Wednesday, September 30, 2009

XV - "Fall out the sky"



Everybody's Nobody

I never wanna be wale'd



I don't really know what's thee hype about wale personally, but for his own city to OWN him is bad..Uncalled for really, they should be happy he made it. Instead they give him this..smh & he reps HARD. I know that much.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Life in NYC: How to make it in America


You may or may not have heard of this show, either by way of Kid Cudi or just entertainment news in general - but it recently started shooting a little behind schedule. I've already seen the initial pilot, which they shot last Fall in Manhattan and Brooklyn (I think), and I know it'll appeal to a hip hop crowd. It has a lot to do with the come up, the every day grind and like the title says, 'How to Make It in America.'

FYI if you haven't already realized, Kid Cudi aka Scott Mescudi plays the character, "Domingo Green." Below is a rundown I jacked from another site:

The pay cable network has greenlighted a comedy pilot from Stephen Levinson's Leverage and Mark Wahlberg's Closest to the Hole.

Penned by Ian Edelman, "How to Make It" revolves around three enterprising downtown twentysomethings who hustle their way through New York City determined to achieve the American dream.

"These guys don't want to wait for things to happen, they make them happen," Levinson said. "That's the attitude of this generation, which Ian represents very well."

"This show is a fun ride through the downtown scene, examining the cross section of people and how they relate to the relevant subcultures in NYC," said Weiss, who is exec producing the pilot with Edelman, Wahlberg and Levinson.

"How to Make It" joins a busy pilot slate at HBO that includes "Hung" and "Bored to Death" as well as recently picked-up "Treme," "The Washingtonienne" and "Boardwalk Empire."

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My homie Mitch x I should be setting up a collabo show in cleveland pretty soon at tha grog shop. It'll be MAJOR

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Made a Facebook



Facebooks pretty cool man, i admit lol. My myspace is overbooked so its a good way to keep up with my old friends n shit. Maybe find some old fam too haha.. I really wanna find tha chick i lost my virginity too, she was hella cool. I also felt her struggle when we was together. She fought for me, like litterally fought a chick for me haha. Shit was crazy man, but she was cool.

Friday, September 25, 2009

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Bitches have ruined me

Man! i wish i knew what i know now back then.. I see why these rich muh'fuckas just pay for sex n shit like that. These bitches are evil x will you slow you down. Relationships make you weak, weak-minded that is.. When you ina relationship, shit turns to feelings, & you'll focus on tha wrong things.. Make tha wrong mistakes, & hold back what you really wanna do with yourself for a bitch. Thinking about shit now, i wish i'd just put every chick aside x been that dude who never got no girls, but aklways got his work done n things he needa do cus when you grow up all that work will pay off, everything takes awhile man, people who grind through school be doing that work for over 16 years, 12 years of high school x 4 years of college at least.. Everybody has a grind, nothing happens overnight.. When you look into people's stories x tha shit they usta do n deal with.. You'll see that pretty much everybody been through some WACK shit, no matter what that shit was.. It's never too late to work on your future, as long as your alive you can change what happens to you. Bottom line don't misplace tha grind, one day this world will be mine

i always thought that things would get better with time..maybe not

A newton equation

Deciding to dissappear, i think tha best way i can feel better is to leave.. I mean like, lose contact with everybody i've ever known. Start off new with a past actually being a past. I don't need convo's from anybody, i'm fairly private as it is.. Goodbye to my mother, don't really care for my father, my brother been left, never was close with my sister, hope my son finds hope somewhere, thee unborn can't speak, houston won't exist to me anymore, tha world is unreal as it is anyways

