Wednesday, October 31, 2012

MANE. GET YO MIND RIGHT.

"YOU LOOK AT THESE FAKE ASS NIGGAS, AND THINK CUS THEY SAY SOME FAKE SHIT IN MUSIC, THAT THE SHIT I BE SAYING AINT REAL" - 50 CENT

"I WAS DOWN, THEY KICKED ME WHILE I WAS DOWN, WHEN I THINK ABOUT THE SHIT IT FUCK MY HEAD UP RIGHT NOW" - 50 CENT

"I tried being cool that cool shit dont work for me, i put that gun in ya face, ya hear my ass perfectly" - 50 Cent

"I got a short fuse so if by some chance i get annoyed. The button gets pushed and your life gets destroyed. Got niggas who will do the shit just cause they bored. MAN I AINT EVEN GOTTA TELL NIGGAS WHAT FOR" - 50 Cent

"A Nigga shot me I musta bled out my conscious" - 50 Cent

You Took My Heart - 50 Cent

Money = Peace

Love isn't real, it's a figment of your paycheck. These bitches aint real they just want a come up. I'm starting to separate myself from these weak people. I dont even need weed anymore, just green. I'm learning more about business now. Power moves is coming from Vannie. First stop u finna see a nigga all around the city. Believe me. If I get a bitch, cool. If not, somebody giving that pussy up regardless. You want me, take me. Don't trap me u fucking idiot. That shit don't work. Shoutout to the 50th Law. New peace is fuck u and not giving none. Aiiiiiiiight

Right on.

You sleep to reverse the progress of your life
Mark Strand 

  even though. its TIME TO WAKE UP

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Business Mind - 50 Cent











While most y'all paying attention to these flashy fake fronting smoking mirror broke rappers who just want yall drugged up dancing and tricking, I'm paying attention to niggas who really got it and make smart moves. watch me i'm coming up boy. U gone remember me. and, U gone love me

Lol


Yung Sosa - November In 89 DWNLD


DWNLD By Clicking This

Whatever dont judge me. lol.


Ahh


Lol

i watch too much porn... and fantasize... single life is wack when u not tryna whore urself out no more. lol. ok yeah bye (also doing a side project about my favorite porn stars and girls ive had sex with.. putting names on tracklist, fuck it.... lol) (waits impatiently for mic to arrive thru mail........*)

Monday, October 29, 2012

Supernatural Vacation



Jeezy is a motivational speaker. Getting a apartment next month or two maybe December. Recording Diamond this week. Getting in school for January (U of H). Texas Money Video Gonna be dropping on WSHH soon. Also, MTV? ..... word to pink. Making pancakes right now. I need some weed in my system. Thank Allah my conscious been clear lately (past week) Crazy World, Hustlers Ambition, Vacation - Jeezy Buying myself a BMW for daily motivation. Getting rid of my toyota. Or Lexus maybe, whichever I find first. U bout to see another side of me nigga im sick of stressing, word

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Shiny


All in the process of Diamond. Shining. Fuck whats going on. ALLMIGHTYTV.COM

Vannie Out






"told my main bitch that she worthless, spanked her" based based based ahahlgdakhsaghsaslhakvlak

Killed This Ho


Saturday, October 27, 2012

Studio

So happy my home studio is almost back. I should have my shit up tomorrow, but the latest thursday if I gotta wait on the mic. Oh lord i'm feeling reborn. Learned a life lesson. A few of em.... So I guess things happen for a reason. People expose themselves in time. 50 Cent - They Burned Me. So it aint even a question why my heart turned cold. Yah

Ah Word


a lil Brandon Boyd








Yeah ya exactly










3amshiiii


Friday, October 26, 2012

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Importance of Diamond.

In the rough, In the rough. I say. Diamond in the rough, is me. Diamond is some of the best music I've ever made. It's music for everybody. The beats is fresh, the rhymes is fresh, the topics are important and self freeing. So much i've been holding inside that's been weighing me down. Getting this out is going to enlighten me. I'm no longer questioning and second guessing myself. I'm going to get this Album on Blogs, Websites, Whatever I have to do to get this music out to the world. I know Vannie Fans been missing me rapping, but I had to do whats best for life and take some time to sit down and think. Now I feel like i'm ready to back full control over my life and career. Going to bring the world the Gospel. Shock them that i'm from Houston. I know it's unbelievable being with the way I am. I promise Diamond will be the first step in my life change. After this im starting on the album. I'm talking to my friends again more. I'm going to read, meet new people. Just move on. Not being in the shadows no more. I love the world. I love the experiences I had on the road and the people i've met. I love believing in myself. I miss the true beautiful me, so today i'm going (back) up. Steps. Goals. Form follows Function. God is greatttttttttt

Anotha Teachin.

