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Sunday, May 31, 2009
Feeling extraction...hopefully
Soooo i think ima stop talking about my music upcoming events, progress made, or better yet just anything dealing with my music career that i'm pursuing miracously.. Mostly becuase i hate when people try to nevermind my shit or show lack there interest.. Besides my mom, she's pretty on foot with everything i do. But like, i know alotta people didn't believe in me at first besides my good friend kevin, but damn, you see a nigga getting closer n closer to his dreams n they still aren't interested.. So, oh well.. I'm not gonna say anything when i do radio interviews.. Not gonna say anything when i shoot a "super good" video.. Not gonna say anything when i do a tour.. Not gonna say anything when i be on tv.. Just gonna let em watch.. Hopefully they still don't pay attention to me when i'm very much successful which really aint far away.. Hopefully people keep talking down on me when i'm on thee road doing shows, hopefully they still say how much of bitch nigga i am.. Hopefully they still call me a bum, broke, teenage boy..When i'm laying in my condo in cali.. Hopefully thee people i know still nevermind n NEVER listen to my music as if i'm some wack cliche rapper.. Hopefully people i graduated with still hate on me.. Hopefully people i know still act like they don't see me actually doing something major with himself.. Hopefully both my grandma's still take my music career as a joke n consider me doing nothing with myself.. Hopefully my "family" still consider me a devil despite all thee positive music n point of views i put out there.. Hopefully my ex gf still disses my music, calls it wack, thinks im never gonna make it, & attacks my self-esteem n confidence.. Hopefully man...hope-fuulll-ly
Sooooooo i just copyrighted supergood x i'm superhappy!
So i just got "super good" copyrighted meaning i have full rights to thee song.. Or in other words, i'll sue you niggas if you try to steal my shit haha, but seriously i will.. Its gonna be my first single.. I'm heading to this legendary studio to record it early next week... It's gonna be on houston radio next month, thank you lord i'm grindin! Me x my niggas gonna get it done.. So i can leave up outta this lame hood, feed my fam, get what thee fuck i want, & help thee people i wanna help.. This night means alot to me cus i'ma look back at it one day n savior..thank you lord, i'm following your direction x never doubting you..i nevermind all these negative evil people who out to get me x thee people who expecting to use my benefits of success for their benefit.. GOD got em tho, those who wish evil on me are only making me better.. So fuck thee opposition, I'm super good, i'm super good, i'm super good, i'm super good!
Saturday, May 30, 2009
i love these!
WOOLRICH x CONVERSE
The Chuck Taylors come in Woolrich plaids in blue/black and red/black and in low and hi-tops respectively. The toe shell is black patented and the chucks are paired with sleep black waxed laces. Meanwhile, the Poor Man Pro Team and Weapon 86 come in classic corduroy versions. A collaboration between two different types of American classics, these shoes are definitely interesting items for fans of both labels.
it all comes crashing down...
less than a week ago i thought everything was coming altogether... Just because i love you doesn't mean i won't leave you alone or on your lonesome.. Even if it hurts me to not be with you, i'd do it if it has to be done.. When i was in relationships no matter which one it was, i always knew when i had to leave..thee time comes when it comes.. it came for my previous relationship, it came for every rap group i involved myself in, it came for my life.. I walk around my apartment n look to thee left [see nobody] look to thee right [see nobody] think to myself, where am i? where have i been? what road did i go down to bring me this.. Dude like me, i don't call people when i feel lonely or for comfort.. Fuck i need to call someone for, previously aint nobody been there for me, anybody i ever met never actually cared about any of thee bullshit i went through.. Thee thing with me is that i take love too seriously..meaning that when i feel i love something, i overlove it.. i overdue it..it's like music..i love it..i write music for 10 hours a day n don't even realize it. I see my mom leave for work morning time n when she comes back later i'm still rapping n fixing flows to beats i got/get.. i work hard on my shit.. it's fucked up people sleep on me n then finally decide to take one 10 second listen to my shit n see i'm nothing like nobody out..they hit me up like man i aint listen to you at first, but man your shits awesome, i'm in love with your work.. thanks, but damn my nigga, all i asked was gimme a chance..you deny, diss me, then come back.. My ex gf who i overloved was too afraid of commitment to stay with me, so everytime shit got really good, she would make up a bullshit problem n abandon me.. it's cool tho.. Use to my love not being accepted.. Used to mothafuckers being in my face acting like they perfect... Use to people who actually have more than me being jealous of thee things i do have.. lifes crazy man, i don't have shit right now.. not really mad about it, i want more, so i'm working for it..love
Friday, May 29, 2009
Houston...
