Tuesday, December 13, 2011

early.

lot of stuff going on under the sun. morning. im up. kinda been up. but i dont want to overdo the sleep to kill time right now. looks like i gotta do something crazy. its sad tho.. how this monkey see monkey do game works, but i gotta protect myself i guess. gotta stop believing everybody intentions is good towards me. word to my fathers 3 day lectures. i feel weird. just an outsider really. guess they're used to me being in the hot seat so shit just be like i'm with you when nobodies against you, but when there's opposition i'm riding with them with trying to make you look/feel guilty. but i'm on your side.. whatever. game face. "blood on ya face, ya big disgrace". i'm up and alone so i'm going to catch up on some recording. god send a way, i mean a day.

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