The Blinder

Been depressed for about 3 good weeks now. Maybe 2. Starts off golden, then thoughts rush in like water of ignored sinks to wash dishes. Wash it all off. Wash off the dirt of your forever plate. But whats the point of being depressed, whats it helping, why are you departing away again, Vam? I mean Van, I mean Man, I mean you are a man right? You are solo right? This what you wanted right? You knew the opposition of what would come with this. You were prepared huh? You were strong enough to face this before, whats wrong now. You quitting music because you're too upset. You just miss yo baby, but you can't have yo baby, and she doesn't miss you. Don't you remember the plan? Don't you remember what we talked about? Don't you remember when I said you'd be facing this, you jumped up with a pompous face of encouragement to run out. But now, your just running out. Are you still a baby? Do you not remember Ls growth. Why are you so selfish, Why are you crying, why are you mad, you're just mad at yourself. Your dumb