Last post ever

Beauitful - Eminem. So on point to my life. Internet causes depression. But laptop therapy has been for months now. Peace y'all

Live and Let Live

Where?

Lonely and Sad

I don't get myself. Or my heart to say the least. Right now my chest hurts and eyes are draining. I don't love her, i know shes not good for me, i know she doesnt love me, when were together its all bad its not fun anymore its constant stress its new problems its worries, but man. I love her so much. I dont want to move on. I cant see my life without you. I put in too much work and time. I dont wanna just let it go. I cant front right now, im weak. I miss us so much. I cant beat this shit

DWNLD New Van Solo Mixtape "Lone Star" (EP)

DWNLD

Don Dhatta

I see why Cam'Ron strayed away from niggas tuff after the whole Dip Set shit calmed down. Niggas is too sus and ungrateful. Even bitches, people act like they have super amnesia yo. Nobody appreciates anything. We live in a age of not doing something amazing, but following trends and whatever the fuck is super meaningless, bad for you, and corny. R.E.M. - Losing My Religion
Like if I commit suicide and i'm happier, shouldn't that make you happy? I dont want this life or these problems anymore at all. Fuck rap too, I rather have my music like a lost treasure at sea that only a few know about. I don't give a fuck anymore. The world don't even deserve what's good for them. Earth will burn. God has given us so much for us to live in a backwards universe. And if he's mad at what i'm about to do. So be it. Can u imagine the best and worst part of your day being the first 5 minutes of waking up. First 2 minutes you see the sunshine and smile, and the next 3 the devil reminds you he runs this town. Damn.

About DIAMOND

Diamond sounds so much like an album that im afraid people wont catch on. It sounds like a Kanye West album if he was from Texas without sounding anything like Kanye. I don't think i've ever expressed myself on a level to where everybody can relate and I can still say what I wanna say. The Lone Star (EP) is nothing more than a warm up toning up the mood because once you hear DIAMOND, you'll understand it more. And maybe me more as well. My official first studio independent album is yet to come. All depends on how things work out I guess. I'm sick of stressing and if it doesn't stop i'm mailing my brain to each of the people that caused it and burying myself in the ground. Where I really wont have to force myself to get up. I really feel like my family would have less stress without me. It's like im always the center of attention even when I don't wanna be.

Aspects - Lone Star (EP)

Dope band

emo

life be looking like how long can you take being unsuccessful to become successful. everyday failures getting really old b. if this shit dont work im out fuck everything

New Van Solo "Fondren And Main Freestyle" Off Lone Star (EP)

Figured since its Screw Birthday, i'd let this go.

Life, Gasoline Dreams

All of my heroes did dope
Every nigga round me playin' married
Or payin child support
I can't cope
Never made no sense to me one day I hope it will 
And that's that, sport, sport
Pray I live to see the day when Seven's happily married
With kids, woe woe
The world is movin fast and I'm losin' my balance
No time to dig, low low
To a place where ain't nowhere to go but up
Ya wit me say shiiit, sho sho
Now let me ask ya'll this

- Andre 3000

Ima Keep Going

Believin in self, Lovin self

Van Solo Studio session for "School Zone"

She's so perfect

Can't date tho..... but i will fuck.... or make love.... whatever a few times tho. Don't belee me just watch

Video behind making of DIAMOND

BEHIND "DIAMOND" THE PROCESS from DEV$NN(ALLMIGHTYDC) on Vimeo.

New Vannie Solo "So Many Heauxs" DWNLD

Might be dropping a prelude to DIAMOND. The way it's looking it might be a go. Got some dope dope tracks in the stashspot.

God is Great

Crazy how things work out. I'm just going ahead.

Money - 50 Cent

U know 50 one of my favorite rappers, next to Eminem and me.

