Kind of World.

I'm on the other side
Living is my life
I cannot get it right
Only when I write
Only then I'm like
It's worth it for this life (but)
The second that I stop
Is the second that I drop
And go back to my misery
Go back to the chemistry
Of me and sadness
I'm tired of all this madness
No one knows what happened
Me I'm justa dragon
& even what's worse
The devils like Aladdin
Mission impossible
To my tom cruise passing
Gers, they doubt me
Fuking jerks
And tho I act like it's cool
Really doa it hurts
Really doa it perks
My ego and soul
So that be the reason
Why I let em all go
Off, on they road
Where I never go
Asylum every role
Of me being bold
And since I need life
I'll just say I said so, peace
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I find myself
In old movies
And porn downloads
Where I'm found whole
Where I found loads
Of peace, serenity
Even much entity
Even then sleep with me
And wake me up to be with me
Hello to the ghost
That surround my home
Thank you to the curse
That just found my soul
Gifted is a curse
But being normal is worse
And I don't mean talent
That yo friends give birth
Nobody knows me
Nobody owes me
A got damn thang
So remember that Mayne
I be on the a-train
Falling sleep to real games
Of life
Of rights
Of wrongs
Of heights
To hike
& climb
To not feel behind
Like everybodies better
Than me at this life
This is how it feels right
This is what it feels like
Being me
Doing everything they don't to succeed
I wish I could stop
I wish I would not
Even ever rapped
Now I'm trapped in this spot
I'm trapped in this lot
Of being surrounded
Dos I'm alone
That's two of me holmes
Two of me songs
Can you make you feel on
More than I am
When my pills kick on
They tell you be strong
But really who is strong
Gotta answer for that
Then maybe we can get along, Vanny.
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I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I know it's not enough... Fuck.