Like why

Do people try to make problems to involve themselves in my life?

Everything i do or say..whether ina song or just in general conversation is raw emotion. I've been fucked with kindness n bad mistakes. So now it's fuck you. I recognize thee mask on peoples faces, I haven't done anything wrong towards anybody...Even people who do wrong towards me, i suck it it up, handle thee situation n let it go.. Alotta people needa grow up cus shit gets old man.. I'm Good with whoever i wanna date, with thee career i choose, or thee way i live my life in general. It's my fucking life, i'm giveafuckless about how anybody feels cus nobody cares nor cared how i felt in situations when i was placed inside them & going through them. When i cut you off, you done with me. No matter what you got that you think nor feel bonds with me. It doesn't.. In reality i'm Solo.  

I feel bad for people who use people to try to get what they want from another person, like damn..how fucked up can you be?  

You can't fuck with thee blessed, thats why at thee end of everything, i'm good. 

I got love from thee limited few of people who actually do..n thats all i really need for my personal life. Thee music side of me is really taking over my body tho. I'd rather rap some cold shit about life than talk to people.  My mom says i'm too raw sometimes, like when i get into a subject..I really go in detail. N sometimes i know i say things that may hurt people or bring back memories of what happened, but it's what makes me keep living. If i didn't have a way to release my pain, then i woulda probly commited [suicide] by now. Thee thought still crosses my mind sometimes, but i'm good tho. 

I don't go back n forth with people either. If i tell you we through, we through. Don't think that i'm gonna chase you just becus i want to keep a nice image of myself for "society". In reality it's not me thats wrong, it's them. N thee fucked up thing is, people know when they're wrong & it eats away at them. So they do all these stunts or un-needed events to make themselves seem like the good person n try to get that "sympathy" love.. But adam & eve was real. I relate to adam for being mislead by a female. 

Point is, thee truth hurts.