You are thee fucking reason.

I'm disgusted with myself.

I have suicidal thoughts.

I wanna quit rap.

I really don't think lifes worth living with all thee mistakes i've made that will haunt me forever & never go away.

I don't wanna move on.

I don't have anyone.

I love you so much, but i hate you all thee more.

Even tho, things are looking up, i'm really not sure if i can handle this pressure, if i decide to leave earth by my own will, just know..YOU ARE THEE FUCKING REASON.