I got rihanna'd dawg =/

Sometimes on twitter i would joke about being ina abusive relationship. I actually wasn't kidding. My ex girfriend usta hit me alot. I never hit her, only thing i would do was grab her hands or push her off her cus she would literraly become a totally different person when she got angry. I member she told her "best friend" I hit her or some shit, then tha dude gone come to my door n threaten to bring his "Gangster friends" for me, but also told me he "rapped" in thee process. Funny shit huh, but these pictures are recent from Last night. I'm still putting neosporin on my face so it doesn't scar. These are only two pictures tho, my body is all fucked up right now smh. Fucked up thing is that ALL this was for no reason. I wasn't cheating on her, she damn near stayed with me, only time i left was for a show or to hit thee studio. My mom banned me from talking to ehr again, & if i bring her by my house, I'ma have to move out n i really can't afford that right now.. So my hearts broke once again, as of now. My life is far from easy, i prolly shouldn't be making this public, but i don't have anyone that cares about me besides my mom so hopefully people who read my blog wanna know something about my life in thee current. I loved this girl so much, i took all her shit, cared for her, made myself look like a dumbass for her, handled all her childish bullshit, "friends", antics, lies, i mean everything like damn man.. I fucking give up. It's so much about this relationship i just wanna let go