Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Friday, March 26, 2010

Veegly updatez.

Official Website is being worked on dilligently.
New music is being recorded. (Everybody's enemy)
Videos are being scripted (by me)
Tour in the Late Summer.

Revelation

Money is my biggest problem in life right now. I can't explain why i don't care for money, but i really really really, really DON'T care for it. Child support attacking me, starvation is a bitch, for the past few months i've been looking for a light switch.. Just to be done with this shit, Cus what's the point of life if you can't have fun with this shit. I know GOD coulda stopped this shit from happening to me, i don't know why he didn't. Lord knows he saved my brother from this so many times, but why not me? I made one mistake outta anger & now i gotta pay for this shit for the rest of my life.. But paying for it isn't really what bothers me. It's the fact that I have to live with this shit for the rest of my life. I have to live in self-hatred. I do want love from other people for my music, but i don't even Love myself. I hate what i've done, and became. What somebody thinks doesn't bother me becuase nobody but me has been what i been through. Shit, couple weeks ago I was homeless, sleeping in my car starving everyday tryna survive with my head up. Now i'm ina apt, working & getting notices about paycuts from my checks, besides the large amount of taxes i recieve. The night i drowned myself in pills wasn't a suicide attempt.. I just didn't wanna wake up. Sleep is peace, and thats all I want.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

GOD spoke to me.

I can't turn my back on music, i must be fucking stupid.
My journey is my purpose, it's suicide if i lose it.

Inspiring!

DatNewCudi.com: KiD CuDi - Soundtrack 2 My Life (Directed by Jason Goldwatch) from DatNewCudi / DP on Vimeo.

"From the Westside, With Love"


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Eclipse

I miss performing.


I took time off performing & shows mainly becus of all the bullshit that comes with it. it's ALOT of shit that i have to do whenever i get them, i'm bassicly my own manager. I have NO problem being a bussinessman, but there is a line i have to draw. I started this music thing not so long ago just as a kid who wanted to express himself, but now everythings so tainted. From pressure of competition to the people in my life that cause gravity sort to speak. I've been in the midst of just leaving the whole thing alone, and keeping going. My mom ask me everyday if i'm still doing the music thing, and that stresses me out. I feel like a fucking diamond sitting ina pile of dirt n dust. This life i'm pursuing is a bussiness, and in bussiness one of the MAIN things you need to learn is good location. HOUSTON HONESTLY HAS NOTHING TO OFFER ME. So, i gotta job to save up some money to move to NYC. I plan on selling my car before the move, and the tour in the summer should have my pockets a little better as well. Although i've made like 3 mixtapes ina couple months this year, i still feel unfufilled. My music is very slept on, i know my shits different n all, but damn. Lately I haven't been recording tho. I been writing a couple movies. N thats coming along good, if i get a company to put my movie to work, i might just focus on that for awhile. Might be moving to Hawaii for a little while with my brother, i'm thinking about joining the air force ina year if nothings working out. I'm almost down to do just about anything to get out of Houston. Gonna take a trip up to Cali this summer, to get on some small acting roles. I love you music, but i don't care for the music game. It's a bunch of bullshit, i've actually met a few people that told me the game aint what it is. It's people that chose different routes becus of all the bullshit in the game, and i don't blame them.

Kesh.







Just had too.

everythings better with a bag of weed

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Can't forget that Tree

Trilly..

Sometimes i feel like i'm in a war with GOD. I question life, and the way the world works alot. Don't know if thats a sin, but the sky I roam..When i'm not home. I feel like i been searching for a spot to chill till i leave from here since i got here. Can't really be what I aint. I love my city, but I don't belong here. Diablo was in my apartment a few nights ago warning me of something. If i tried to tell the world what I really thought about it, i'd prolly be killed. Death isn't a stoplight tho, more like a nap till rebirth. I'm starting to not tell the difference if i'm afraid of death or anxious for it. If that sounds crazy i don't give a fuck. Tis just how i feel. I believe it's a whole nother world out there. And NOT on no alien shit, but i really mean another life. I've lost hope for humanity, but death still has a chance. Everything in life comes with pain & Loves temporary. True friends are probly the greatest thing life has to offer. Sooner or later you'll understand what I mean. I was dropped onto this earth unpurposely.. And I am tryna find my purpose, but even if I find it, what will it change. I can't help everybody. I can't stop evil. GOD couldn't even stop evil from killing his son. You see, it's more to life that we just aren't told. GOD created EVERYTHING, including the Devil. But he has yet to put the Devil out of his misery. EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER BEEN TOLD COULD BE A LIE. ALL THIS SHIT COULD BE BACKWARDS. WHAT IF GOD IS THE BAD GUY & THE DEVIL IS THE GOOD GUY THAT WAS CASTED OUT FROM TRYNA STOP GOD. ANGELS AREN'T ALWAYS GOOD, & DEMONS AREN'T ALWAYS BAD. THERE COULD BE A BIGGER FORCE OUT THERE THAT GOD CAN'T STOP. SO, THINK ABOUT THAT..