About Me

When will the fantasy end and I become the big rock star I know I am inside and life. Lord knows its only so much weed and wine to conceal it. No healthcare, 401k, or pension plan. My future is up in the air. Whether i'm alive or not. I still got dependents to make sure our taken care of. I'm 22 feeling like death is constantly calling me. And it doesn't help I think I might have cancer. Self diagnosed doctor I am. I'm looking forward to Diamond coming out and doing well. It's an album. I was in a slump for awhile wondering if I wanted to quit rap and pursue something else, but was also without studio so maybe that was bothering me and the choices I made during that time. I'm always stressed and always hard on myself. I will truly be sad if I die and never experience the life of independence. I want to pay my own bills, I hate owing money it's bullshit. Having to pay courts for some bullshit im not really even apart of. I feel nothing for you and your situation, all you are is a bill and setback to me. For you my hearts more then cold, its not there at all. I can't forgive someone who deliberately ruined my life cause there was two simple solutions for these everlasting problems I got. I feel like the devil was alive that year and ramped, I caught the wrath hard. I don't feel so bad now, but financials is pushed back tough. Like let me explain, I got to pay 500 a month, right, so imagine if you get a job, work 40 hours just for 30 to a 100 bucks. Depending on how much your paid and how many hours blah blah blah. What can I do with that? My gas cost 50 dollars. Smh. And people always tryna leech off the money I get, and I don't do anything illegal when I do come up with some money. These court niggas will drive you crazy, thats why I say don't have kids unless your ready and try your best to not be forced in a situation like I did. Condoms break too, ya know. So if you are fucking somebody, least let it be somebody u love, not a drugged out choice like mine. Whatever tho. It be some days I just wanna blast myself. Thank god my mom believes in me like she does and doesn't hassle me like she did my brother before he joined the navy. But I guess that time period during my life made me "Solo" or as I like to say "Soul Ho" but you'll hear that.... I have no problem sharing my story or stories because it helps me and I don't want nobody especially my fans to go through tough unhappy situations like I did. Yo, if you worried about not getting girls, don't. Handle ya business and when the time is right, you'll get one. You need your life set up and money straight to fuck with any bitch anyway. Well any bitch you would want. I stated on my twitter i'm not doing free verses anymore, i've learned and saw with my own eyes that niggas don't got love. So doing it for the love is dead now. That time is over, and i'm more than worth being paid for what I do so if you can't chunk something I chunk deuce. Plus, like joker say "*IF YOUR GOOD AT SOMETHING NEVER DO IT FOR FREE" ahh. Love Dark Knight, so many gems. I'm really happy with the way DIAMOND sounds. It sounds like an album, really Kanye West like (unintentionally i promise) But I just mean with the way i'm expressing myself. It has a big old school Texas influence in it. Cause as a kid, that's all I listened too! I knew when my cousins use to pine up in mo city I would one day be smoking too and sipping drank. I first had it at 7, fucked my life all the way up... then I discovered porn...lol and been intrigued by sex every since. I think women are so beautiful so while I was in school I fucked as many girls as I could. Thank god my health is good because I was going innnnnnnnn. lol. Every braud just thought I was so cute and different, and I just wanted that ass. And got it, everytime, I knew if i ended up at a bitches house it was going down lol. Good times in adolescence. I was also a serious hooper. I'm a legend on corporate and alief. I went to alief middle, boys will tell you about me if they went there lol. I had fun growing up, the hood is interesting and some people are really cool and down to earth and I believe all those experiences made me who I am today. I remember so vividly people telling me how fucked up people were and I didn't know what they meant at that age, but now I know. Alot of people use to be like I just ride solo on some fuck everybody shit. And maybe, subconsciously is where the nam "Solo" derived from, among other things. Man, i'm rambling... In a writing mood tho. Be ready for DIAMOND. So many bangers. Like "New Heels" which is about a lost love, overcoming it, and explaining the situation of a relationship crumble in my most humbling respectful words. "Spitting Game" screaming to LET ME LIVE MY LIFE. self explanatory. "Dj Screw Big Moe Fat Pat" discussing how I be making it through these times in a fly way. "We Get High" which might be my favorite off the album as of right now just being Vannie. DIAMOND is really an album mane. It's nothing like pointless music niggas been releasing just telling y'all get high. It's a story.... of where I was and where i'm about to be. This shit gone bang in yo whip and ipod, i'm so proud of it. Might give out a prelude to DIAMOND of songs just to vibe too in the meantime. We'll see tho. I know boys been missing and needing that new Vannie, tired of that corny shit and I feel ya trust. It's coming mane, all love. 1

all worked up.

Now that Diamond is getting geared up for release and all that woop la I can finally start saving and spending money on much needed instruments. Not gonna do a rock album, but like guitars and pianos are needed from me right now. It may be classified as rock, but it will really just be freedom of expression. So many songs I write, but can't work as raps. Rap is tough, Rock is emotional. And i am both, at times. But more emotional then so, like some days I just don't want to be bothered by the world or anybody. Today was one of those days, I wont even look at my phone. I guess im searching, like roy ayers say.

Sparklehorse kind of day

Poem

“She puts her hands on either side of my face, and the room falls away. I have never gotten so lost in a kiss before.
And then, the space between us explodes. My heart keeps missing beats and my hands cannot bring her close enough to me. I taste her and realize I have been starving.
I have loved before, but it didn't feel like this.
I have kissed before, but it didn't burn me alive.
Maybe it lasts a minute, and maybe it's an hour. All I know is that kiss, and how soft her skin is when it brushes against mine, and that even if I did not know it until now, I have been waiting for this person forever.”

― Jodi Picoult

Pimp C Blood - Allmightytv

PIMP C BLOOD from DEV$NN(ALLMIGHTYDC) on Vimeo.

New Vannie Song "Show Love"

Did this today wit dEv. Shiii, What Would Pimp C Do?

DIAMOND is done.

Yessir. Diamond is done being recorded and the first mix. its all done be me, tottally self made project right here. Oh a good happy day I dont need nobody. lol. U just spose to add to me baby, im not spose to need u, its unhealthy. I AM HAPPY SOLO TODAY HAHAHA

positive message from Breezy

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Work Work DIAMOND

Been working on DIAMOND. Tough...... it's tough. it's not like anything u've heard from me. Or if u haven't heard anything, this is a great start lol. It's going INNNNN. its music for everybody. and I mean everybody. I think I covered every topic. Really fucking wit these new flows, they fit my personality good. and its alotta gems for shows. Anthems. Mayne. It is everything im saying it is. A classic. It's next to Veeology now. "Look I dont wanna talk so much shit, she wants me to fuck her, she wants my dick, in, and around her mouth"

IDNU DWNLD New Vannie. Vannie Back

BTW, this was a Freestyle. Just felt like it. Word. Enjoy :)