plan. My future is up in the air. Whether i'm alive or not. I still got dependents to make sure our taken care of. I'm 22 feeling like death is constantly calling me. And it doesn't help I think I might have cancer. Self diagnosed doctor I am. I'm looking forward to Diamond coming out and doing well. It's an album. I was in a slump for awhile wondering if I wanted to quit rap and pursue something else, but was also without studio so maybe that was bothering me and the choices I made during that time. I'm always stressed and always hard on myself. I will truly be sad if I die and never experience the life of independence. I want to pay my own bills, I hate owing money it's bullshit. Having to pay courts for some bullshit im not really even apart of. I feel nothing for you and your situation, all you are is a bill and setback to me. For you my hearts more then cold, its not there at all. I can't forgive someone who deliberately ruined my life cause there was two simple solutions for these everlasting problems I got. I feel like the devil was alive that year and ramped, I caught the wrath hard. I don't feel so bad now, but financials is pushed back tough. Like let me explain, I got to pay 500 a month, right, so imagine if you get a job, work 40 hours just for 30 to a 100 bucks. Depending on how much your paid and how many hours blah blah blah. What can I do with that? My gas cost 50 dollars. Smh. And people always tryna leech off the money I get, and I don't do anything illegal when I do come up with some money. These court niggas will drive you crazy, thats why I say don't have kids unless your ready and try your best to not be forced in a situation like I did. Condoms break too, ya know. So if you are fucking somebody, least let it be somebody u love, not a drugged out choice like mine. Whatever tho. It be some days I just wanna blast myself. Thank god my mom believes in me like she does and doesn't hassle me like she did my brother before he joined the navy. But I guess that time period during my life made me "Solo" or as I like to say "Soul Ho" but you'll hear that.... I have no problem sharing my story or stories because it helps me and I don't want nobody especially my fans to go through tough unhappy situations like I did. Yo, if you worried about not getting girls, don't. Handle ya business and when the time is right, you'll get one. You need your life set up and money straight to fuck with any bitch anyway. Well any bitch you would want. I stated on my twitter i'm not doing free verses anymore, i've learned and saw with my own eyes that niggas don't got love. So doing it for the love is dead now. That time is over, and i'm more than worth being paid for what I do so if you can't chunk something I chunk deuce. Plus, like joker say "*IF YOUR GOOD AT SOMETHING NEVER DO IT FOR FREE" ahh. Love Dark Knight, so many gems. I'm really happy with the way DIAMOND sounds. It sounds like an album, really Kanye West like (unintentionally i promise) But I just mean with the way i'm expressing myself. It has a big old school Texas influence in it. Cause as a kid, that's all I listened too! I knew when my cousins use to pine up in mo city I would one day be smoking too and sipping drank. I first had it at 7, fucked my life all the way up... then I discovered porn...lol and been intrigued by sex every since. I think women are so beautiful so while I was in school I fucked as many girls as I could. Thank god my health is good because I was going innnnnnnnn. lol. Every braud just thought I was so cute and different, and I just wanted that ass. And got it, everytime, I knew if i ended up at a bitches house it was going down lol. Good times in adolescence. I was also a serious hooper. I'm a legend on corporate and alief. I went to alief middle, boys will tell you about me if they went there lol. I had fun growing up, the hood is interesting and some people are really cool and down to earth and I believe all those experiences made me who I am today. I remember so vividly people telling me how fucked up people were and I didn't know what they meant at that age, but now I know. Alot of people use to be like I just ride solo on some fuck everybody shit. And maybe, subconsciously is where the nam "Solo" derived from, among other things. Man, i'm rambling... In a writing mood tho. Be ready for DIAMOND. So many bangers. Like "New Heels" which is about a lost love, overcoming it, and explaining the situation of a relationship crumble in my most humbling respectful words. "Spitting Game" screaming to LET ME LIVE MY LIFE. self explanatory. "Dj Screw Big Moe Fat Pat" discussing how I be making it through these times in a fly way. "We Get High" which might be my favorite off the album as of right now just being Vannie. DIAMOND is really an album mane. It's nothing like pointless music niggas been releasing just telling y'all get high. It's a story.... of where I was and where i'm about to be. This shit gone bang in yo whip and ipod, i'm so proud of it. Might give out a prelude to DIAMOND of songs just to vibe too in the meantime. We'll see tho. I know boys been missing and needing that new Vannie, tired of that corny shit and I feel ya trust. It's coming mane, all love. 1