-I'm not gonna put out a 2nd mixtape so quickly, i'ma let veeology simmer in some more
it's a really dope mixtape thee more you listen to it.. it's not just something that sounds good, it really has meaning & depth, thee lyrics are mad crazy & life-relating when you actually listen to them, & thee beats are dope as hell!!
i'ma prolong this next mixtape so i can promote Veeology some more & THANK YOU TO EVERYBODY WHO HELPS PROMOTE VEEOLOGY, I REALLY APPRECIATE & NEED THAT LOVE! I'M JUSTA REGULAR DUDE ON THEE GRIND TRYNA FEED MYSELF, & LOVED ONES FROM DOING SOMETHING I LOVE..
I feel my dreams closer everyday, & we getting more equipment in thee studio, so shit finna sound nicer, & my singing is gonna be even doperr becus once i get this mixer for thee studio, shits over with, i'ma be fucking shit up even more since i'ma have that mixer to edit shit better.. n notice i don't use auto-tune on thee singing in my records ["i don't need auto-tune, my singing is branded"]
Cus if you didn't know, i'm not in no big ass professional studio, i'm ina room with my engineer making shit happen with what we do have..so once i get more shit, shits gonna get crazier! but even tho i don't have much, we make it work! N i really feel for this being my first mixtape, i did a pretty good job... now imagine when a dudes in thee game with a big nice professional studio, & a dope ass engineer... these rappers got all this dope shit to help em out & most of em still suck...ppl don't be appreciating whut they have. Me, i don't have shit, i'm broke, i'm lonely, i'm on thee edge.. i'm justa dude making shit happen with thee little things i do have, & it's a grind. Do you know how many people try to make me feel bad about myself for not having a dayjob?? For not having a car?? For not having money justa spend... It's a battle tryna keep my self-esteem up. I didn't get things most ppl got, my brother & sister both got cars after their high schoolings. I didn't get one. I'm not bitching or whining, but my bro really didn't even appreciate his car. He fucked it up like three times, & my "pops", fixed it for him quick fast ina hurry. Comes to me, i don't deserve anything. Austen Campbell is thee only child castigated by his own family. It's tuff to keep my sanity, music is thee only thing that keeps me sane, & ciggarettes. N people like, don't change...your gonna be big soon... don't forget where you came from... How da fuck can i forget being alone every night, starving, battling boredom, heartbreak from bad relationships, huhh!!! WTF AM I GONNA FORGET?? HOW YOU NEVER CALLED TO ASK ME AM I OKAY? HOW YOU LEFT ME TO FIGURE OUT MY PROBLEMS AS A BOY?? HOW MY MOM WORKS EVERY SINGLE FUCKING SECOND OF THEE DAY, WHILE I'M WISHING I CAN SUPPORT HER, & STOP HER FROM WORKING SO MUCH, WTFUCK AM I GONNA FORGET! & THEY WONDER WHY I DON'T CALL NOR COME AROUND...FUCK I NEED YALL FOR..end blog, i'm getting too personal smh
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