You know what my mission is? When you walk away from my show I want you to think, “I saw God.” For real. I want you to think-not me as God-but like the spirit. You know what I was looking at? A Michael Jackson concert. I felt like, “Wow,” I saw God. I know the people that were there felt that and I felt it over the DVD. I want you to remember the feeling you had when you walked away. Not the words. Not the, “look I rap so good look at me rapping,” even though the words are great. I want you to remember the feeling of the music and the feeling of seeing somebody up there working hard for you. That makes sense? - Rhymefest

ISM

Yeah, and at the end of the day, you just have to be a person of understanding. Understand what it is. Long as you understand what it is, it’s all good. People, they sit around and they mope and complain. They be like, “Man, shit ain’t right. What the fuck?” Any time things change in a person’s life, if it’s not really favorable to them, they point the finger. Like, “This is fucked up. It ain’t right that this happened.” At the end of the day [quoting himself], “Apply yourself to supply your wealth and the only limitations you’ll have in life are those that you place upon yourself.”  

"Well, it all depends on the way things go. Sometimes, you could be misled and led to trust. You could be like, “I trust this person. I know they’re going to lead me in the right direction.” But the people that you look towards to lead you in the right direction, they may not have your best interest at heart. That’s the way life goes. Then, you may have people that do have your best interest at heart. It’s just a matter of you being a sound judge of character and making the right choices and shit."

- GLC

Diamond Tracklist


Amen.

Pray for me. God forgive me for my sins. Get excited for DIAMOND. Lord give me strength within my daily bread. You are my lord and savior and I need you now more than ever Lord. I bow to your greatness as I won't question your miracles. I want to be set free so I accept the process. Oh mighty God let my health be clean and my mind be clear. A clear concious I pray for oh God. A new day in my mind oh Lord is what I need holy one. I do not question your work oh god. I need you in my life oh God. Please keep watching over me and protecting me oh God. Allah Amen

Monday, October 22, 2012

New Music From Van Solo Update

New mixtape DIAMOND. I wrote all the songs already. Going to record today and tomorrow. Coming DOWn

Ready or Not




They hung him on a cross


Sunday, October 21, 2012

gunshot guncock

who the fuck do i think i am. the old me would be so ashamed of the shit going on now. like wtf. I gave away my studio for a bitch smh. cus i wanted to quit rap. so dumb of me. i use to be really poor. still broke most of the time, but not poor. what is this grudge i cant let go of. I cant even tell my friends whats going on. isolating myself like its healthy but fuck. i fucked over so much shit. i lost a whole car being immature b. a whole waste of 3 thou. and some people in need dont even have cars but i dont appreciate shit. i mean i bought another car, but thats a pointless setback. 2 thou just to get my studio back if the pawn shop still has it. and i didnt even do anything constructive wit that money. i dont work nor slang no more. ive disappeared from the rap scene so no more verse/show money. i waste all my time. looking for the next high. super slump b. i gave up all my hoes, seriously. i wouldnt even respond anymore. bad bitches too son. cus i wanted to change my life and be a changed faithful man, but that ship has sunk. she dont want me no more. she just wanna fck me. and smoke my weed, but fuck u bitch. all these bitches just tryna get high off a nigga shit and get some dick tho. fuck yall. i need a reboot, 10 thou, and a new location. but i refuse to get another apt in houston. i rather move out of state. im too ready to die tho. too uninterested and lazy to wanna change. im ready to die b. go watch honey boo boo or some shit

Love u more.

[Chorus]
The more you, put me through,
The more it makes me wanna come back to you,
You say you hate me, I just love you more,
You don't want me, I just want you more,
I buy you flowers, you throw 'em at me,
I know it's sad but it's making me happy,
The more that you slap me, the more that it turns me on,
Cause you love me, and I love you more.

