Saturday, October 31, 2009

Thursday, October 29, 2009

I just thought this pic was awesome

Super Happy Fun Land














Dope spot, it was some technical difficulties with my set tho smh. I still gave a good performance.. Just can't expect alot when your upcoming. You have your good shows, and your weak ones. ALL just a big learning experiance. Little crowds prepare me for big crowds, and big crowds just make me nervous, or nervously need more bud lol. I'll put a video up soon.

Talk about artsy

VIDEOGIOCO by Donato Sansone from Enrico Ascoli - Sound Design on Vimeo.

This vid is perfect

Behind the Scenes With Kanye from We Love You So on Vimeo.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Relationship Euphoria

I don't know whats been up lately. This day i'm up, Next day i'm down. Last night i found myself smoking with a couple bitches.. Thinking to myself, why am i here.. I was kind of happy when one of thee girls boyfriends came so it was less awkward when i left haha. But my point is, i put myself in situations around people i don't really wanna be around just becuase i'm single. I be feeling like a guinea pig who's been trapped running in thee excerise ramp, but now that i'm off.. I have no clue what to do in my little box which is Houston. I ask God questions and usually don't understand the answers. I really don't want my ex girlfriend back, and i don't wanna dwell on what shit could have been. Mostly because i need to worry about my future, thats what matters most. It also hurts most that i never got support from her. No encouragement, just discouragement telling me my shit aint good enough. Giving snobby looks when i would play my songs. Pissing me off, pulling wild stunts when i have a show to do that night. Alotta uncalled shit mayne. Then on top of that, being abused psychially, lied about to other people, lied to. I'm pretty sure she's cheated on me more than once, but she's "oh so perfect". At least thats what she wanted me to think. N it was't even that i believed her, i just didn't wanna face reality. I been smoking weed alot lately, not on no cool shit.. But on some i needa escape reality shit. Thee other day, my mom told me my little cousins was bashing me about my music shit, Little cousins dawg. So much hate from my fam, it honestly kind of hurt me for a second. But then i had to remember, thats spose to happen. They spose to not believe in me, They spose to hate my dreams, Try their hardest to kill my self-esteem, People spose to diss my songs, They spose to look at me like "this fucking guy".. It's meant to be, I don't deserve the love.. Yet. Once that inch of fame come, my phone will be blown up, then everybody gonna act like they was always there for me. Bullshit, the niggas thats spose to be my team not even fucking with me 100 percent. I mean, i know people got problems, but i got bigger problems than alotta these niggas n i'm still doing all thee work. I'm writing my songs, i'm finding my beats, i'm booking my shows, i'm doing my shows, i'm networking, i'm getting out my comfort zone 95 percent of thee time. I don't even ask much of niggas, and they can't even do or offer to do anything. SMh...

Friday, October 23, 2009

A Conversation with my brother



Didn't even know this was being recorded.

Mothafucking Cudder!

Just wrote this "Super Good" verse, Thoughts?




This is like thee 3rd time i re-wrote this verse, i like this one tho. I was streaming live from my iphone right after i wrote it. So thats why i'm spitting like that. It's dope tho, nonetheless.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Valentine LIVES

I felt i was rude about just leaking a song off a mixtape i just named. But "Valentine LIVES" is a real mixtape i'm doing where i'm rapping & singing. Really thinking about it, Veeology isn't a mixtape to me. Shits better than some peoples albums, no cockyness just honesty. I can't wait to thee day i can say i'm working on my album becuase it will be something special to me. As well as something great. I like to really pour my heart out with music becuase thats thee only way i can really share what i'm thinking with people. I make music for thee love man. I just want my shit to be heard. My blog is here for interest, & also to show fans/people my routes i'm taking. Plus things i go through. I'm human just like everybody else, I'm not saying ima martian or anything like that. It's just really i'm out here alone n not on no cool shit, but i'm always outcasted. I got girls when i was in school, but now that i'm outta school it's a whole different game. I don't go to clubs unless i'm bouta perform. N I don't fuck with groupie girls, shits bad for ya health man. I feel like i work harder than any other upcoming rapper becuase thee shit i'm doing and setting up is some shit niggas wouldnt even think to do on they own. I mean, i live in Texas number one. People expect me to make dance music, but thats not me at all. Closes thing to a club song i prolly got is Make her say. I live in Houston, it's dead out here homie. These hoes is boppers, & i'm saying hoes cus really thats what they are. These niggas are fake, followers, no loyalty type of dudes so i hang around none of them. It's really only like five people i'm cool with dawg, like seriously. It's no joke out here man, i got bills. No job.Only support I really got is my mom, & i fucking love her for that. She's thee only one who really understands whats GONNA happen in my life. I just got out of an abusive relationship with a chick i was REALLY in love with. I mean i really loved her, i was straight blind for these last couple of years which made me immature n i saw sides of myself i never knew. Love has changed me. But I guess its for thee good and worse. Cus i'm getting better lyrically every second of the day. I'm getting stronger to do things on my own now too. My whole mindset and outlook has changed on life. I don't care about shit that doesnt matter anymore. Like i don't give a shit if my hairs not cut, i wouldn't give a shit if i was a garbage man during thee week. I bet i'll still be rapping n doing shows on weekdays and weekends. It's all clear to me now. You gotta do what you gotta do to get where you wanna be in this world. I refuse to leave music in my past because i know when i get in, i'ma be MAJOR. None of these minor rappers who really have jobs as rappers. And i'll still be doing it for thee Love. Peace

