Draya

ifhy

HAPPY

shoutout illroots
shoutout ricque jones
shoutout allmightytv
shoutout ashton travis
shoutout travis scott
shoutout ya boy
shoutout dpi and kobi
shoutout tyler
shoutout asa davis
shoutout yo hatin ass too, nigga

this website will be deleted soon. after my new shits contruction. peace n love to all tho. fire. buy tylers new shit. buy dpi. buy happy. fuck u

Sunny

"this throw away world we live in"

problems

my fathers a faggot.
i havent loved hanna since 2010. (it was just some do that shit for leau factor. oh and the fact i wasted all my time so jealousy came natural finding out shes a slut. womp womp womp. and a evil bitch. thanks for pawning my shit, breaking my shit, throwing my shit away, trying to send me to jail countlessly. stupid slut.)
my moms an alcoholic, shit is mad depressing.
everybody in houston is gay. not talented not tight weak mad weak. ugh.
im feeling like kurt cobain did when he left rehab.
i believe in god but hard to praise him. although i just prayed earleir today and felt like a little bitch after i did. ugh.
fuck sache. fuck all her problems too. stupid bitch. me and devinn fucked. wtf.
fuck the fact i didnt move out of houston like i always planned in high school.
fuck music. fuck gimmicks. fuck you. most of all
FUCK U
FUCK U
FUCK U
FUCK U
FUCK U
FUCK U
FUCK U
FUCK U

May 9th

"It's so relieving To know that you're leaving as soon as you get paid
It's so relaxing
To hear that you're asking whenever you get your way
It's so soothing
To know that you'll sue me, this is starting to sound the same" -kurt

Outty

Peace to this blog. 5 thou

"PSA" // DWNLD

Cat

Lupe

"I just feel like a lot of people think they know what's best for an artist UNTIL they start to make art themselves or get involved in it. The forces you gotta satisfy actually making music for sale and also for creative integrity and progression is a tightrope walk.

Some artists find that groove and ride it very well then the global trends change and they find themselves taking a backseat. That's just how life is. But I wasn't into music for solely the sake of selling it or getting my ego stroked by fans.

I'd say most artists in the world make art because it brings them joy of some sort. Once you sacrifice that joy 4 others then things change. So instead of searching 4 this mythical "old Lu" u might be more happy just embracing the "NEW YOU" & maybe this "same Lu" dont fit in that."

EXACTLY

o yeah, im scratching alot of music too. niggas not worried bout me they just out riding whatevers hot. naw, fuck that. no more. getting them nigas the fuck away from me too. only making what i wanna make! yahms

fuck it

as my mom say

Convo today. "that pains gonna hurt. it might hurt for a long time, but it will go away. all pain goes away. it might take awhile, a long while, but it will diminish. You cant be trying to kill yourself over some bullshit like that. you just gotta deal with it. stop making things hard for yourself and watch life turn around for you. watch life turn into something you really want it too be. financial problems, love, it aint nothing to make me kill myself. i got through it. i get through it and keep going. you gonna keep going. you gotta keep going. it aint that much love in the world to let someone destroy you. especially when you got alot going for yourself. i know you get down. i know you get sad. i know you wanna do better. you will. just keep going. all this pain you feel will go away. Dont sit with it, just keep on going."

Never Going Back.

bad ways. bad choices. carelessness. slothness. letting them win. accepting defeat. never that. i am not backing down from any challenge. i for once want to fight for my life. im better than that and you know it too thats why you hate so much. i shine like gods light even in dirt im lotus. i love myself. my mom believes in me, all i need. all i got. i cant let her down. im gonna work on Veeology album. its gonna be the illest shit ever made man i promise. everything about it ima do right and by myself. niggas dont care about your anything. im pushing everybody out whos showed true colors. i will no longer get high about it. i will no longer sigh. i will run, til i get there. i love you if you support me. i appreciate it. the worlds gonna luv a nigga. ima be singing on Veeology shit too...... allllllllrighty now! 