Kid Cudi & Travis Barker

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Monday, March 22, 2010

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Day Dreamer - Gorilla Zoe



Got damn I relate to this shit!

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Bitch i feel good

I LOVE Houston at Heart.





Lol manrules

The Man Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down


Finally , the guys' side of the story.
( I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear " the rules"
>From the female side....

Now here are the rules from the male side..


These are our rules!
Please note.. these are all numbered "1 "
ON PURPOSE!

1. Men are NOT mind readers.
( FIRST & FOREMOST RULE)

1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down..

1. Sunday sports, It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.

1.. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question..

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.


1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days.


1. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one

1. You can either ask us to do something
Or tell us how you want it done.
Not both.
If you already know best how to do it , just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials..

1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color.. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched.
We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle..

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine.... Really .

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as Football
or Hockey.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!

1. Thank you for reading this.
Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;


But did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping.

Pass this to as many men as you can -
to give them a laugh.

Pass this to as many women as you can -

to give them a bigger laugh.



In good health, Abdel

"Beamer, Benz, Or Bentley"

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Monday, March 15, 2010

Intruder Alert



My life is the WHOLE fucking second verse.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Doobie Ashtray

Don't get too Comfortable



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"Do what the fuck you wanna do"



Inspiration. And a reminder, we all need one every once in a while.
Lesson learned, keep yo personal life personal.. Whats nothing to you may be major to someone else.

Vannyalife.tumblr.com

On my Tumblr i posted a picture of my girlfriend (at the time) & me.. I only posted it becuase i'm really into porn, and I want to actually be in a porno one day. I thought of posting the picture as fun ya'know.. People saw some of my shit, and automatically assumed that tehe chick is just some ho, but NO.. She was my gf, & i'm pretty sure i've done everything you could possibly think of to her. I mean, thats what couples do. It's not meant to be blown outta porportion. I just have to state my peace becuase alot of people are still kids, and didn't understand it. But if you say you know me, you should know that i'm really into porn. I even make homemade porn, just trying it out. This excerpt is all backwards becuase i just woke up, but i'm just trying to set the record straight that the chick was my girl, and shouldn't be reffered to as ANYTHING else. I'm really sorry for this whole situation, but due to the questions people have asked me, i won't be posting anymore porn pics. Even tho i'm proud of my work, i'm gonna conceal it. Thank you

This is what i am!


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Successful freestyle


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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

"From the Westside, With Love"

I encourage everybody to find a way to watch this movie.

Superduperduper cuts

I'll be posting tour dates as soon as i get them..

I'm also into acting, maybe i get to show y'all some of my gigs haha

I wanna put out music, but honestly i haven't found anything i wanna "rap" on so that'll do.

The next mixtape is gonna be fire tho!

The aim of this year is getting a deal, and working on my album.

Making the big move to New York, okay okay.. New Jersey after the tour.

And ummm That's all i can think of for now, peace

Random Porn - Superhead (NSFW)

Dope interview from cudder

Boring Love

I don't think I ever been happier to be alone. Like a mountain just got off my back. I don't know about that relationship shit dawg, it's not for me. I be feeling to cluddered, and held back. I missed two rehearsals because i aint want this bitch to feel insecure. Being that i'm involved ina major fashion show with a bunch of models and designers n shit. But it's all over now, i can sit back in my throne. The lonely castle that i love to call home.
Inspiration is air, i'm breathing again!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

NEW VAN SOLO MUSIC IS ON THE WAY, I'M ON THIS GRIND HELLA HARD AS AN ARTIST & AS AN BROKE INDIVIDUAL. I CAN'T WAIT TO RELEASE SOME NEW MUSIC TO THE PEOPLE, I APPRECIATE EVERY FAN I HAVE, EVERY PERSON WHO LISTENS TO ME DAILY, EVERYONE WHO SPREADS THE WORD ABOUT ME, I APPRECIATE YOU SO MUCH! LIKE FA'REEL MAN, I LOVE MY FANS MAN, YOU WILL SEE A UNDERDOG WIN, I PROMISE YOU! SALUTE