[Verse 1]
It's sick, but who could ever predict,
We'd be doin' the same shit,
We say we do it for our baby but we don't,
We do it for us, it's lust,
Cause neither one of us trusts each other,
So we fuck 'til we bust,
Then we cuss each other, out,
We know what it's about,
Shout 'til I throw you out the house,
You throw me out the house,
I throw you on the couch,
Punch you in the mouth,
Fist fight 'til we turn this mother OUT,
And apologize after,
Laughter, pain, it's insane,
We're back in the same chapter again,
And it's sad but it's true,
When I'm layin' here with you,
There ain't nothin' anyone could ever say ever do.

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
Cause I hate you, do you hate me?
Good cause you're so fuckin' beautiful when you're angry,
It makes me wanna just take you,
And just throw you on the bed,
And fuck you like I don't even know you,
You fuck other people, and I fuck other people,
You a slut but I'm equal, I'm a mutt,
We're both evil in our ways,
But neither one of us would ever admit it,
Cause one of us would have one up on the other,
So forget it,
We can make accusations, people spread rumors,
But they ain't got proof,
'Til they do it's just the two of us,
It's you and me, cause any chick can say that she's screwin' me,
But you gotta believe me to a degree,
Cause true indeed if you didn't I wouldn't be hittin' it,
Yeah I would cause the sex is too damn good,
If I ran who would I run to,
That would be this soft and warm,
So it's off and on, usually more off than on,
But at least we know that we share this common bond,
You're the only one I can fuck without a condom on,
I hope, the only reason that I cope,
Is cause of that fact,
And plus I can bust in that,
And that's why...

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
I could never understand it,
That's why I don't try,
From junior high until we both die,
It's silly ho why must we try,
Is it really so rough,
That we must always call each other's billy goat's gruff,
Try to pull each other's legs,
Until the other begs,
We're liein' to ourselves,
That's the beauty of it yeah,
Cause we truly love each other,
That's why we always fight,
And all we do is shove each other,
Every other fuckin' night,
And it's clear it ain't gonna change,
It's pent up rage,
We both have,
We both feel like we've been upstaged by someone else,
We've both been,
Someone else's someone else,
Problem is neither one wants help,
It's an addiction and it can't be fixed,
Our family's mixed up,
There's a baby sister in the mix,
And it hurts cause the pieces to the puzzle don't fit,
And anybody who thinks they know us doesn't know shit,
And they're probably just tired of hearin' it all the time,
On every song, every lyric, and every rhyme,
All the hoopla, all of the whoopdy whoop,
What you put me through, fuckin' whoopdy doo,
But I won't be made a fool of,
If this is true love,
You wouldn't do what,
You did last time,
You wouldn't screw up,
This time,
Cause this time girl,
I'm telling you what,
You do it again I'm fucking you up,
No matter what...

[Bridge]
What you say, what you do,
I'ma hunt you down 'til I find you,
No matter where you run, I'll be right there,
Right behind you, in your nightmares,
All the flowers, and the candy,
All the times that you threw it back at me,
You told me you hate me, you're gonna hate me more,
When you find out, can't escape me whore.

[Chorus]

