I noticed what alot of people be talking about when they say people don't wanna see you do good. Thee mixtape been doing really good these past 3 days, & thee cd's in my city are growing rapidly everyday, i'm starting to get noticed in my city & my lil team that i have are making moves.. like for instance i'm handling legal shit for "Superr Good", cus thats finna be on Houston radio, & i'ma fly out to new york soon to get it poppin out there. But like, what i don't get is, i'm not thee type of dude to "stunt" on people, nor brag about success to anyone, i just wanna feed myself by doing something i love doing, & is actually good at doing..like, shit i would be happy if i played golf & was successful! lol but since it's music, i guess people look down on that, & hate that, since music is like thee end all be all for some people. N i guess it does bring thee most fame, but i don't give a FUCK about "fame". Like seriously.... N one thing i don't understand is why some people can't give props lol Like i don't care for anybody to be on my dick or anything like that, that's not what i'm saying, i'm saying like when you KNOW you like something, but you try to play it off like oh, it's aight, but in yo house or car, banging thee fuck outta my shit, but you tell me, it's "aight", this coulda been better. Or this is another funny ass thing to me, people HATE & CONGRADULATE AT THEE SAME TIME! LMFAO! LIKE FOR INSTANCE, I WAS ON DATPIFF & I SEEN SOME SHIT LIKE " DOPE...WHO THE HELL IS THIS AND Y AM I JUZ NOW findin out bout this dude he need to be signed but wtf kid u bitin cudi style to hard!" ...LIKE DAMN, DID YOU LIKE THEE SONGS OR NOT??!!!!!! But, Thee shits really funny to me mayne, nothing bothers me, drake told me don't follow people's suggestions & every dope rapper says fuck haters, & don't worry bout thee comments, my brother tells me just make sure i'm happy with what i put out, & i tell myself everyday just stay true to self, & do what i feel inside my soul n heart.. so therefore i do, & it's taking me places quickly, i'm making shit happen mayne... GOD got me, i found my purpose in life.. & it's music, but i guess some people will never get it or support, but i'm mainly talking about people i know. On thee other tip, my family are more of believers now, my sister is even gonna help me make moves, by helping get super good in clubs n shit, & she didn't even wanna listen to my music at first, lol, she prolly thought i was wack, lol.. i mean there was a time when i wasn't dope, but that time made me all thee better now when i need to do something with my life. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON...MEMBER? But shit, i'm going to thee studio ina lil while, it's like 8:30 AM in thee H right now, which is Houston if you don't know where i'm from. Got some dope ass songs to do, i mean these are CRAAAAAZAAYYYYY! LOL. Funny thing, regardless of thee fact that my ex girl hears about how dope my music is, & everybody from my old high school n pretty much the WHOLE Alief fucks with my music n supports me hard, suprisingly, people in thee H want me to make it.. They say i'ma GOOD look for Houston, something very great coming outta Houston. Some people still don't believe i'm from Houston, lol, like this can't be! lol But alief is thee part of Houston i went to school in, well at least middle n high school.. N i guess my ex heard about how good my music is doing, & i'm makinng moves n i'ma be something really soon.. So she tries to come back? Coincidence? I think not.. Sick of these gold-digging bitches. That's why i'm fucking single, aint no girl loyal in Houston, well.. not that i've met. N it's only been 3 days of my mixtape dropping & shit getting crazier everyday, but i love it, & i won't let em change me grandpa, nothing & nobody. N Yo, my on/off ex girlfriend "Hanna" still doesn't support my music, like damn, i don't know how dope i have to be for you to accept that i'm good, i feel that hate in her blood, & it's crazy cus it shouldn't be like that, i would rather somebody i don't know hate on my shit...n she wonders why i don't fuck with her no more. SMH at these flusies. That's why i'm Solooooooo & you just don't know.. lol I just grow..lol aight lemme stop. I kept telling myself in 6 months i'll be on, & I told myself if i drop a dope ass mixtape people would believe in me more, & i knew after a drop a mixtape shit would get better. N it is, i'm grinding everyday, i don't wanna sleep, i barely eat, i'm too focused on music, i go days without eating sometimes, shits unhealthy, but nobody understands what i'm feeling & going through. I have goals n accomplishments, i wanna prove things to myself, it felt good to hear my dad say he was proud of me, & i haven't even talked to him about thee success of my mixtape. Nor my move of getting a song on radio, & thee radio music sucks so i hope they play n ppl request my song allday so they have something dope to listen too. lol. PLEASE REQUEST ME! LOL Anyways..more veezy music coming really soon, thee next mixtapes gonna be even crazier. I hope yall LOVE "VEEOLOGY" CUS I DO, I BANG THAT SHIT ALL DAY EVERYDAY TILL IT'S TIME TO WRITE SONGS LOL. MORE DOPE SHIT COMING I PROMISE YA. N I BEEN HEARING, DON'T CHANGE ALOT LATELY FROM SOME PEOPLE.. & DON'T LET NOTHING GET TO MY HEAD.. NOTHINGS GONNA CHANGE ME! THEE THING IS, THEE PEOPLE THATS AROUND ME ARE STILL GONNA BE AROUND ME & IF YOU FUCK WITH N SUPPORT ME NOW, I'MA STILL FUCK WITH YALL THEN! I KNOW I'VE REALLY GOT SOME FANS THAT SUPPORT ME, I STILL WANNA KEEP IN CONTACT WITH YALL, BUT FUCK THESE BOPPERS N NONBELIEVERS WHO WANNA USE MY HARDWORK FOR THEIR BENEFIT. NOBODY KNOWS WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH, NOBODY WAS THERE WITH ME ON THEM LONELY COLD NIGHTS WHEN I WAS STARVING IN MY APARTMENT CUS MY MOMS ALWAYS AT WORK, & MY BROTHERS GONE TO THEE NAVY, I HAVE NOBODY, I ONLY HAVE MYSELF N GOD TO STAY STRONG, THATS WHY I'M SOLO, THATS WHY I'M VAN. I USE MY REAL NAME N SOLO CUS THATS WHAT THEE FUCK I AM! I'M VAN, MY MUSIC IS REALLY ME! & I'M FUCKING SOLO! SINGLE, ALONE, A LOST BOY ON THEE ROAD OF MAKING BAD MISTAKES, BUT OVERCOMING ALL THEE ODDS, HATE, NONBELIEVERS, DREAMKILLERS, SELF-ESTEEM HATERS, EVERYTHING & EVERYBODY! I TAKE IT ALL IN, NOBODY KNOWS WHAT I GO THROUGH! & I WILL NEVER LET EM TAKE THAT FROM ME!
-VEEZY
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