Houston, my home.. My place of rest.. My birthplace.. We needa talk..so hey...Houston, Your home, i love you, but like most people in thee world.. People wanna leave home! You've put me thru elementary, you've put me thru middle school, & you've got me to high school.. Now it's time for me to collegiate my life..meaning i gotta get tha fuck out.. You've introduced me to thee right people i needed to meet in order to advance myself, & now like a good child should.. it's time for me to leave & make you proud! I don't hate you, i dislike alotta things about you.. Thee ignorant, dumb, one-minded, no ambition people you have here.. Thee frequent boredom of no attractions.. Thee lamest school systems you tortured me in.. Thee brainless girls you've had here for me.. I been through ALOT with you, but like everything in life..some things gotta come to an end & people move on. I have to leave you in order to better you.. I gotta show these kids x teens in houston that they don't have to be thee way their "wanted" or "suppose" to act. They can be themselves.. For who they are & be proud of that.I said some things on twitter about you because i'm disgusted at you sometimes.. N you know me, i like to speak my mind..so i do it. No offense, i love you, but you not being who i want you to be.. So for that, i gotta leave.. I'ma make this city a better place, a place for hope, a place for love.. You see down here, they have no love, just hatred.. Some people won't admit they feeling me, ALOTTA people wish me to fail, ALOTTA PEOPLE WON'T EMBRACE ME, but hey..that's cool.. & back they should fall. It doesn' affect me tho, i pray to GOD..& keep moving, please understand my doings..cus i am often, misunderstood. I love you Houston, but once i leave i am gone.. I think they'll love me better when they miss me anyway. It's better this way. Please understand what thee hero has to do.. N btw, i'm gonna rep you to death, & shock people as i do it. Cus they don't expect something great from here, but that's another reason why we prove them wrong! Thee motto is fuck tha world till you change it haha yeahhh
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Youtube.com/Valentinesknown
Decided to document dope shit in my life, everybody likes to watch things.. So, i gotcha!
Club pics..
I love my mom...She got faith in her babyboy, no matter what mistakes he's made or how shady shit is or was in thee beginning..
Curren$y x Monsta Beatz "up Here"
Prolly my favorite song off my nigga spitta album.. I might just throw a verse on there. Buy thee album here: http://www.amalgamdigital.com/albums/details/647
Monday, May 25, 2009
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Decided to be single
Umm... don't really know what to say except i'm tired of everybody having so much animosity n envy towards me, like damn my nigga, chill.. I'm Solo for a reason.. Guess it's not finna be a chick on my arm, just my words & stoner charmmmm...lol Word to
Save My Soul (The CuDi Confession) - KiD CuDi
Save My Soul (The CuDi Confession) - KiD CuDi
Last night
Hella bullshit before hand. Frustrations n late arrangements, negative energy.. Got to Austin, chillin with my nigga spitta n trademark.. Club got packed around 10:30, 11, i was drinking some exotic turquiose shit..sittin watching shit, before my set, i blew a mini-blunt, got up there n killed that shit.. Look out for me on trademark mixtape next month, & some shit with spitta, might do a mixtape with him n trademark.. Never know, them my niggas tho.. As far as competition..i'm feeling like this
aint nobody - Currency
Friday, May 22, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
So Far Gone...