Off "Valentine LIVES" Mixtape, ENJOY


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

This must be an epidemic.

I got rihanna'd dawg =/



Sometimes on twitter i would joke about being ina abusive relationship. I actually wasn't kidding. My ex girfriend usta hit me alot. I never hit her, only thing i would do was grab her hands or push her off her cus she would literraly become a totally different person when she got angry. I member she told her "best friend" I hit her or some shit, then tha dude gone come to my door n threaten to bring his "Gangster friends" for me, but also told me he "rapped" in thee process. Funny shit huh, but these pictures are recent from Last night. I'm still putting neosporin on my face so it doesn't scar. These are only two pictures tho, my body is all fucked up right now smh. Fucked up thing is that ALL this was for no reason. I wasn't cheating on her, she damn near stayed with me, only time i left was for a show or to hit thee studio. My mom banned me from talking to ehr again, & if i bring her by my house, I'ma have to move out n i really can't afford that right now.. So my hearts broke once again, as of now. My life is far from easy, i prolly shouldn't be making this public, but i don't have anyone that cares about me besides my mom so hopefully people who read my blog wanna know something about my life in thee current. I loved this girl so much, i took all her shit, cared for her, made myself look like a dumbass for her, handled all her childish bullshit, "friends", antics, lies, i mean everything like damn man.. I fucking give up. It's so much about this relationship i just wanna let go

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Monday, October 12, 2009

@CARTERCARTIER



I support other upcoming artist tryna do it. Especially if someones alongside also dope from Houston. N Carter is dope, So Download Legal Trappin

Looks Goooood to me


[Download] Some new Veezy: Make Her Say

October 10th.




I was soooooooooo drunk, & i'm so mad at myself for it. I realize every performance is bussiness, & i'm tryna gain exposure n new fans everytime i'm out doing my shit live. Good thing is, thee people there loved my set.. & some promoters are putting together some more shows with me. I also got some really good news that night so i hope it falls through cus it would be MAJOR

Friday, October 9, 2009

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Monday, October 5, 2009

This morning.

Morning cakes from Van Solo on Vimeo.


dunno why i recorded this, but i'ma nerd that likes to get high from time to time

Sunday, October 4, 2009

kanye west mtv life and rhymes from joe acosta on Vimeo.

"I would play it for my girl, & she'd be like "uhh..I feel like it's missing something""

Fun fact: I never really played songs infront of my ex cause she would always blow them off n make me feel like they was bad. Even Super Good

This nigga know what i'm going through.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

David Letterman's too cool.

But i'm not cool

Don't even wish i was. Sometimes i think people say mission statements to me, oh well..just wierd. My cousin been hitting me up wanting me to come to his studio, nigga gotta degree for engineering so he's prolly gonna be engineering my upcoming projects.. Nigga called me after he heard my shit n Said he's gonna lock me in tha studio lol. Shit, coool. Anyways my brother comes home December, & we will be doing Thee Parental Advisory Tape. I also have with my cali homie Taylor, don't know tha official name for it, so i guess it's H-town to LA. Might go out there n work on some shit, it'll be better that way so we can mash ideas, first couple of songs are dope as hell tho, so it's going good so far. Otherly news i still have a problem returning peoples messages/texts. It's pretty boring in tha H right now, nothing to do but smoke weed. I don't really like nobody out here n i'm not finna force myself to hang around people i don't like so i'm usually alone, i'm cool with that tho.. Gotta stay true to myself. Thats whats most important to me. I usually never do whats popular, i just do what makes sense to me...or at tha time at least.

For tha kill