Drug Ballad

I'm as Rude as Jude
Scheming on the first chick with the hugest boobs
I've got no game
And every face looks the same
They've got no name
So I don't need game to play
I just say whatever I want to whoever I want
Whenever I want, wherever I want, however I want
However, I do show some respect to few
As ecstasy got me standing next to you
Getting sentimental as fuck spillin' guts to you
We just met
But I think I'm in love with you
But you're on it too
So you tell me you love me too
Wake up in the morning like "yo, what the fuck we do?"
I gotta go bitch
You know I have stuff to do
'Cause if I get caught cheatin' then I'm stuck with you
But in the long run
These drugs are probably going to catch up sooner or later
But fuck it, I'm on one
So let's enjoy
Let the X destroy your spinal cord
So it's not a straight line no more
'Til we walk around looking like some wind-up dolls
Shit's sticking out of our backs like a dinosaur
Shit, six hits won't even get me high no more
So bye for now
I'm going to try to find some more
-
That's the sound of a bottle when it's hollow
When you swallow it all wallow and drown in your sorrow
And tomorrow you're probably going to want to do it again
What's a little spinal fluid between you and a friend? Screw it
And what's a little bit of alcohol poisoning?
And what's a little fight?
Tomorrow you'll be boys again
It's your life
Live it however you wanna
Marijuana is everywhere
Where was you brought up?
It don't matter as long as you get where you're going
'Cause none of the shit is going to mean shit where we're going
They tell you to stop, but you just sit there ignoring
Even though you wake up feeling like shit every morning
But you're young
You've got a lot of drugs to do
Girls to screw
Parties to crash
Sucks to be you
If I could take it all back now, I wouldn't
I would have did more shit that people said that I shouldn't
But I'm all grown up now and upgraded and graduated
Did better drugs and updated
But I've still got a lot of growing up to do
I've still got a whole lot of throwing up to spew
But when it's all said and done I'll be 40
Before I know it with a 40 on the porch telling stories
With a bottle of Jack
Two grandkids in my lap
Babysitting for Leau while Leau's out getting smashed
if i really wrote what i write in my journal i'd be back in the mental hospital. how is it a person can make u feel so shitty. more so  ummm. shit. i drank a limearita now im feeling nothing. lol. this feeling in my chest sucks. i want to record some music. alot of music. mght be selling my car tomorrow. dont know what i should do with the money. thinking bout just ending it all like fuck it. the world has enough. i dont think it needs me, im supa tired of this void. im not even interested in anything anymore. i dont know if its cus of drugs or what, but i cant maintain sober. i dont hate the world cus im my own problem and created my problems but what was i spose to know i wasnt raised. i jus grew up. thats blackness tho. if i do blow my head away do some blow and kiss ur loved ones to give them a break from all the hate and neglect u dont even realize ur giving off. i dont wanna murder anybody, so if anything ill just take myself. i dont care anymore. i really dont, care. im so lonely, but thats okay i shaved my head....................................... things was different back then but things changed. all my friends disappeared or died. bananas no homo, word to cam. word to pink. i wore a rubber. my beliefs being proved wrong is really fuvking wit me. now my face feels like stone and my chest is warm from the beer. im bored. if im gona die im gonna be real high. i wish i could find heroin. blows. thinkn a gang of kush a 8ball of coke and a bottle of jack daniels whiskey before i blow my skull. cus if i die right now at least im dieng high hshahahahhahahahaha
wtf death u aint come to get me yet

money problems.

panic attacks. I was having nervous breakdowns like man these niggas that much better than me. gotta hustle hard. gotta smarten up. more so worried bout my future more than ever. reality tv got me trippin out. everybody going thru the same shit no matter what smething looks like. even the kids from the burbs. the hood lied to me. all im looking for is one door to change myself to true form and put some life in my pocket. fuck suicide b. i cant leave leau lonely wit these phonies. once im out the hood niggas dont know me no more. alotta people i know are faggets. from a bitch tryna cripple me wit a.... lol. whatever. i dont believe the lies my life is tryna behold. DRAFT

Friday, October 19, 2012

Demon Days

In demon days, it's cold inside
You don't get nobody, people sigh
It's so bad, lasting far, but love yourself
Hiding in a hole in there
All the glasses are too big
Bring it back, got to hold it back
To let you do that yet you don't want me back
Before it fall down, falling down falling down
Falling out to go far from the soul (ah)

In these demon days
It's so cold inside
So hard for a good soul to survive
You can't even trust the air you breathe
Because mother earth wants us all to leave
When lies become reality
You numb yourself with drugs and T.V.
So pick yourself up, it's a brand new day
So turn yourself round
Don't burn yourself, turn youself
Turn yourself around
To the sun!

To the sun, to the sun...
To the sun, to the sun...

life huh. fake years

some days i feel like ima be this big star. other days i feel like ima be found wit my head split open. other days i want to just od. most days im bored and stressed. i hate it.

u know ur right.

I will never bother you
I will never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you

Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good
I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear

No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail

PAIN (x3)
YOU KNOW YOU'RE RIGHT (x3)

It's so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Lets talk about someone else
Steaming soup against her mouth

Nothing ever bothers her
She just wants to love herself
I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear

No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail

PAIN (x3)
YOU KNOW YOU'RE RIGHT (x17)

i've turned animal.