See when.. You start showing people you don't need them, nor care for their presence..they tend to think somethings wrong with you. When you not tryna act like your a "perfect" person, they label you as a monster.. When you actually be a real human, showing emotion..they berate you. You know, sometimes..they make you seem unhuman like for being such a real person. My mom always told me i hadda raw mouth, she always said i never try to hide what i'm thinking or feelings..if i'm mad, i'ma show it, or whatever my mood is, i show it.. True.. Thee music i do is thee sound of emotion. You see.. i run to, what they run from.. Meaning that i go after things most people prolly would be afraid to go after..member wen i was into basketball alot i would always hear old niggas talk about how they "played" n whutnot n they coulda been real big n all this otha shit they say.. I always thought, if you hadda chance..why didn't you take it, why use thee "what if", or "i coulda" term..i just don't understand it..Never did. Thee time is now for me to take advantage, i'm still young, my minds right, & i'm focused.. Never wanna be that person who tells thee young person what i coulda or shoulda done.. Yeah i wish i coulda re-did some shit in my past, but fuck it, it's called "past" for a reason.. Meaning what i ate yesterday does not fill me up today, meaning thee emotions i have today aren't gonna be thee same as tomorrow.. Point is, i'm tryna go on..
Open thought
So, i think i'ma start keeping my mouth closed more often now n just let my problems speak in my music..good or bad.. Thee shit i got to say can be converted into some good lyrics anyway..My show with curren$y is on saturday n todays thursday, but i'm not even excited for it really, think my people are more excited than i am..i was at first, but not no more.. Mainly becus i'm worried about tha next thing thats coming up.. Crazy shit been going wrong this past week n a half tryna get me off focus, but i'm good tho.. Fuck what everybody else on, i'm still making moves..no time to pout or tend to a persons feelings on some shit. SOLO just gets realer n realer to me everyday..
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I just wanna runnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Hating my life is an overpowering feeling, but when i'm with you babe..you take me off this dreadful earth..you take me away..to a good place unbothered..without all thee un-needed drama n bullshit i deal with on earth.. Thats why i say... "you take my mind off everything, i think you deserve a wedding ring.." so therefore, come away with meeeeeeeeeeeee, & i'll take you as far as i can, every sky will be blue, long as your loving meeeeeeeeeee
Sieze thee day..
Awhile back i posted something about Carpe Diem..
Carpe Diem means "Sieze thee day"
Here's a realization of why i live up to thee term..
I see why "rappers" stunt on alot of people.. Mostly becus of thee BULLshit they go through while tryna come up when nobody really believes in them.. Thee mis-tackful people try to make upcoming artist who are gonna be big feel like less of person when their coming up.. But thee people who diss a upcoming person are thee people who forever try to be like other people..while thee upcoming person is being himself, & tho him/her may not have much to show for at thee moment..ina little while, they'll have MORE than enough.. More than most. So everytime people diss me i nevermind it, cus when i'm at my goal, it's gonna burn in their souls n hearts to know i've made it.. You can't fuck with thee blessed nor stop it.. What's spose to happen will happen.. I keep in mind i'ma go through even more bullshit to see how bad i want it, i can't let any type of un-needed bullshit get to me, cus ifi spazz out, hurt a person, n get sent to jail..it'd all be for nothing. & i'd be mad at myself for even engaging with ignorant or nothing ass people. Not tryna say i'm better than anyone, it's just that some people i've came across are liveless.. Clones.. Brainwashed by what's around them n music they listen too to continue to be stupid n have no education to advance themselves in anything.. Most niggas out here sell their soul for cars, & think getting these 200$ paychecks is making money while they live with their moms n beat on their babymoms isa way of life. Then brag to people about how they make money any kinda way whether it's supposibly selling drugs or whatever.. But real drug dealers don't brag about being drug delears.. N real niggas don't need to explain themselves to other niggas or better yet anybody for that matter.. So when i see people that do, i consider em fake n definetly not a threat to me or my well-being.. A person like me is safe, means i got guardians protecting me, meaning what i wanna do in my life is gonna HAPPEN. Faithless people live faithless lives.. If you can't seem to be a strong person then GOD won't pick you to be great n have a hard, but good life. GOD doesn't help people who don't wanna be helped.. N neither do i. So.. To all upcoming, Seize thee day
N me, i'm justa poet.. Word to
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Word to:
Word to ADAM VANANTHONY CAMPBELL
[this is thee only pic i could find on sucha short-temper notice..his face isn't really that puffy haha, but i'll have another post about him soon]
N YO..
