as my mom say

Convo today. "that pains gonna hurt. it might hurt for a long time, but it will go away. all pain goes away. it might take awhile, a long while, but it will diminish. You cant be trying to kill yourself over some bullshit like that. you just gotta deal with it. stop making things hard for yourself and watch life turn around for you. watch life turn into something you really want it too be. financial problems, love, it aint nothing to make me kill myself. i got through it. i get through it and keep going. you gonna keep going. you gotta keep going. it aint that much love in the world to let someone destroy you. especially when you got alot going for yourself. i know you get down. i know you get sad. i know you wanna do better. you will. just keep going. all this pain you feel will go away. Dont sit with it, just keep on going."