I finally see. All along, all alone.

I no longer have to worry where your at in this, it's always been me. I've been a joke to you with you watching me weaker than anything not even born. I don't have to cry out, nor cry to you, nor run to you, nor be afraid of what you might do... to me. All along, I see the light. All along, I see the truth. I heard your laughter and mistoke it for love. Really I was just a mouse of yours running in a circle. I get it, it was funny. Jokes on me, as usual. No hard feelings though baby, i'm going on with mine and i'll meet you on the otherside. Maybe. I'm not even scared though. I suddenly feel that confidence I had when I decided to leave. Amazing