[i'm making this post public since my babymother [bm] talks to everybody about things between us n lies about it n doesn't really say her wrongs n faults, this is not a diss, just truth.. as always.]
I don't have ANYTHING against my son, he's my son.
I don't have a problem spending time with my son.
But if my babymom wants to run around n chase niggas, & exclude me from her life, then how can i?
Fact: I don't give a FUCK ABOUT HOW ANYBODY FEELS ON THEE SITUATION CUS THEY DON'T KNOW THEE SITUATION TO BEGIN WITH
Fact: HOUSTON HAS A LARGER PROPORTION OF IGNORANT ASS FUCKING DUDES WHO THINK ACTING HARD INFRONT OF THEIR GF/BM IS IMPRESSIVE..BUT IN REALITY, IT'S NOT. & I SEEM TO WALK AROUND EVERYDAY ALONE & FACE EVERYTHING N EVERYBODY ALONE, & I'M STILL A PRETTY NIGGA, MEANING I'M SO UNTOUCHED BY ANY OF THESE BITCH NIGGAS WHO GOT WORDS FOR ME..& I MEAN "WORDS", CUS ALL THEY HAVE IS WORDS..NO ACTION. N I'M NOT THEE TYPE TO TALK TO YOU, I'D RATHER SEE WHAT YOU REALLY BOUT. WORD TO EVERY STUPID, DUMB, IGNORANT NIGGA WHO TALKS ALOT, BUT DOES NOTHING. FUNNY..
Sooooooo....to clear things up,
[SO ALL THEE YOUNG-MINDED PEOPLE WHO GOSSIP ABOUT ME CAN STOP TALKING ABOUT ME, TRYNA REACH ME, TALKING DOWN]
SACHE IS MY FRIEND..WE NEVER DATED, JUST...yeah [that part was prolly pointless, but ALOT of people seem to think me n her dated n had an actual relationship, but it wasn't like that, just friends..no feelings involved esp since were both IN love with two different people]
People seem to think, i'm avoiding my son or i've disowned him..nope
People seem to think i care about how they feel in tha situation..nope
Don't really know what to say as regards to how i feel for my son as of now, but my babymother & all her pointless drama makes me wanna fade away...
I would like to spend time with him, my mom would help my BM, but my BM put me on child-support..meaning she just wants a check, meaning that i can send thee check whenev during tha month i feel..word to pink
& it's really funny to me how she tries to berate me like i'm some type of nigga who ran away from my son, & she tries to act like she's this big caring mother, but how are you a caring mother when you have money to bail a nigga out of jail..than hit me up like adam needs some shit..but oh, you had , money to bail a nigga out of jail huh? but no money for your SON who you supposibly love thee most.. How can i see him when you change your #, swear your not gonna talk to ME ANYMORE, & i don't hear from you or know where your at.. How do you want me to spend time with my son when you tell me your gonna bring him then neva come cause you going to thee jail-house? How am i spose to feel like you not just USING ADAM when you beefing n talking shit to piss my gf n sister off about you bearing my child..like yeah i got austens baby.. Using my name as a ladder so you can feel above them.. Why shouldn't i feel used.. Why shouldn't i be hurt.. Why shouldn't i be vexed.. I'm not mad at adam for anything, i can tell he loves me cus when i do see him he simply can't stop staring at me.. He looks me straight in thee eye & tugs hard on my skin, like my personal soldier ina army against thee world.. Thee situations crazy, & it's like i'm dealing with a bunch of DUMBASS people cus thee situation could be handled wayy better if my BM wasn't so lead on by other people & young minded.. She's making it hard for herself.. word to her dumbass kid parents, thats prolly why she's like that, cus she was raised by dumb people.. So i can't even blame her. In reality, i don't have a problem with my BM.. She still could be a good friend of mine.. I don't really think she's a bad person, she just made some mistakes as us all.. She just needs direction.. n a bit of guidance.. Cus i mean it's hard being around stupid ignorant negative no goal in life people, it rubs off on you..thats why i don't fuck with these niggas.. they LAME. N STUPID... ACHIEVELESS. DREAMLESS. SMFH AT EM. I am not like them, i'm no drug dealer [anymore], no thug, but no bitch. I'm just very smart, & i know how to handle situations more wisely i should say.. As far as my bm, she just need to get a mind of her own & grow up..we have a kid so we can't be kids anymore.. My son could really live with me, my mom wants him here, & i'm here alot so thee time is there, & my mom is bringing in tha dough for now.. So it wouldn't be a problem if she needed somewhere POSITIVE for him to stay.. She just don't wanna do more for him being with how stupid shit is, being of how she's letting it be, & she can't pay child-support for me & do a bunch of other shit for him also when he needs it.. but things can change, i just need her to grow up..n like she makes it seem like my relationship with my love is thee reason why i don't see adam..NOPE! Cus i been single & i still wasn't seeing him. So WTF, it's depressing how childish n stupid some people are..They'll prolly never change.