Silent Premonitions

Man, I Hate when bitches throw my name up in conversations. My EX GF is pregnant with my child, & one of her biggest concerns is that i didn't post it on MY blog.. Fuck type of shit is that. So, since she wants my output on things, i'ma just put it out there.. I got her pregnant on purpose simply for tha fact when tha first time she got pregnant, she got an abortion cus she DIDN'T want my baby.. Neverminding tha fact that she was messing with this ugly ass nigga named dedrick who she was prolly was fucking, but claims she didn't. But, you know.. bitches lie. Whatever. Put that behind me. So After a few months i decide to get her pregnant again for tha sake that i felt like i needed to have a baby with her for tha lost babies sake. I mean, a bitch who doesnt love me had my baby & refused to get an abortion when i asked, but this chick that supposedly loves me orders to have an abortion x messes with another dude while she's pregnant with my baby. Shits twisted huh, it really don't even make sense to me. Fuck it tho.. I'm sooooo tired of defending myself about everything i do.. Becuase now, WITH MY EVERY RIGHT IS A WRONG TO SOMEONE ELSE.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Austin show me love

running away from life just draws you in more

Might make a facebook.
Been ona 2 bluntaday diet. Don't judge me
Being away from thee world makes you more vulnerable to bad situations you might find yourself in.
Deleted my twitter.
Moving to NY still on deck.
I figure since theres really no purpose of life, i might as well just try to pursue some happiness.. & i don't find that happiness with anything around me right now, none of tha people, not tha money, not tha environment, shit just aint popping to me anymore.
I'm overly drugged, weed to cope with days, x ambien to sleep at night..somethings gotta give
I'm currently hoping God answers a much needed prayer. Got enough problems as it is
19 years of my life i been a dissappointment to my folks.
Know how it feels for your own family to tell you that you worship tha devil & you so young that you don't even kow who tha fuck tha "devil" is.. I feel like i been brainwashed to be evil, looking back on my past. I've done some shady shit. Abortions. Disrespecting my mom. Attempting to actually run away. My past x current life has left me with self-hatred, Fear, low self-esteem, etc.. I'm actually too afraid to love or enjoy something cus right when i do, it's taken away from me.
Now, i'm just..
Left alone to battle demons on my lonesome. I don't know whats my purpose here anymore, shit just seems pointless to me now. Like everything doesn't really matter.
What, am i spose to work hard justa pay my bills off just so i can die at thee end of tha day.
Or be this rich n famous superstar trapped in my own mind in music cus i been shy from tha jump.

Mike, you still alive?

Monday, September 14, 2009

Cudder.



Man on the Moon: End of day.. Tomorrow mayne, cop it!

Monday, September 7, 2009

Vanny Solo

I gotta job. Morning job, in construction.. a little good money for much needed shit to pay for.. like bills, & studio equipment.. Plus, i'ma head back to cali for a week, & new york sometime soon n go give niggas my music.. I heard a few people taking demos n shit, but i'am give my shit to tha radio stations n dj's in new york who play underground shit, well.. Pretty much anything dope.. I'm finna be working hard than a mothafucker cus i told people they gone see me make it out this bitch, & i keep my word mayne.. Lately i been wanting to chill off music cus of all tha bullshit i gotta go through in it, to record, bitch promoters, shows, etc.. But when i tell people i'm falling back, they look at me like i'm stupid, music needs you.. is what they tell me. I know what i can bring to thee game & i will bring it. I also know when i make it, people in my city of Houston gone getta little more ambition to actually have someone outta houston who killing it (no Dr. Conrad Murray (michael jacksons doctor)) but don't worry mayne, i been inspired to a whole nother level x i wanna just do this shit.. For me, & everybody else around me. Plus i love making dope music, good beats gimme a rush n i just go off right when i hear em.. Tha concepts pop up as images in my mind n my hands just automatically rush to my notepad section in my sidekick n go offf! Thee energy is there, tha devotion, emotion, passion, & love.. I was letting problems n a female take that away from me, slipping perhaps.. I aint perfect mayne, i'm tryna be, not there yet tho. Peace for tonight yall, much love

Thursday, September 3, 2009

i swear i'm

Next up.. It's my turn

Tuesday, September 1, 2009