Stupid

I'm a human being and just because I rap doesn't mean I have to put up some front like im some big kahuna. When really im just an emotional boy who misses his father. I wish i knew my grandfather better before he died. He always believed in me and wanted me to be something specifically. He was so hard and strict on me about pursuing my dreams.... Maybe thats where I get my drive... iono.... i just remember drives to the hospital for two weeks and him dieng after that as I went to his funeral at 7 looking at him in his casket knowing I would be there one day. I think thats when my depression started actually. damn