But i'm rambling..
Now, this IS NOT A DISS TO MY BM. I don't have a problem with her, just some of thee shit she does.
N like everybody got something to say about my gf, leave my girl out of it, she has nothing to do with this bullshit situation, thats thee highschool shit i be talking bout, n these people older than me, acting like fucking kids..i mean my nigga damn, grow up..achieve something more than just a car n a jail sentence. Most of these niggas be old as 24 with NOTHING TO SHOW FOR IT.. NIGGAS STILL BE LIVING WITH THEY MOMS DRIVING A "SLAB" THAT TOOK THEM HALF THEY LIVES TO BUY N FIX UP, TRYNA STUNT ON THA UNDERDOG.. N ME I'M ON THA UNDERDOG, INA FEW MONTHS I'MA BE MAKING MORE MONEY THAN MOST PEOPLE EVER SEEN, I DON'T REALLY CARE FOR IT, BUT IT'S TRUE..MY BABYMOTHER [BM] EVEN KNOWS THAT.. ADAM IS GONNA BE WELL TAKEN CARE OF.. SO LIKE I JUST WISH EVERYBODY WOULD KEEP THEY LITTLE BULLSHIT FEELINGS TO THEMSELVES UNLESS THEY REALLY JUST KNOW THA SITUATION. WHICH THEY DON'T..SO UNLESS YOUR MY BM, LEAVE ME THA FUCK ALONE, & SHUT THA FUCK UP!
Sidebar: Don't bring niggas to my apt disturbing my peace zone talking ALOT OF UN-NEEDED MADNESS.. I MEAN I SEEN NIGGAS PUT ON SHOWS FOR 4 STRAIGHT YEARS IN HIGH SCHOOL.. N IF ANY NIGGA COMES TO MY HOUSE & ACTUALLY ATTEMPTS TO TRY SOMETHING I WILL FATALLY HURT YOU, LIKE SEVERLY BEAT THA FUCK OUTTA YOU WITH A WEAPON, N THEN CALL THEE POLICE, N TELL THEM YOU WAS A ROBBER N SEND YOU TO JAIL..N SUE THEE PEOPLE YOU WITH.. I'm not a dumb nigga, if you come to my crib, it's not gonna be fair cus you invading my peace zone..n i don't give a fuck. Keep yo feelings to yourself & if you don't have anything nice to say to me then don't speak.
Sidebar 2: i wouldn't mind having custody of my son, & raising him.. cus my worst fear for him is being a DUMB PERSON LIKE THEE PEOPLE HE'S MOSTLY AROUND.. I can look in his eyes & see he's not gonna be like most people..cus i'm really not. I can also see thee LOVE when he looks at me, shits strong..i'm thinking bout him much right now, i'm pretty sure he's doing tha same since unless he's sleep.. cus it's 4:25 am haha
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
This is NOT thee official vid..
The official is coming soon, i'm directing it, & it will be out very soon...i'm making it above dope as expected
& in life, theres chance...
chance - Van Solo
"They say therapy can really haze angry, what if i'm not angry.. Just hurt from lifes paintings"
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