There is a house in New Orleans (Houston, Tx)
They call the Rising Sun
And it's been the ruin of many a poor boy
And God I know I'm one

My mother was a tailor
She sewed my new blue jeans
My father was a gamblin' man
Down in New Orleans
Now the only thing a gambler needs
Is a suitcase and trunk
And the only time he's satisfied
Is when he's all drunk

Oh mother tell your children
Not to do what I have done

Spend your lives in sin and misery
In the House of the Rising Sun

Well, I got one foot on the platform
The other foot on the train
I'm goin' back to New Orleans
To wear that ball and chain

Well, there is a house in New Orleans (Houston, Tx)
They call the Rising Sun
And it's been the ruin of many a poor boy
And God I know I'm one

High






Thursday, October 18, 2012

even sober when im high





(to my lady)


i run around i get so high just to fall down again.

Do u feel it



"i ask my baby does she love me she say she don't know. she say the game got her heart, the streets have got her soul......"

midnight talk




Wednesday, October 17, 2012

white russian. lime green.





recap

"if u good at being bad, then you bad at being good and if yo good is bad for me, then i dont want it for u actually"


Gotta learn to live.


nyc

btw, looking for an apt without being in the hood is kinda complicated. tryna be out by nov, 1st. any suggestions, realtors, hit my e-mail. thanks in advance

4:19

alone in this world. guess u cant trust nobody which defeats the purpose of good will. craaaazy. ok. im going to buy cigars now, peace.

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

update.

i hate my life. but i be getting through.

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Kiss

I miss you. I listen to honeydew and think of you. im so stupid, but what else can I be. Confusion is like a drug u can't kick. Beliefs are the root of all mistakes I see. Word up, thats all ima say bout that.

aquarian.

Me is weird

Friday, October 12, 2012

what a day can do

next stop...... NY!

Blunt Sessions Woadie


serious blunt sessions bro. getting my shit ready. im outta sight. peace

Sunday, October 7, 2012

12:24

Tomorrow i'm waking up and making a change. I lose sight of the bigger picture, alot. I can't be living for a bitch mane. Shits stupid. "Im not loyal to you and I dont have any respect for you" was like a wake up call this morning. Stress got niggas acting weak apparently. Friends got my ex on some shit thats gonna make me hate her. Yeah, blame me for EVERYTHING. Like i'm the only problem... Like there's not a reason for shit. It's a fuck situation going on with my daughter and ex gf right now. But them worthless fucks aint worth me giving up my life to courts for murdering them when I got better shit and better bitches to look forward too. Wassup with these hos too? So what, we was fucking. You never was and never will be shit to me but a text message away. I'm just bored really. REALLY bored in Houston. Chill out. And why is it that the bitches that want to fuck me are the main ones hating on me to my ex? What's the logic? crazy. I'm leaving Houston soon, i've made the decision. I'm only dieng here because i've overstayed my welcome. This city has nothin for me. I'm way too advanced. Like I seriously be thinking my music must suck or something cus damn. But just cause its a bunch of fagget fuck niggas and bitches out here doesn't mean its not a WHOLE world out there. I forget. I really be forgetting about the world. All the hate the city be fucking wit my head yo. I got mad love out the state tho. Pretty much everywhere i've been they've greeted a hustler wit a smile, and peace n love. I need that shit. I need love. I need peace. I need new exciting women around me. Tired of these boring hos yo. Fareel. Excuse me though, world. I'm down to be in my new everything with new people. I'm letting go of this old shit. I'm holding myself back tryna please who can't be pleased. Some people just aren't meant to love you. I see now. And on the real.... nah.... i wont go there... Whatever new girls I meet you gotta be beautiful, inside and out. You gotta have soft skin. You gotta have that ass for me. And if u got nice tits im in love. as long as ur personality isn't dud like. haha. Im too beautiful myself to settle. I look like a angel. For christ sake. Word. I feel kind of relieved after today. I'm planning my getaway. Peace

