Lithium

i just need the transformation back to my self. i love the dirty ol me. clean really. but my kicks be my kicks and my shirt be my shirt and my jeans be my jeans. pockets be low, making dumb mistakes, spending spending spending. fuck. im fucking up. so fuck my phone. i got time to do. or to kill. dont get too heavy on that tho. im thinking of videos to do. tomorrow, today i mean. stupid shit man. stupid shit man. i really might do it one night. all i want for my birthday is a pistol and some bullets.