oh and p.s. Your Never Coming Back To Me. The Past Has Been Accepted. Peace n Love. Austen Vananthony Campbell + Van Solo // 1

lol

telling the truth has got me in so much trouble. hence you cant handle the truth. hence my tiredness. lol i make music for me only. im secure with my craft and mind can't be changed about it. my music is hella ill. every 16, 24, 38, 40 i've spit has been ill. has had a purpose. so what i need somebodys thought for? they not with me, ever. stand for something man, why you so easy to get yo mind changed. if i disappear be good. really good. pink

I luv this shit

Chaos // Troublesome 2000 New Van Solo Video

6:10

i need reparations! im sorry g o d all these other sheep can be content just living in fear of death, but im not. if im so important and suppose to be here why is shit so bad for me. if im so good why is trash all i hear and see. music nowadays is just a bunch of shit that not about music. its all about beats artwork and a website. constant pictures and imagery. my favorite rappers spitting real shit toting guns shooting cops schooling me lowkey bout life these new niggas fashionistas praising bitches merchandising doing drugs screaming yelling same shitty trap beats cus niggas love 808s all this hood shit the world is hood now its crazy and i personally think hood people but funny but in real life the shits retarded as hell. i was at this club for sxsw (hood show) and had to deal with so much flex just to do the fucking show. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. i was in there alone tryna argue wit niggas and get my spot. these rap niggas roll with about 20-50 niggas always and im 1 person. shit dont work out blood. i aint got no team. i got me, solo. dolo. shit. im fucking tired of it i cant win without backing and thats the simple n plain. i dont have that. im praying to god that i make it someway but damn man..... i cant front... this shit is overstocked and crazy and niggas is too deep. im 1 deep. im out in houston like zro drugged out and depressed. i gotta go back to court man, last time i went niggas wasnt even worried if i woulda ended up in jail for some fuck shit like mannnnnn dawg im tired of fucking everything i miss my pleasant life when i just smoekd weed and fucked bitches. i hate that im ashamed of who i have kids with. i hate i have kids im not ready for. im 23 man. im tired of black people they all fucking stupid and ignorant. i hate the hoods lies ahhh i prolly sound like a bitch right now. this weed giving me a bad trip. or maybe im just sleepy. yo i should write a novel in this mothafucker as much as i blog. yesterday my daughters mom threatened to call niggas to jump me and actually did. nothing happened tho. funny thing is i got niggas who will kill for me in a second but not support the music shit man........ niggas came to my side like a pack of wolves. not a game. this bitch broke my macbook man where i record my music at like fuck man broke my glasses like fuck man my only glasses and i knew she did that shit to piss me off especially. punching me all in my face because i cant hit no bitch especially a hating evil jealous lieng con artist bitch who really hates you and wants to see you fall n fucked up while she lies to you fucks other niggas brags about it secret slut ass ho man. fuck my life dude like seriously i miss the trees bees and things. i miss my dad. that relationship is done for. my mom all i got. everybody else got alterior motives. im tired of being semi famous and hella broke. im tired of people asking my mom for autographs from me like i aint shit man. im good at something. thats it. i tell my story, thats it. i never make myself out to be shit other than what i am when my life progresses im pretty sure you all will know. i dont even know how to retaliate to some shit cus i got no anger just disappointment where anger should be but i cant care. im smh at shit that happens but i still dont care. lone star - van solo sometimes i feel like fuck everybody

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Where Do Memories Go When They Die

You Liking Something Other Than Me Is Totally Devastating And Disgusting UGH Stay Away. Damn Life isn't fair. I want to be free. I need to be free. Its sad I might have to just free myself. Fuck everything. Nothing matters. or maybe im just too high right now