Saturday, October 6, 2012

poem "natural skin"

sunny day
i wanna appreciate sunshine
life is good and god is great
well life aint good but i cannot say it aint
know what mean
when we have everything
i need to get a little more patience
but I'm all alone in my space ship
and its spacious with graveness
I'm humbled and wasted
my days feel like agents
on a mission just a get through this
i know if god brought me to this
he can get me through this
generic line
but sometimes its needed
snakes in the grass why i be weeded
niggas hoes but niggas know
btiches hoes since jumprope
pussy power and magnum
condom and handgun
keep it on me it be tucked tight
just incase her nigga walk in while I'm fucking tonight
i know I'm wrong
cus I'm done wrong
but all these wrongs write these songs
scary shit
how i handle this
van solo appearing in everybody hates austen
my favorite show til my coffin
its like getting yo first loft when
u just cam out of apts
matte fact picture buying a house
so far that ya friends aint coming out
u gotta swang to the hood
but u don't like that place
just yo perdeim that makes u feel like that
and this aint no conscience rap
I'm just saying it be like that
nonshit ppl aint gone trap
me, into, that mouse lap
running in cirlces caged back
I'm bigger and I'm better
not better but whatever
i know this shit is clever and u used to dumbing down
but just open up ya mind
and reap the treasures that u found, vannie

Hits







Mane

"it's getting to be a full time job just trying to stay alive!" - Pimp C

OD - Vannie



I shot this first person.

Cold War

An inspiration and a king
They won't know what I mean but this one 'bout to spring
Protect it with every feather on the wings
So even when it hurts, you'll never feel a thing

Let me clarify the chorus And what my cold war is Cause the complexity is enormous
Using one of my greatest losses with eyes like faucets To reinforce every single word that I talk with Something about losing things, human beings That reduces things to their most elementary
Find yourself where you never meant to be With the energy of memories
That's the soul force of what's behind killing me
Finding pleasure in the pains
Like finding desert in the rain Twisted: how this world can drive you masochistic
Question if I'm over it Or if I'm numb because I'm closureless
Or my closure's that we all gotta go and shit
Rendered emotionless but moving at the speed of running over it Still happy that I opened it

In the studio writing these words, one after another In memorial of my brother
As you listen to the album with Nothing on the cover I imagine that he hovers In the back of his chair Floating right there in the air Nodding his head to the music, I slightly lose it
Ask why do I put myself through this Crack a smile, look up at the file
The waveforms on the screen of me tryna tell you what I mean
But I feel that it's all lost, or maybe that it's all gotta cross Happy with his dedicated song
But now he's all gone But he was never there, cause He was everywhere, nowhere and down here Maybe on that judgement day, rise up
We'll both open our eyes up, climb up Hoping God forgives us for our tendencies
Wipes away our cool young histories.....

King

I can't Decide
What if lifes a lie
I push the lames aside, they'll learn
I cant ever front know why,
its not my style no lie
Fuck all the talk,  in time, they'll burn
They/ll never take me alive

Friday, October 5, 2012

Thursday, October 4, 2012

12:13

I think lifes a lie. I am cursed with divine intervention. I feel like I couldnt move on becuase I didnt know the truth, but now that I know I have nothing to look forward too but hurtful days full of anger almost to the point where you just have to let a clip out. Hire a PI and let it rip, but nah. I'm more so thinking of letting myself rip. Im disgusted and bored with everything and everyone. How am I suppose to grow up when I wasnt raised. How can I handle these emotions. Im bored with getting high, im bored with buying weed. its overpriced and a hassle to get when it really isnt even that great in Houston. All weed is the same to me from reg to kush, except kush taste better thats about it. I fucking hate life and everything in it. Im thinking about buying a new pistol and a big bottle of whiskey and asking myself, is life worth livin on some real do or die shit. Im tired of talking and thinking about it. The rap game wack. The family life wack. The shopping life pointless. I'm not as into as I should be. Its so shallow. Feeling like Tony at the dinner table mane. Fareel. Oh lord wheres the relief. If i'da known what I know for sure now I probably would of gave another girl a actual chance instead of feeling sorrow and guilt everytime I deal with someone. Who cares tho, life is meaningless and pointless and painful for no reason I cant stand it. I want to disappear. This world doesnt deserve me to have me. Of course whats bad can stay as long as it wants, but I think its about that time I return back to space and the moon of which I came from. I been milking it since I was 7. TOO fucking long mane. But aye, wishful thinking.

So I Ride Soul Leau









thought.

It is hard to not believe in nothing because God is real, great, and scary. but im losing it. life is moments. dont get attached. i and u r nothing. nothing matters. but having fun is tough.

cus this shit is life