How ././ Fools

How is it I got 2 bopping slut babymoms. I must be going through some extreme karma. How do I even got kids?? Kids?? That aint the life I wanted at all. I never was suicidal til 18. I just couldn't believe everything that was happening. State of shock fareel nigga. Mannnnnnnnn fuck these hoes doa. Why this ho so jealous and bitter. How do you fuck other people, lie to me, tell me about me lieng when im not, sue me and say you not when you clearly got the papers in your cabinet, bitch at me about every possible thing you have wrong within yourself and expect me to be a "Man" for you. WTF even is a man, a bitch for a bitch? Fuck that nigga I wanna smoke rap skate bmx meet people try new things travel make money a fun way use my brain direct a movie act in tvshows movies, etc. These hoes seriously on some drag a man dirt and kick me in the dirt type life. How did i get this?? Life AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I GO to shows and people fucking love me. I go HOME AND ITS HELL TROUBLE TROUBLE TROUBLE.... TROUBLE (players club voice*) I DONT WANNA KILL MYSELF BUT I WILL BUT I LOVE MYSELF AND I CAN SUCCEED EVEN THO ITS HARD BUT I CAN OVERCOME IVE ALWAYS BEEN GREAT AT WHATEVER I WANTED TO DO. I GUESS THATS WHERE ALL THIS ENVY CAME FROM, FROM EVERY FUCKING SAD BODY. NIGGAS // BITCHES PLOT. SHIT CRAYz. It's really true though. You gotta watch who's around you cus niggas aint cool. They wanna take everything you got. Even if its just SELFESTEEM, CONFIDENCE, BELIEF IN YOURSELF. I use to wonder how does the hood trap people. I wonder why girls have babies they not ready for. I wonder why people mess up their own lives outta spite and sadness they truly have for themselves. CUS NO MATTER WHAT IT SEEMS LIKE I AM A HAPPY SOUL I ALWAYS HAVE BEEN IM VERY OPPOSITE OF WHAT I MAY SEEM LIKE. IM JUST DEALING WITH ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT AND I HATE THIS FUCK SHIT ALL THIS FUCK ASS FAG SHIT IM GOING THROUGH. WHEN I GET ON YOU NIGGAS WILL HATE ME MORE AND I WILL BE SITTTING IN MY 5 STORY HOME LAUGHING LIKE FUCK HIGH AS SHIT READING STORIES TO MY DAUGHTER ABOUT ALL YOU FAGS WHO TRIED TO STOP ME AND BITCHES WHO TRIED TO KILL ME. I WONT DIE THO, NOT ON YOUR TIME, NOT ON YOUR TIME, NIGGA. fooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooools

Ahhh (Today)

Dawg I Never Been So Disgusted With Someone In My Life. All I Can Do Is Do Better. You A Lame Bopping Bitch And A Bad Mom. shoutout grammy raising our baby. My Head Hurts The Liquor Got Me Buzzy The Weed got Me Calmer. I'm Gonna Win, Believe Me. Being A Ho Can Only Get You So Far. So Sue Me Shoot Me Whatever You Gotta Do To Me, Friend. Goodbye

New Music Video Inside of Clouds // Van Solo

Shot by AllmightyDc of Allmightytv.com In Austin, Texas.

Here Are Some Pictures of me

clouds

2 raw

SXSW Tape I'm On Hosted by DJ Relly Rell

Prince Swag

Son

Whole Song Full of Legendary Quotes

Another Day Show SXSW

My set is at 12:55pm

All The Public Sex I've Done I Wonder

Do You Love Me?

Pixies

Where is My Mind

U-Mass

Gigantic

Into The White

Sex (NSFW)

Bootylicious Jayla Foxx and Bella playing bowling

Behold A Pale White Horse

How I Feel

I am selfish. That pussy is mine. I can't forget that wetness ever. But my broken heart is telling me be careful, always.

Word

Update.

I'm not performing at UTSA. Due to Legal issues with the state.

UTSA Show March 6th

University of Texas At San Antonio i'm there March 6th

New Song "Everyday" // Van Solo